Private Tales Archnemesis

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Zael

Fire Warrior
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THE RAGGED BAND


They were a concourse of wretchedness, those men riding in the back of the wagon. Strangers to each other, nonetheless it had been a peculiarity of fate that each of them had a common destination, if uncommon origin. The driver of the wagon, an elderly man with long gray hair, a long beard to match, and whose face had been etched by its wrinkles into a permanent look of severity, picked each man up along the northerly road which led to the great city of Elbion. An act of charity for some; mercy, perhaps, for a few of them.

Among this weathered band sat an Anirian—Zael Castomir. He sat like the others, his head bowed, not bothering to make any manner of small talk or personable conversation. He sat with a savaged brown cloak covering him from his neck to his knees, and thereby were the battle wounds, the sorry state of his broken armor (what pieces remained, anyway), and the sling which cradled his broken arm hidden. He had no weapon. His sword had been lost in a city, plagued by battle, far to the south.

Zael glanced up when the gates of Elbion stood tall above the wagon. His solitary eye passed over that now familiar sight. And for once in now a long while his spirits were lifted.

Some distance inside the city on the main thoroughfare the elder man halted the horses pulling the wagon. He turned back to the assortment of men.

"We've made it," he said, a statement of fact and a prompt for them now to depart and each go their own way. As Zael and the other stragglers began to rise, the elder man said to them, each younger and in their ways in far more dire straits than he:

"Gods help ye."

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Gierliadel and Herrim had a morning free from classes and College duties. As it so happened a mutual friend of theirs, Yuna Fairweather, had tipped them off to a nice cookshop not far from the College. They sold delicious sausage wraps, and these made for an excellent breakfast, she assured them. And—for once—she was right. Gier and Herrim had among themselves almost made it a routine to partake at least once a week.

The cookshop, small and modest, had but windows and counters facing the outside, no sort of interior nor exterior seating. But this was hardly a quibble. Gier and Herrim, along with a few other Elbioners and Students, stood around the cookshop, eating their wraps and chatting.

"So what is this about a group of monster hunters wishing to study the Stalker's corpse?" asked Gier.

The Stalker of Minds. An infamous monster which had plagued the poisoned town of Rostok, and all its surrounding environs, in Epressa for years. Herrim, a budding anatomist under the tutelage of Maester Shikishimi, was thrilled to retrieve the Stalker's carcass from the deadly town. No mean feat, that! Especially with all the competition. It took the combined efforts of himself, Gier, Yuna, and two Anirians named Ollie and Zael to find and slay the fiend. There were some...mishaps, one could say, but overall, what an adventure!

"Oh." Herrim shrugged. "Maester Shikishimi mentioned it to me herself. She didn't...well, give too many details, and it's more her domain and the domain of the College to decide who gets access to the carcass—not me. I think I'd like to at least talk with the monster hunters though, just a friendly talk, see—"

They both noticed someone approaching them. Up the street he came, his path directly toward them. Only could he be recognized when he stopped a mere few paces away and lowered the hood of his cloak (such as it was, for the hood was hardly more than tatters, much like the greater bulk of the cloak itself).

Zael Castomir. As it happened, one of the very Anirians who had helped—and betrayed—them in Rostok. And as well, the man who had made amends and kept his word during the College's mission for the Pinnacle artifact, not only training Gier and Herrim but in fact saving Yuna's life during the last stand on the mountaintop. They counted him now as a friend.

"Hey," he said. His voice was hoarse and scratchy, like a man left to a desert's cruel designs.

"Zael..." Gier said, looking him up and down in astonishment. "Good gods, man, what has happened to you?"

His face was pale, cheeks a bit sunken, and there was a lingering discoloration on his jaw from an old bruise. The lowering of his hood had revealed wild blood-matted blond hair. He stood unsteadily, teetering from fatigue and weakness ever so slightly. The only thing which seemed alive, which seemed not to be a constituent part of a walking corpse, was his eye—therein a resolution was tightly held.

"Had a bad time down south..." was all he could say in one stretch.

"Hold on, hold on," Herrim said, coming out of his initial shock and hurrying to Zael's side to support him. By chance he had chosen Zael's good arm to drape over his shoulder. With the rustling of the cloak, however, the sling which held his broken arm was revealed. "You look like hell."

"I haven't eaten in days."

Gier pressed forward to, as much as he could, support his other side. "Far more than hunger ails you!" He looked past Zael's head to Herrim. "Which is closer? Your family's home or Yuna's?"

