Private Tales The One Doin' the Walkin'

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His name was Stenn, and he was every bit the man his reputation said he would be.

Zael would know; he joined Stenn's rebellion before the first actual engagement. See, Stenn lived in the far eastern fringes of Anirian territory. And ever since the Revolution struck, apparently a bunch of those smaller settlements started remembering a time before Anirian rule. They watched the wars of reclamation rage across Anirian territory, and they waited; maybe for the best opportunity as Anirian forces were engaged elsewhere, but more than that, Zael thought, for someone of their number to step up and lead them. And so Stenn did.

Gilram and his Rogues caught wind of Stenn and the budding unrest in the far east when a few small Guard Garrisons and patrols were destroyed. Maybe there was something to this. Maybe it deserved a little investment. So Zael Castomir, certainly not the most valuable among the Rogues' number, was offered the chance to help out. And Zael accepted, coming down from a long stay in Elbion doing a lot of non-combat things, deal-making and hand-shaking and what not.

It was time for Zael to get back into the fight.

And this...this really seemed like it was going to be something. A master strategist, they called Stenn. Zael believed it. The Guard at first sent a small force, a company, to deal with Stenn. He caught them in a trap and crushed them, minimal losses on his part. The Guard sent a bigger force then. Stenn did it again, caught them in a trap and crushed them, minimal losses. So the Guard sent an even bigger force after him. And Stenn did it again. Zael was there for each of these engagements, and Stenn's mind for terrain and timing and logistics and the inner workings of how his enemy would think and react were second to none.

If this kept up, who knew how far it could go? Zael dared to dream. He thought this could be it, the wave of rebellion which would topple the Republic and provide the fertile ground for the liberation of all Dreadlords.

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The Army of the East had had enough of Stenn, however.

Commander Gerrecht, in a speech to the 10th Homeguard, cried out in stern tones, "General Marr wants this problem eliminated! You are the 10th Homeguard, and you have been chosen to be the General's blunt instrument. We will find the rebel leader Stenn, and we will crush him, and that is the end of the story! I will tolerate no fearful whispers, no defeatist talk, not a single word giving the man Stenn some mythical quality! He is a man, and like all men, he can bleed. We will see to it!"

And so the battle between Stenn's rebels and the 10th Homeguard was set. Stenn had word spread that he and his forces were inside a town by the name of Vel Kastula. The 10th was coming to get him, and this is exactly where he wanted them.

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Stenn's rebels had not the manpower nor the gear to match the 10th, and so the only hope of victory lay in cunning strategy. This is what Stenn devised to do:

He had all of the Kastulan civilians flee the city and head east. Then, he had all his men and women dress up as the Kastulan civilians, some hiding weapons and armor under clothing, some hiding in houses and perches and corners unseen, plenty hiding and waiting all throughout the town. He did this, and left the gates to Vel Kastula open.

Commander Gerrecht arrived. He started to prepare for a siege, but was informed that no defenders were sighted on the walls, and that the gates were open. A strange thing, and the Commander's alert was raised. He sent in scouts to reconnoiter the town—ride through, observe, question the "civilians". The reports Commander Gerrecht received all indicated that Stenn and his forces had abandoned the town. Fearing now some clever maneuver which might catch his men unprepared, Commander Gerrecht ordered his men to march into the city.

And when they were inside, all in the streets and out of proper battle formation and vulnerable, the trap was sprung.

It is said that Commander Gerrecht was the first to fall, slain by a killing bolt from Stenn himself. Some variations of the story abound, but this is the most common. Zael didn't know the truth, because he wasn't there in the city center when it all broke out. All he knew was his own part.

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Zael killed his fair share of 10th Guardsmen, alright. He tried not to be too flashy, using too much magic, calling too much attention to himself for enemy Dreadlords to home in on and get the drop on him. Still, as it turned out, he'd face one. More than one, actually.

In a dilapidated stables that Zael crashed into from the roof, he came face to face with an Initiate inside, someone from a much earlier class than his own. He knew him, vaguely, having seen him around the Academy. Never until that moment had they spoken a word to one another, and now here they were, enemies, and it was cryin' shame that these would be the first (and last) words said:

"Armin, was it? We don't have to do this."

