- Messages
- 100
"Again."
Master Ismael had struck him countless times already. Every slight error was met with the sharp sting and dull ache that came at the end of a wooden staff. Each mark was meant to serve as a reminder of what would've happened had the fight been real...there would be no warnings, no chances for these little mistakes in a life-or-death situation. Adherents of the Shifra Monastery were raised from youth as killers, and all were taught the cost of making a mistake. Those that did not learn were treated more harshly.
The boy had crumpled before his master, not even ten years old, panting, bruised, barely conscious. Despite his best efforts, he could not shake his distractions as his master had taught him. He still looked out his window at night, saw the world outside of the monastery, and wished to he could choose for himself. He tried so hard to empty his mind as Master Ismael had instructed, but he couldn't. Now he was paying for it through pain.
"Stand up. Even the dullest blade can be honed with time, but you must purge these useless emotions and desires. Only once you are hollow can you truly serve as the gods have intended. Now, stand up..." Ismael urged the boy onwards, though his tone was unfeeling, unrushed. Cold. There was no fire that stirred in his heart from being pushed on by his master, only a droning sense of duty. Blood seeped from his mouth as he dragged himself upwards, his eyes slowly rolling to meet Master Ismael's gaze.
"And start again."
Settra jerked awake, drenched in a cold sweat. Reality took a moment to return to his sleep addled mind, but as his vision focused he found himself still in his room in the Imperial palace. Medja had made sure he had his own place to stay set aside after she'd moved her base of operations to the capital, but it was still largely sparse aside from the furniture it had come with. The assassin wiped his brow and pulled himself up in bed, then leaned against the headboard and rubbed his face. These nightmares had always plagued him, but lately it seemed like they'd been getting worse.
He didn't understand. Mistress Medja had acquired him from the Monastery and given him a name, a purpose, and freedom of choice, but...he largely had never known what to do with any of them. Despite his best efforts, his former master's work on deadening him to his emotions had been quite difficult to reverse in any large capacity. That was until...well, until he met a certain Salitran princess. Settra felt a rushing sensation move through his head as memories of their recent experiences together flooded back to him. There was a fond warmth that came with those thoughts, one that pulled him out of the panic that his dream had put him in.
Most recently, Medja had offered him a new set of assignments, most of which were potential targets to eliminate. However, there was one task among them that made Settra light up, one that he had to hide his enthusiasm in taking: serving as a personal guard and aid to Nymeasha Soleiman. He knew, of course, that this couldn't have been coincidence; somehow Medja always seemed to have a way of finding these sorts of things out. Nonetheless, as he sat in bed letting his heartrate return to normal, he was more than happy to take to the task. He'd grown comfortable with the routine hitjobs Medja assigned him to, but now...now things were about to change, it semed.
Master Ismael had struck him countless times already. Every slight error was met with the sharp sting and dull ache that came at the end of a wooden staff. Each mark was meant to serve as a reminder of what would've happened had the fight been real...there would be no warnings, no chances for these little mistakes in a life-or-death situation. Adherents of the Shifra Monastery were raised from youth as killers, and all were taught the cost of making a mistake. Those that did not learn were treated more harshly.
The boy had crumpled before his master, not even ten years old, panting, bruised, barely conscious. Despite his best efforts, he could not shake his distractions as his master had taught him. He still looked out his window at night, saw the world outside of the monastery, and wished to he could choose for himself. He tried so hard to empty his mind as Master Ismael had instructed, but he couldn't. Now he was paying for it through pain.
"Stand up. Even the dullest blade can be honed with time, but you must purge these useless emotions and desires. Only once you are hollow can you truly serve as the gods have intended. Now, stand up..." Ismael urged the boy onwards, though his tone was unfeeling, unrushed. Cold. There was no fire that stirred in his heart from being pushed on by his master, only a droning sense of duty. Blood seeped from his mouth as he dragged himself upwards, his eyes slowly rolling to meet Master Ismael's gaze.
"And start again."
Settra jerked awake, drenched in a cold sweat. Reality took a moment to return to his sleep addled mind, but as his vision focused he found himself still in his room in the Imperial palace. Medja had made sure he had his own place to stay set aside after she'd moved her base of operations to the capital, but it was still largely sparse aside from the furniture it had come with. The assassin wiped his brow and pulled himself up in bed, then leaned against the headboard and rubbed his face. These nightmares had always plagued him, but lately it seemed like they'd been getting worse.
He didn't understand. Mistress Medja had acquired him from the Monastery and given him a name, a purpose, and freedom of choice, but...he largely had never known what to do with any of them. Despite his best efforts, his former master's work on deadening him to his emotions had been quite difficult to reverse in any large capacity. That was until...well, until he met a certain Salitran princess. Settra felt a rushing sensation move through his head as memories of their recent experiences together flooded back to him. There was a fond warmth that came with those thoughts, one that pulled him out of the panic that his dream had put him in.
Most recently, Medja had offered him a new set of assignments, most of which were potential targets to eliminate. However, there was one task among them that made Settra light up, one that he had to hide his enthusiasm in taking: serving as a personal guard and aid to Nymeasha Soleiman. He knew, of course, that this couldn't have been coincidence; somehow Medja always seemed to have a way of finding these sorts of things out. Nonetheless, as he sat in bed letting his heartrate return to normal, he was more than happy to take to the task. He'd grown comfortable with the routine hitjobs Medja assigned him to, but now...now things were about to change, it semed.