"Uhhh...Yuna's. I'll say Yuna's."

"Then to the Fairweather Residence we shall go. Let us hurry now!"

"Gier, Gier," said Herrim to the elf. "I can take him. You go and tell Yuna."

"Very well. We will meet you there."

Zael only remembered walking. Walking, as Elbion passed by as indistinct shapes. Walking, nibbling some on the sausage wrap that Herrim offered. That resolution to endure, to survive beyond what he thought his body was capable of, was at last flickering from a flame to an ember, now that the promise of rest awaited.

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THE FAIRWEATHER RESIDENCE
YUNA'S ROOM


Many a night traveling with the elderly man and the ragged band Zael stayed up to keep watch. He would look mostly to the south, wondering if anyone might be following after him. Neither friend nor foe did. Many nights he had kept watch, yes, but he did find small pockets of sleep during the long travel. He had in fact gotten a fair bit of sleep the night prior to the wagon's entry into Elbion. Now at last he felt like he could relax his guard, and this was the true rest he sought.

He drifted in and out of awareness as he lay on Yuna's bed. Herrim was there, he knew, and Fairweather servants filtered in and out of the room, tending to him as best they could. They had stripped off the remnants of his armor and his dirty, sweaty, reeking clothes and given him a sponge bath, clothing him again in fresh garments. Herrim gave him some food to eat and water to drink, but not too much. Zael, having been starved before, knew why.

Kress did it feel good to be here though. To be here in Elbion. It felt...it felt...

Like home.

When Zael was at length more alert, with a renewed vibrancy in his eye, Herrim spoke. "She's...going to be a little mad with you."

"Don't I know it."

"You could have told her."

"Did you tell her?"

"No."

"Gier?"

Herrim sucked his teeth and said, "Yeah...he had the honor."

"He has it again, lettin her know I'm back," Zael said, laughing lightly, weakly.

"Hopefully the walk from the College will have calmed her down."

"Hopefully."

Herrim exhaled through his nose. "Really though, Zael...you couldn't have just told her yourself that you were leaving? Like you told us?"

"You know how that woulda went."

Herrim, with high brows and pursed lips, nodded slowly in solid affirmation.

"I left her a gift. Right there in her College room. A little somethin to make it easier." He distinctly remembered the Zael of some couple months ago thinking that would smooth things over. Seemed that was a hopeful estimation.

"She didn't want you to go."

"I know." And Zael looked away from Herrim, toward the ajar door of the room, and sighed. "So I'm gonna tell her."

"Tell her what?"

He looked sidelong back to Herrim. "That she was right."

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Yuna couldn't believe it. Gier came and told her and she couldn't believe it. Zael almost died on that mountaintop in the Seret Mountains. And when he left, left to go fight that war of his in Vel Anir, she thought he would die. She thought the last time she would see him had already come and gone.

As Yuna followed Gier out from the College, there in her chest a swirl of shifting emotion was caged. Uncharacteristically, and unlike both Zael and Herrim's prediction, she was quiet for most of the way. She turned over everything in her mind as they walked.

Swords and sails, her time with Zael was like a stormy sea! A couple years ago now, was it? Back when they first met? Oh, nothing so out of the ordinary, just doing a little bit of streaking during the Festival of Fiery Skies, her and Eric and Iliana and Zael and Delaney. First time she had met an Anirian (two, counting Zael's fellow Initiate Delaney), and also the first time seeing one naked! She didn't mind the view. Not at all. Things ended pretty well that night. None of them got busted, and they all had a good laugh and great fun.

Then came Grishino and Rostok. Now, look, was she mad about that? Of course! Not as mad as Gier; Herrim wasn't all that mad, not in the long run, because he got that big smelly Stalker's carcass out of the deal and impressed Maester Shikishimi with it. Okay, so, but before Zael and his other Anirian friend Ollie (he was gorgeous) decided to steal the Burning Heart and ditch them in the spooky underground mines, things were great! Fun! She was glad to see him again! And it was there in Grishino, in a little place called Angrim's Apothecary, that Zael said something to her that changed everything. He said, Look, Yuna, one day I'll fuck your brains out, but I won't tell you what day that'll be. Keep you guessin. So that wasn't the most romantic thing anyone's ever said to a girl, but Yuna also wasn't a princess out of some storybook. She wasn't! She knew she said plenty of funny things like that herself! To her, Yuna Fairweather, constantly frustrated as she was because she was a stupid virgin who didn't want to be a stupid virgin because all the boys she happened to like didn't like her back, this was like liquid music being poured into her ears. Not just regular music. Liquid music.