But Armin wasn't having any of that kind of talk, so said the look in his eyes and the twin daggers he drew. Maybe he knew about Zael in particular, told about the blond one-eyed boogeyman of Ganfarred from his Proctors, or maybe he was just intent on his mission in support of the 10th in general and meant to harbor no Rogues. Didn't matter, because no matter the cause there was no discussion to be had.

And so they fought. Fought for a decent while, in fact; Armin had some skill alright, despite being younger and a bit smaller than Zael. Truth be told, it got Zael's blood pumping like it hadn't done in a long time, and that naked love for fighting resurfaced; for a few fleeting spots in the fight he almost forgot that it was to the death, in service of war, and not a friendly spar at all.

In the end, Zael would prevail. His breastplate was broken off by Armin's magic, he'd suffered a series of wounds here and there, but his sword found purchase across Armin's neck and sliced it open. The young Initiate fell clutching at his throat, blood squirting from between his fingers.

Yet something curious happened as Zael looked upon him. He saw not Armin's face...but the faces of people he knew. Friends, fellow Initiates, brothers and sisters (or they who were the closest thing to it) even. Gaage, Vance, Everleigh, Ralene, Edric, Kristen, Ollie, Sable, Lumen, Henk, Alistair—

—and even Sieglilly.

"What the hell am I doin?" Zael said quietly to himself.

He moved then. Just acted. He kneeled down by Armin's side and pulled from his pack a wad of bandages and in vain tried to stifle the bleeding. Armin was dead, and yet for a moment more Zael, swept up in the tide that had overcome him, kept trying to save the life which was already lost.

Here it was, doing this, that he would be found. And not by any ordinary man or woman of either Stenn's rebels or the 10th Homeguard.

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"Retrea-!" The member of the 10th's cry was cut off in a wet gurgle as an arrow found itself lodged in his fleshy throat. His eyes widened and he clawed fruitlessly where the arrow protruded, blood pooling down before he toppled to the dusty earth of the street.

Lumen raised her circular shield as arrowheads dented and pinged the metallic outer surface. Teeth clenched. Blonde-hair braided back was plastered with sweat along her head. Another fell beside her and then another. It was clear they were outmatched. And from the civilians dressed and their expertise with weapons, it was clear this was a trap.

"Retreat!" She yelled even as more fell beside her. Even as she realized suddenly, that she was alone. Neck craned, looking for the initiate that had been assigned this post. She'd meant to keep an eye on him when all hell broke out. With a sure of magic, she flash froze one of the rebel archers on a rooftop, then another, as she turned and ran toward some rundown looking stables. Something sharp buried itself between her armor plates in her shoulder and she grunted as she half fell forward and came crashing through those doors of the stables.

She pushed to her hands and knees, head whipping upward as the sun streaming through a few holes in the roof caught the golden hair and eyepatch of someone very familiar to her. Someone she'd thought died a long time ago.

"Z-ael?"

Tawny-gaze shifted to the one he knelt in front of. Zael's hands covered in blood.

"Did you...," eyes flickered between the prone initiate and the rebel. Then back again.
 
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If Zael could have seen himself when he heard his name.

He turned to look over his left shoulder. A hollow look of shock paled his face and made his eye seem both wide open and shrinkingly small at the same time. His hands, now hovering aimlessly above Armin, were indeed covered in blood, and as well blood speckled his cheek and marred his hair with spots of red. Altogether he looked the vision of a man who had just made a terrible sacrifice and come to regret it.

"Yeah..." he said to her.

Outside, the battle for Vel Kastula raged. Inside, a tense stillness.

Lumen
 
Perhaps fear for her own life. Or worry would cross her brow. But none of that. Just a deep sense of sadness. Of disappointment. There were more shouts outside. Thuds of arrows hitting the door she just crashed through.

Wincing, she made herself stand in the spotted gloom. A red warmth continued to dribble down her back.