From that day, she fancied him. She had no idea whether or not she'd even see him again after he and Ollie betrayed them in Rostok, but she fancied him.

Yet she did see Zael again. As fate would have it one night, close to the commencement of the Festival of Fiery Skies for that year, she was feeling fancy (fittingly!) and skipped her way right into the One-Legged Flamingo, a well-to-do place to get drinks, and the place where the cool College people went. There she chanced into Zael. Was she mad? Of course! She called him an asshole and slapped him right across the face. But her anger went away! They spent that night talking and drinking and catching up. AND THEY WERE SO CLOSE! Zael brought up the "promise" he had made to her in Grishino and Yuna was all for it and they were kissing and tearing off each other's clothes and RIGHT when she was finally going to get what she wanted...Zael stopped. Said it didn't feel right. And left. Yuna had practically melted into a puddle of disappointment and frustration when he left the room and shut the door. She tried again, that very next morning, asking him as sweetly as she could. Essentially: do you want me? Do you want to do it, and maybe keep doing it, and maybe stay together, and all that? And he said to her with a smile: I'll tell you soon.

Gods, how'd he know exactly how to get her worked up every time!? But this was something. This was certainly something that certainly wasn't a "no." So maybe, just maybe, using her incandescent genius, she could get Zael to like her—like her the way her friend Eric liked Iliana. Boyfriend and girlfriend.

And the Pinnacle mission was the time to do it! Zael needed her help getting in on it with the Department of Acquisitions; namely, convincing Gier and Herrim not to blab about Rostok, wouldn't look good at all if what Zael did there was known. And she did help him! Only to have him reveal his orders from the "Rogue Dreadlords" to steal the Pinnacle artifact. Was she mad about that? Of course! She called him an asshole and slapped him again! But, look, now the stakes were raised. Now, not only did she need to get Zael to like her for her own sake, but for the sake of Elbion itself! So she convinced him to have a night of fun with her the day prior to the mission. They had some nice food, went shopping for some new pants (least he could do after burning a hole in hers for a prank!), went dancing in a rowdy tavern, and went up to the top of one of the floating towers of the College for some stargazing. She stole a kiss that night. Not like all those kisses before, when they met in the Flamingo! This one was special. And she said, "If you betray us, I'm taking that back."

She wanted to think that her kiss was the reason why Zael sided with Elbion over the orders from the Rogues. She really wanted to think that.

But it wasn't meant to be. Zael saved her life on the Pinnacle mission—tossed her the artifact and shoved her onto the last available flying carpet—and he lived! He lived and she thought it was so absolutely meant to be. But when they returned to Elbion, not so many nights later she got Zael to tell her, tell her the answer to her question that morning after the Flamingo.

And the answer was no.

She was crushed. She cried and he held her and he told her "It's okay" over and over and all she could do was call him an asshole, like so many times before, between her sobs. Maybe he knew he was going to leave and didn't want to hurt her worse, or maybe it was something else, she didn't have the strength to ask and he didn't have the heart to tell. They let it be what it was. BUT! They stayed friends. They stayed friends even though she—aaaaaaa~dmittedly—was sour about it for longer than she should have been. And that—aaaaaaa~dmittedly—was probably why he told Gier and Herrim but not her that he was leaving Elbion to head back south to Vel Anir and fight that war. Yeah...she would have been mad. "Feisty", as Herrim sometimes said. Still, it hurt when Zael left without telling her.

Alright, so they weren't going to be boyfriend and girlfriend like she had hoped. But that didn't mean she couldn't still care about him.

So when she and Gier at last arrived at her family's house, at last ascended the stairs, at last stood before the door, all this had played out in its entirety within Yuna's chest. Gier opened the door, and there lay Zael, right in her old bed, looking awful...but alive.

"You asshole..." she said meekly.

And then she went to him, bent over, and hugged him. No slaps this time.

"I'm glad you're okay."

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What do you know, his reckoning was wrong. Yuna wasn't nearly as mad as Zael thought she would be; one little flare in the form of a (by now traditional) you asshole and that was it. By all measures Yuna was far more serious and reserved here and now than usual. Kress, did he look that bad? Bad enough to sober up the cheerful, playful Yuna? Or maybe she had thought him to be a dead man, and now here he comes like some kind of revenant shambling back into Elbion, lying in her bed, breathing when he should be pushing up daisies.

"Guessin you didn't like the bowtie too much?" The gift he'd left her.

Yuna pulled back from the hug. Stood upright. "Of course I liked the bowtie, Firebutt. I just didn't like how I got it."

"Fair."

"Can you promise me something?"

"I might."

"Next time you leave...if you leave...can you tell me too?"

"I can do that. If you promise not to get too upset about it."

Yuna smiled thinly and crossed her arms. "Welllllll~...I can try my best."

"I'll take what I can get."

"You like a little bit of resistance, don't you, Firebutt?"

"Most the time it's good."

"I won't cry. Or slap you. Promise!"

Now it was Zael's turn to smile thinly. They both knew that one or both of those things was likely to happen. "Now you're just bein sweet."

"I am sweet. And smart." Yuna twirled a hand around as she casually relayed the next point, "You can't go dying on me just yet, Zael. You said you'd help me find a boyfriend. Oh yes! I haven't forgotten. I don't care if you were drunk—" And she imitated his rural accent, "I'm holdin you to it, hotshot."

"Alright, Firebutt, that's my word."

They had a good laugh. Like older times. Through all the turmoil, a lot of it his own doing he had to admit, at least some things were proof against change.

Now Gier spoke up at this juncture. Running contrary to Zael's previous thought, this was some change that had been for the better; he and Gier and Herrim had become fast friends after the Pinnacle mission. Yuna for a while after Zael let her down was a bit detached from all of them, but now it felt like the four of them as a group had stabilized. Heh, this for the low price of almost losin' it all down south.

Gier said, "So what is it that happened to you, Zael? You've told us about the tumultuous time in which Vel Anir is embroiled." A small aside: "Though rare it seems are the times which are not tumultuous down there." And he continued: "It is a war, yes, one in which you dived into the fight."

"But it looks like you only got out by the skin of your teeth," Herrim said.

"Yeah, tell us," Yuna said, looking the most eager to listen of the three.

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And so Zael assented to tell his tale:

"Well...I've told you all why I'm here. In Elbion. But there was only so much ancilliary work to be done for the Rogues round these parts."

A knowing glance to Yuna; heh, only so much work, and that's when he wasn't purposely sabotaging the Rogues' efforts for his own ends, as was the case not only during the Pinnacle mission but during that brothel crawl with Ruslan, lookin' for Lucy Vale.

He continued. "Sooner or later I was gonna have to get back down south, back into the fight itself, else my real talents would be goin to waste and my bein with the Rogues wouldn't really be summin up to much. So the time came for me to go. Couldn't wait around neither, cause somethin was brewin and I had to get in on it nice and early. Sorry for suddenness, but...the schedule I had didn't have much room on the margins."

If Gier and Herrim had been a little bit more indisposed that day, he might not have been able to tell even them.

"Alright, so south I went. Back to Vel Anir. The little somethin brewin was some folks in the east talkin about rebellion, talkin about declarin themselves free men while big daddy Anireth's attentions were elsewhere. See, there was a man whose name was Stenn. I don't know if that was his real name or not, but the folks in the far eastern fringes of Anirian territory rallied around him. A master strategist, they said; he pulled off the destruction of a few small Anirian garrisons and patrols, and they trusted him. Gilram thought there might be somethin to 'im. So I went to help, seein as Stenn was intent on kickin the hornet's nest.

"The Guard must've thought he was a nuisance at first, so they only sent a company to deal with Stenn. He caught them in a trap, annihilated them, minimal losses.

"The Guard sent a bigger force then. Stenn did it again, caught them in a trap and annihilated them, minimal losses.

"So the Guard sent an even bigger force after him. And Stenn did it again; caught the unit in an ambush and destroyed em. Lemme tell ya, I was there for all three of those, and I say the man's reputation is deserved; he's a military genius. I heard he had the rank and file of the Army of the East quakin in their boots at the mention of his name, and that just tickled me pink.

"Well, the Army of the East's leadership had had enough. They wanted the man known as Stenn dead, or alive so that they could kill him good in Anir Square, and the word was out that Stenn and his rebel forces had taken up residence in the town of Vel Kastula. Yeah, that word was out, because I helped spread it. A whole Guard unit was comin, and Stenn had come up with a plan, a fuckin hell of plan.