"Are you going to kill me, too, Zael?" She took a step toward him. And then another. Ribbons of blonde-hair stuck across her dirt-streaked face. Her face looked so young even though her eyes didn't. No Dreadlord of Vel Anir could ever have young eyes. Those golden pools of sunlight locked on Zael's one good eye. She always hoped she'd go out protecting those who were weaker. Who couldn't protect themselves. Not by a boy who had been just a year older in her class. Alone and surrounded by enemies in a barn.
 
A turmoil of indecision thundered through Zael's head. On one side, the crash and crackle of him wanting to make good on his commitment, to best Kimble in their wager, to win the fight he had taken upon himself and to see the Dreadlords freed. On the other, the boom and rumble of an arresting regret, the haunting images of the Bloody Graduation and Sieglilly being brought back all of his own accord and by the work of his own hands, and the terrible thought of just how much victory might cost him should he seek it.

"I don't know," he said.

She had taken some steps closer. Zael stayed on his knees beside Armin, looking back over his shoulder.

"I don't want to."

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"I don't want you to, either."

Slowly, she withdrew her sword from the hilt and laid it at her feet between them. Taking a knee in front of him and staying there. Her hands raised. "It looks like you'll have to take me in or..." her gaze snagged on the motionless body of the initiate before flitting to one of the barn windows.

"...smuggle me out of here somehow?"

A quiet regard of Zael's face. The irony not lost on her as she found herself in the same position he had been when she, Sable, and Kristen had caught him. The prisoner becomes the jailor. She knew it was only a matter of time before Stenn's troops arrived at this barn and she was either taken, anyway. Or killed on the spot.
 
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Take me in. Or smuggle me out.

Zael looked past Lumen for a moment, more toward the stable doors and the sounds of battle, both close and far, outside. The shock and surprise of Stenn's trap had the 10th reeling, so far as Zael saw. Would it stay that way? Maybe, maybe not. The 10th had the numbers advantage as well as troops with superior equipment. Stenn's hope was for disorganization and panic to crumple the 10th, but if they rallied, Stenn's forces would be in big trouble.

But right now? Right now, at any second, Stenn's boys could come bursting through that selfsame door Lumen herself had come through. Whatever the case of the battle at large, Stenn's rebels had local superiority around the stables. Which put Lumen in a big bind—she wasn't kidding when she laid out those choices. Hell, if Armin had won, he'd be a bind not so different from hers.

Zael looked back to her. That she'd put down her sword came as no small relief, that was for sure. They say what goes around comes around; and thinking of Zettal, seemed trust was the same way. And that was good. He'd take that.

"Bad news,"
Zael said. "Stenn's rebels didn't have much a mind for takin prisoners in this fight."

And that was if they even won Vel Kastula. Tide could turn, alright.

"Reckon some smugglin's in order."

Lumen
 
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Her tired, dirt streak face very much showed the relief she felt at his words. Slowly, she picked her sword back up and sheathed it. Then pushed herself back to her feet with a grunt of pain. If she didn't feel so vulnerable already, it was time to feel a whole lot more.

The door to the barn banged as a body slammed against it.

Lu jumped as her head whipped to Zael. She turned, and he'd see that arrow wedged between her armor in one of her shoulder blades. "Zael, can you take a look at this? Get it out?" Her hand lifted as she moved some of her tangled flaxen hair out of the way. "Got any ideas on how to get out without being seen?" Her voice was nervous. Dipped deep with pain and weariness.
 
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Zael leaped to his feet when came the clamor at the door. Time was running out—this he knew, but now he felt, for a new jolt of energy came to invigorate him.

He gave a quick, taut look down at his sword, still laying on the stable floor where he had dropped it. That he might need it of course crossed his mind, yet...he didn't want to touch it. Here now was again one of those wildly rare moments where the thought of fighting made him ill. The Zael of three, four years ago? Never would have felt that. Never. But times changed. And that younger Zael was living under the old way, the way which would have tacitly praised him for what he had done to Armin.

There had to be somethin' worth fightin' for out there, came the sudden thought to Zael.