"The 10th Homeguard shows up at Vel Kastula expectin a siege, wantin to trap Stenn inside so there was no chance of escape. They start settin up, but...huh, they don't notice any defenders on the walls. And the gates are left open. The Commander of the 10th sends in scouts, and they report back to him: no one inside but civilians, and they all said Stenn had left. So the Commander fears the signature sort of ambush or trap from the outside, thinkin Stenn had outmaneuvered him and is about to do what Stenn is famous for; so he marches his forces inside the walls; better to hold the stronger defensive position, right? The Commander sets to further questionin the locals...and that's when we hit 'em.

"What Stenn had done was send evvvvverybody in Vel Kastula, all them civilians, back east, and had all his fighters dress up and pose as the Kastulan civilians. Imagine bein one of those 10th boys. It's quiet all around the town, then fightin's everywhere. Arrows and bolts and javelins from windows. Skirmishers burstin out of every door. And then guys like me, Rogue Dreadlords, burnin up bunches at a time. Stenn's rebels were outnumbered somethin bad, but a panicked and scared enemy doesn't count for much. I ain't sayin we squashed 'em this time, cause..."
he gave a glance to his broken arm, among other injuries, "...we didn't, but this was the only way it would have been possible; and in any case, I know for a fact we gave em a hell of a lickin."

Zael sighed heavily, coming now to the part where things took their dire turn. "Wasn't long in the fight for Vel Kastula that I came across another Dreadlord. An Initiate, somebody I remember seein around the Academy. We faced off, just me and him. And in the end, I'd be the one walkin away; I cut his throat open. But...I watched him bleed for a moment and...and I ended up thinkin to myself, 'What the hell am I doin?' That Initiate, he could have been anybody I knew; coulda been one of my friends; they coulda been there in his place instead."

A torturous list of names had come to him during that moment, he remembered. And his eye, accomplice to the nightmare, made him see for just a blink their faces upon the Initiate who was about to die. There he relived once again the feeling of Sieglilly's death, yet it was someone else, another beloved friend, whom he had sent to the grave to join her.

"I knew," Zael said, "I knew fightin for the freedom of the Dreadlords was gonna cost me. Cost me a lot. But it's different...thinkin that...and then actually payin that cost. How many of my friends will I need to kill to win? This fight goes on long enough, I'll run into them alright; and then it'll be like me and that Initiate, only one of us walkin away. Say I'm lucky enough to be the one doin the walkin every time. What's..." Zael licked and then pursed his lips for a moment, "...what's the use of the Dreadlords bein free if I've killed everyone I ever gave a damn about? What kind of man is that gonna make me?"

And for a good while Zael was silent.

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Yuna had during the course of Zael's story come to sit on the edge of the bed. She sat there, listening, feeling in the end that the most grieveous wound Zael had suffered was nowhere visible on his body. She hated it, seeing him like this. She didn't know much about the Anirian world far to the south, but all she needed to know was the toll that it had taken upon Zael. Even if Zael was lucky enough to be "the one doin the walkin every time", Yuna feared that there might come a day when he truly wished he didn't. And that was something she couldn't stand. She didn't want to see him killing himself like this.

And so Yuna, breaking the quiet among the four of them, said in a soft whisper, "Don't go back down there."

Zael's eye trailed upward, rising from his lap to meet Yuna's gaze.

"Don't go back down there," she said again.

"I have to."

"Why?"

"Cause I'm committed."

"Committed to what? You know what you said. You know what you might have to do and you know you don't want to do it. But if you go back down there..." And she looked away anxiously.

"You helped us," Gier said, pitching in. "Where in Rostok you did something which you didn't want to do but did because you thought you must, mayhap because you thought you were 'committed', in pursuit of the Pinnacle artifact you changed your ways—and at no small cost."

"You said to us that you wanted to be a better man that you were yesterday," said Herrim. "And you did that. For Elbion and the Pinnacle, you did that."

"I know," Zael said. "But this, freein the Dreadlords, this is somethin that I chose too. I want it to be done in Vel Anir. I want them all to be free."

"Zael," Yuna said, anxious and frustrated and worried, and after a small painful sigh she came to say the fortuitous thought which rose in that instant to the surface of her mind, "how do you know that any of them even want to be free?"

Zael just looked at her, as if amazed she would even suggest such a thing.

She pressed on, saying, "You told me about this. You said that Initiates can choose to leave Vel Anir when they graduate now. You said 'it ain't like the old times' and that runaway Dreadlords aren't hunted anymore. You said you knew a lot of Dreadlords who went to that Gilram guy. So, if all that's true, why don't they all just leave if it's so bad in Vel Anir?"

"It's not that easy."


"You're right. It's not. But one of my Dad's favorite sayings is: 'You can lead a horse to water but you can't make it drink.' Zael, what if you lead all those horses to water and none of them want to drink? If all those Anirian Dreadlords don't want to be free, actually want it, then there's nothing you can do for them, Zael, nothing."

Zael said nothing. Just sat in consideration.

Yuna looked at him intently. "You. Wanted. To be free. And so you are."

His eye met hers again.

"You freed the one Dreadlord whom you truly could free. Yourself. Isn't that enough?"

And Yuna, feeling that this was her one and only chance to convince him, reached over and touched his hand. Before Zael lay two roads, so she felt. One to death in Vel Anir if he went. One to life in Elbion if he stayed.

And she meant to save his life.

Heartfelt, she said softly:

"Stay."

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MONTHS LATER


At first Zael didn't have much choice but to stay. No quick remedy for his injuries, nor did he ask for one to be fair. Yuna and the Fairweathers were accommodating. Gier and Herrim would come by on occasion to keep him company as well. All told, Zael had plenty of time to think as he recovered.

He knew Yuna, Gier, Herrim, they were all coming from a good place, that they sincerely wanted for him to be well. But, without plumbing too deep into the topic, war was war, and there was fightin' to be had until the fightin' was done. You weren't going to get what you want until you won. The whole history of the world worked like that.

Yet, on the other hand, that moment of doubt when he killed Armin had hit him hard. Hard. Yuna had said it best: he knew what he might have to do and he didn't want to do it. So Zael found himself at a bit of a crossroads. What was he gonna do, quit? What was he gonna do, kill everyone who got in his way?

And, worse, looming behind this decision at the crossroads was the memory of Kimble's smug face. Sure, Kimble pushed him to take on the fight to free the Dreadlords, but it was Zael himself who chose that fight. They had their wager. Kimble said that he would fail, and Zael wanted to prove him wrong. But what was the price of that? Proving him wrong? He knew. He'd seen the price when he killed Armin. His own mind, his own eye, they were kind enough to put a little veil over his sight and have him look at all of his dead friends in Armin's place, each in their own turn.

Maybe that, or something a lot like it, was what Kimble truly wanted. The man had said it to him plainly: I need to break your spirit. Your torment has to come from within. And what did Kimble also say? When Zael questioned his plan? Because you can't help yourself. And, yeah, having the fight of his life before him, something as grand as freeing the Dreadlords from centuries of forced servitude, was hard to resist. And it played right into Kimble's hands.

So...how else could Zael prove Kimble wrong?

How else.

Maybe...he could help himself. Leave Vel Anir be. Leave them to war or to peace, to slavery or to freedom, as they saw fit. Gilram's Rogues winning their insurgency and overthrowing the Republic was no guarantee of freedom for the Dreadlords. Maybe it would be, maybe it wouldn't, but who knew what wars would come after it anyway? Vel Anir was founded on the principle and perfection of war. And it was going to stay that way, no matter what he as one man did.

Thinking all these things and many other thoughts beside, Zael, when at last his recovery was complete, decided to listen to Yuna's entreaty.

He decided to try staying in Elbion.

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And for a good few months, all went very well.

Now that Zael had literally gotten back onto his feet, he needed to figuratively get back onto them. Yuna, Gier, Herrim, where would he be without 'em? They each made sure he had a roof over his head those first few nights. Now, this wouldn't have been too much of a problem, but all of that Pinnacle money was already spent—prior, or put towards a new weapon and new armor. Zael didn't very much like being a burden, despite insistences otherwise, so he'd help out with whatever small domestic errands came up with whichever family he was staying with that day.

At last, all his probing around got him some actual work. Zael had plenty of outlets for it—the Department of Acquisitions, Malia Corinth the information broker, even Captain Grinko from the Pinnacle mission—he just needed something to pop up. And so began his life as a freelancer. Aside from the coin to live on, this was the sort of foundational work to help build a reputation. And with reputation would come more opportunity, and eventually, Zael reckoned, something solid. Maybe he'd end up landing a place in the College, with the Department or whatnot. Wouldn't that be something.

Did he miss Gaage? Everleigh? Vance? Everybody he grew up with in the Academy? Sure he did. In all these months, he hadn't even chanced into any Anirians, Initiate or Dreadlord or otherwise, like he had with Kristen and Zinnia that one time, or with Ivan that other time. None of the Rogues came to find him. Likely, Zael thought, he was presumed dead in Vel Kastula by Vel Anir and the Rogues alike. Now Zael didn't know if he'd ever see any of them again, his friends, but...hard as it was to admit, maybe this was for the best, everyone thinking he'd joined Sieglilly.