Lumen got his attention then, and the thought tucked itself away like a sly alley cat in some unseen recess in his mind. Zael, can you take a look at this?

"Yeah, I got ya," he said, leaning close and raising his hands to the task carefully. "Kress, what a fuckin shot."

With one hand to spread her garments and armor just a touch away from the arrow shaft, Zael with his other hand gave it a very gentle test pull, feeling the resistance. One or both of the flanges of the arrow were caught on something inside Lumen's body, as it very often was. Lumen asked another question as Zael rotated the arrow shaft with a slow precision to see if he could get the arrowhead free of that resistance.

"Without bein seen might be askin too much. But I figure, we can try to do it quick, or we can try to do it long. Now quick, I could fly us out of the city...but if we get shot at..."

The very arrow he was working on attested to that danger.

"...or if there's a Dreadlord who can pull us back down to the ground, we're in for it."

Lumen
 
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Maybe it was because their paths kept crossing. Maybe because she'd already been injured around him before. She should've felt jumpy and edgy around him. With him at her back. But she didn't. Even with the light press of his hand against her armor.

She could sense his warmth.

His heat signature was like a bright beacon compared to the others she could pick up in the area.

Now that she had a moment to concentrate on it as she tried to distract herself from that pain in her shoulder. A ragged breath through clenched teeth as he twisted the shaft. "Yeah," she huffed. "Your people have good archers, too." There was an edge to her tone. She winced.

"Zael," she took a breath like there was a lot she wanted to say after his name. Things she wanted to ask. There was another volley of arrows against that barn door. Maybe now wasn't the time.

"You can...fly?!" Her cheeks warmed unsure of why she was the one feeling embarrassed. "Is that what happened at Ganfarred Keep? We just heard the boom..." neck craned to the side as she glanced back at him. They were almost eye-to-eye. He was only just about an inch taller than her. Funny how that moment seemed so far away and like it happened yesterday all at once. Hard to believe she'd graduated since then. A fledgling dreadlord.

"There aren't any dreadlords left in this part of town. They were all...killed." She looked away. Down at her scuffed and dirty boots this time. "I wouldn't be surprised if the others are down, too. But you don't mean your people would shoot you down, do you? Regardless, probably better to take the slow way. Maybe we can dash into one of the houses and I can snag a pair of civilian clothes?"

Then at least she'd be less obviously the enemy.
 
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Lumen's surprise actually got a little chuckle out of him.

"Yeah, that's what happened at Ganfarred," he said, confirming her thought. "Tell Fennec if you see her that that wasn't very nice. She'll know what I'm talkin about."

Another small test pull on the arrow shaft, and it felt like he might have found the right angle to pull it out. Thank Kress, he could stop torturing poor Lumen with that twisting and turning. Lumen gave her reckoning on their situation in the meantime.

"Yeah. Slow way. Worse comes to worst, we can take to the skies." Best to have something in reserve, right? "We get you lookin like one of Stenn's girls with some civilian clothes, weave our way out of the city in the areas where Stenn is winnin, we might just get gone without any mess."

He took a firm grip on the arrow shaft.

"I'm gonna pull it. Take a deep breath, Lu."

Lumen
 
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Another small shiver worked its way down Lumen's spine. While she'd gotten along with everyone in their class there were some she'd rather not see again. And one of them was Fennec.

A part of her wanted to point out that what Zael had done hadn't been nice.

She'd seen those torched bodies but she figured not a good time to bring that up before he pulled an arrow out of her body.

"Yeah maybe we'll be okay," Lumen didn't sound convinced. But it was a good plan. And the only one she saw at the moment.

Fingers clenched into fists at her sides.

"Okay I'm ready. Do it." No other voice could sound as sure and small as hers did in that moment. She took a breath and held it. Knowing she couldn't scream.
 
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Zael pulled, and as he had hoped the arrowhead slid out from the wound without catching. He tossed the bloody arrow away.

"Hold on."

Zael wiped his bloody hands on the hem of his shirt beneath his arming jacket. After his efforts with Armin, all he had left on his person was one roll of linen bandage. He took the wad of it and pressed it to Lumen's wound, using his other hand to hold the front of her shoulder, bracing her against the pressure.

"This ain't gonna do much to stop the bleedin," he said. She wasn't in danger of bleeding out, he didn't think, but with what they had ahead of them, what blood she had was better in her than spilling out of her. Fatigue and weakness from blood loss wouldn't do either of them any good.

"You got any tricks for this?"

If not, Zael did. Cauterizing the wound shut wasn't the prettiest solution, but they were far away from the tender mercies of an infirmary and healers.

Lumen
 
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Her eyes watered. Nails bit into the flesh of her palms as the arrow was freed. She loosed a breath and stayed still as Zael commanded. It wasn't as bad as some of the injuries inflicted on them at the Academy. From those anti-magic cuffs she'd had to wear.

"Thanks," she huffed. "Yeah, I got something. Here, watch out and watch your fingers." The air around her wound would drop in temperature suddenly. Chilling. As the skin around the hole began to flash freeze.

She could keep the magic up for a bit. It was only a low-level amount. It would buy them some time until she could get it properly stitched. And since she wasn't really affected by temperature extremes, the damage to her surrounding skin would be minimal even though she wouldn't escape it entirely.

Voices outside the barn door were getting louder. Closer.

Lu turned and began heading toward the back of the barn, looking to Zael. "Back way out?"
 
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Zael got his hands and fingers clear, tossing aside the now quite crimson wad of linen, and where Zael might've treated the wound with fire, she did it with ice. An involuntary shiver ran down his spine as he saw it, even felt a small touch of it from his proximity. He knew his magic came with the baggage of giving him a low tolerance to cold, yeah, but still he couldn't fathom how anyone could bear something like that. Whatever worked would have to do.

Because they were out of time.

From close by the broken front doors of the stables: "Push through! Push through!"

"Slay them! And take the stables!"

"Hey, hey, hey! No! Not by yourself! We clear the stables together!"

Zael met Lumen's gaze, walking in stride with her then. Back way out? "Yeah. Out and to the left." From what he'd seen from the air before crashing through the stables' roof, there was a lot more clutter and cramped buildings out that way, as opposed to going out the back and to the right, out into the wider street where much of the fighting was still ongoing.

Quick but careful peeks out through the back doorway, and after that from around the back corner of the stables, preceded Zael's movements. Coast was clear, and if they could sneak from building to building, they ought to have an easier time.

"Anybody spots us...well, we'll figure it out."

Improvisation, if anything, was going to carry the day here. If, say, Lumen had to punch him in the face to convince a squad of 10th Guardsmen that she "had him" and they could hurry and get to fighting elsewhere, then damn it that's what needed to be done. Just so long as they both got the hell out of Vel Kastula.

He didn't want either Lumen or himself to end up like poor Armin.

Lumen
 
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The air was thick with smoke. Part of the smoke bombs and fires lit by Stenn and his rebellion. And right now? Lu wasn't mad about it. With Zael, she crouched and dashed to the next building. Her head on a swivel as she heard those voices from before enter the barn they'd just left.

Too close for her own comfort.

And she was...moving more sluggishly than normal. Even with the bleeding of the wound stopped, the earlier fighting of the day and use of magic was catching up to her. Stopping beneath a set of high windows to what she assume was a residence of some sort, she pushed on her tiptoes to peek inside.

Seemed empty from here. Unsheathing her sword, she took the hilt and smashed in the windows, clearing the glass as best she could. Wincing at the sound it made. Spinning to Zael, "Can you give me a boost up?" With her shoulder she didn't know if she'd be able to pull herself up.
 
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"One boost comin up."

Zael put his back to the wall, and made with his entwined hands the step for Lumen's use. And it was here, in the wake of Lumen smashing the window and Zael realizing that he had both hands free for the boost, that the absence of his own sword then came clear to his mind. He'd left it back in the stables.

And he was okay with that. Eminently okay with that. Maybe it ought to lay there. Discarded.

"Nice and easy," he said. And it was his intent to climb up after her, once she was done.