All in all, life was good. Elbion truly did feel like it could be the home he never truly had.

One day, Zael went to go ask Herrim about Yuna.

"Seen Yuna around? I owe her a drink at the Flamingo for a...let's call it another fire-related clothin mishap."

"She's on a field assignment with Professor Madoeka. Out for a few days now, if I recall rightly," Herrim said. "But she'll be back tomorrow. I'm sure she won't let you forget about that drink."

Yet it would not be Yuna whom Zael would find, but someone else.

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"I've got a field assignment I'm going out on later today," Yuna said to her roommate Heidi, groaning after she did.

"Professor Madoeka is very mellow," said Heidi, "it won't be that bad."

"Uuuuuugh, but field assignments are so boring."

Heidi just laughed. "You say that about everything. Are you sure you want to graduate from the College?"

"YES!" Yuna said, reflexively defensive. And in her sudden flare of emotion, she dropped the coin she was holding. Both she and Heidi were standing outside a cookshop, the cookshop, the one with the excellent sausage wraps, and the very coin Yuna had in hand to pay for her wrap was now rolling away along the street and into the stream of passersby. Yuna swore lightly and went after it, stooping and reaching as the coin with near perfect balance kept rolling along.

A booted foot stopped the coin. A woman bent over and picked it up. Offered it to Yuna.

"Hey, thanks!" Yuna said.

"You're welcome," said the woman.

In friendly fashion, Yuna jerked a thumb back to the cookshop. "Have you tried the wraps from this place. You should! They're great. And I have impeccable taste!" She grinned. "I'm Yuna, by the way."

The woman smiled calmly.

"Jenna."

Jenna Siris. Fourth Level Dreadlord. Former nurse of the Academy of Vel Anir's infirmary.

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Zael, going off of Herrim's word, decided to meet Yuna and her class as they were coming back in through the city gates in the morning. And yes, Professor Madoeka's class was returning, right on time. Zael's eye passed over the lot of them, and yet he did not see her.

"Zael Castomir."

The voice came from his blind side. He snapped his head to the right and he saw her. Jenna Siris, she who had betrayed him in the Blackwood when he had his duel with Caeso. She who had delivered him right into Proctor Kimble's hands.

Before he could say anything, she said, "Come with me, or you will never see the girl named Yuna Fairweather again."

And what choice did he have? He went with her, his face stern, but his heart full of anger and fear.

* * * * *​

Jenna led Zael out through the gates of Elbion, and out along the Cairou River they went. A morning fog shrouded the banks of the river and all before them. A gray day, there above a flat blanket of clouds, and so was the progress of the sun's march hidden from view. Yet they walked for a long time. Neither Zael nor Jenna said anything to one another, but Zael could almost feel the self-assured pride radiating off of Jenna—it was the very same when she had revealed her treachery in the Blackwood.

All sign of civilization came after some time to cease, as if left behind in the lingering fog. After a slight incline, down they went again, down into a dell where a small bit of runoff water from the river formed a little waterfall on the rocks and a lake.

There, sitting on a rock beside the lake, was Armeus Kimble. He had his arms crossed, and held in his hand something which could not be fully seen—blocked by the sleeve of his robe.

"Zael...Castomir..." he said once Jenna came to his side and Zael stood before him. "You seem to require my attention again."

"What have you done?"

Kimble ignored the question. "In a way, I quite enjoy this dynamic we share. Though I have...other projects—" and here he and Jenna shared a knowing look with one another, "—you are by far of the most keen interest to me."

"We've already talked about your record." Every Initiate ever placed under Kimble's direct supervision, broken down and remade. He was proud of that, proud of being a master of "breaking people".

"We have," said Kimble. "I had Jenna bring you here so that we could, instead, talk about something else previously discussed. Our wager."

"It's still on," Zael said, and yet those words tasted like the foulest lie in his mouth even as he said them.

"Is it? Because," he huffed out a rare laugh, "well, I will admit, I thought you were dead. Another corpse added to the pyre outside of Vel Kastula. But...you are not."

"I'm not dyin till I see you go first."

"Charming," Kimble said. "Yet, here is our tiny problem with the wager as it stands...you aren't in Vel Anir. You aren't fighting." Another of those rare laughs. "I never would have thought I would see the day. The pup, Zael Castomir, of all people, laying down his sword."

"I ain't layin nothin down. Vel Kastula didn't go well for the Rogues—you know that. Didn't go well for them, and for me included." Then Zael shot a venomous look to Jenna and said with bitter sarcasm, "Maybe you could have helped me get back on my feet faster, with those tender mercies of yours."

Jenna just smiled faintly. "A shame. I enjoy seeing you in misery."

Kimble held up a hand to silence them both and spoke, "Regardless. I have heard nothing from my sources in the Rogues' outfit that they have any further designs in Elbion. So that begs the question, Zael...what are you doing here? Hm?"

And now Kimble stood. "You needn't answer that. Instead, let's cut straight to it, shall we? We have a wager, you and I, a wager that requires you to be present in Vel Anir. It's your fight, Zael, you chose it yourself, but...it seems as though you need just a little bit of encouragement."

Kimble displayed openly what he held in his hand: a small pouch.

"This method I have borrowed from my old friend Proctor Malaneaux."

"You son of a bitch."

Kimble untied the pouch.

"I believe you will have some familiarity with it. He used it to great effect on Initiate Sieglilly."

From the pouch Kimble produced a severed little finger, and held it up clear for Zael to see.

"You goddamn son of a bitch."

"This girl, Yuna, has nine fingers left." He tossed the severed digit to Zael. "You had best hope you don't require my attention another nine times. But if you are so concerned for her, or if you merely want our wager to be over, all you need to do is one thing."

Zael, leashing his anger behind the barrier of his teeth, said tautly, "And what's that?"

"Admit that I am right. Admit, Zael, that the old way is best."

"I'll see you burn before then."

"And still with the impertinence. The source of your rage is simple, Zael. You changed, and I never did. I am and will forever be a Dreadlord, sworn to the service of Vel Anir, even if Vel Anir itself is ailing under a poisonous, upstart regime; I seek to put Vel Anir back onto the correct course, the same course that it has been on for hundreds of years. This is what loyalty means. But you? What even are you now, Zael? What are you other than a dog whose master changes as the seasons do? And you have convinced yourself that it is more dignified to be such a dog rather than a honed weapon in service to the mightiest nation Arethil has ever known."

Zael had to leave now. Before he did something foolish. "I ain't ever admittin that, so I'm headed south."

"Good..." said Kimble. And then he added, "Stenn is alive, you know. Yes. Yes, he made it out of Vel Kastula, the slippery eel. He'll be planning another campaign. Soon. I think you would do well to be there. And if not for yourself, then certainly for the girl of whom you are so fond."

"When Stenn is knockin on the gates of Vel Anir itself, I hope to see you there. I wouldn't want you to miss me winnin our wager."

Kimble merely smirked. "I'm never too far."

* * * * *​

And so Zael departed from the dell, his mind aflame. For much of the walk back to Elbion all he could entertain were murderous fantasies of slaying both Kimble and Jenna in a hideous variety of ways. Fittingly, as the fog lifted and the clouds scattered enough to reveal hints of sunlight, Zael's thoughts became more clear. He was decided.

He was going to find and kill Kimble, at long last.

But he knew he couldn't do it alone. He'd known that ever since the Blackwood—both times. If he had tried it down in the dell he would have been slain on the spot; he was just no match for Kimble all by himself. So what to do? The only people he knew on this sort of level in Elbion were Gier and Herrim, and while they would certainly be invested in rescuing Yuna, they also didn't know just who they would be going up against. He didn't want to involve them. Who else, then? Zael had done a pretty damn good job of burning all the bridges he once had in Vel Anir by going Rogue. Take Kristen, for example. While she would surely be eager to rescue Yuna, she with an equal measure of sureness wouldn't be too keen on working with him to do it. So who then, someone from Gilram's Rogues? Gaage would've been Zael's first choice, easy. But his brother was out of the fight; he wanted to leave all that behind, and Zael respected that, having done more or less the same in Elbion himself. Edric? He hadn't even seen him since Graduation. So who? Who?

As Zael approached Elbion, it came to him.

There was one man whom Zael had spoken to about Kimble. The very man who told him that Kimble hadn't been slain by Gilram after all. He was the only man who would give a damn about Yuna and might just be willing to work with him to finally see Kimble dead—because Kimble had done him plenty of wrong too. The one problem, however, was that last Zael knew, this man was in jail...and the last time they had met, he greeted him with a punch to the stomach. They were committed to it back then, before things got...complicated for them both.

But he was the only man in whom Zael could place any trust.

He was all Zael had.

One last hope for one last mission down south.

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