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One boot would go into the step Zael offered. Though they were close in height, even a few inches up would help her not agitate that wound in her shoulder more. Her warm palm rested on Zael's shoulder for balance as he hefted her up. Fingers squeezing against him.

Her touch would feel a little warmer than the average person.

Though she could manipulate temperature in either direction, she'd always run a little on the hot side.

"Thanks," she grunted as she made it inside. Feet shuffling on the broken glass as she cleared the window and glanced around. It was abandoned. "Can you make it?" She gave him a glance behind her before she'd move deeper inside. They'd entered into a small hall. Looked like one way went toward a kitchen and the other opened into a small bedroom. Lu would choose to go toward the latter, heading toward the closet.

Her best bet would be to get out of this Anirian armor.
 
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"Yeah, I got it," Zael said, pulling himself up after her. Armin put up a good fight, gave him some parting wounds and injuries to remember him by, but a busted shoulder wasn't one of them. And Lumen's touch had an invigorating quality all its own, because goddamn did Zael feel so crushingly alone in that moment right after he'd killed Armin.

Zael's boots touched down inside the home. One of Stenn's men lay slain in the kitchen, his bow still in his hand and a bolt right between his eyes. Seemed a bit of a bad omen, and though Zael couldn't yet know it, there was truth to that: Stenn and his rebels would ultimately suffer defeat in Vel Kastula. Judging by the sound in the home, or lack thereof save for all the commotion outside, only Zael and Lumen were in here.

They entered the bedroom, and Zael made the effort not to look too closely at anything. It didn't work. From the arrangement of things he could well guess that a man and his wife lived here—they'd be out east now, wherever Stenn had sent 'em all. But the thoughts flashed through his mind, seemingly disconnected but in truth more connected than he could at present realize, of his own father and how he vowed never to be like him, of Elbion and how he felt there was a peace there he couldn't ever have in Vel Anir, and how Kimble had been so keen to dissuade him—on pain of death—from becoming a "family man".

What the hell am I doin?

"Find anythin that fits you?" he called to Lumen inside the little closet.

Lumen
 
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There was the sound of straps and buckles being undone. It was difficult but she managed to slip free mostly with one arm. And for a moment, her thoughts drifted to that time she and Caeso went on a mission. When they’d had to change together and his propriety and politeness. She shoved down the vapor of ache that memory stirred up.

Shirts with crusted blood were swapped for a simple blouse. It was distinctly feminine with a stitched flower pattern along the v-neckline. Its color a pale blue. Without all that weight of armor, she certainly felt more exposed. Vulnerable. Raw.

“Yeah,” she called to Zael and moved free of the closet. Her armor stashed in a corner inside. Looking to Zael, she sank down on the corner of the bed. It was simple and humble but meticulously made with the care of a family that hoped to return.

“Zael, why?”

They probably didn’t have much time here but she couldn’t hold the questions that had been building on her tongue for so long.

“What happened to you?”
 
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And just like that, the Dreadlord Lumen emerged as a woman, just a woman, seemingly bereft of that title. Zael in that moment could've believed that she had never suffered, had never been beaten or starved or driven to the very edge of death to tease out some minor vestige of power in her magic, had never seen her own innocence wilt like a flower choked for water. Maybe there was even a shimmer of youth in her eyes. Just what damn good was the title of Dreadlord, when it came at such a high price?

One of the many doubts plaguing Zael in the wake of Armin's slaying.

She sat on the bed, and asked him a question perfectly poised to slip through whatever armor Zael had left. What happened to you? It stung worse than anything Kristen or Zinnia had said when by chance he'd encountered them in Elbion.

Kress, there was a lot he could say in answer to that, yet it felt like he was both spoiled for choice and stumbling in a desert looking for it. One thing, though, he did know for certain.

"I couldn't do it," he said. "I thought I could just be a good Anirian and join the military, but I couldn't do it. Not after the Bloody Graduation. Not after I had to kill Sieglilly."

I'm sorry, Little Lilly.

"They made a promise to us. And they couldn't keep it."

Lumen
 
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"Impossible situations with impossible choices," she murmured, repeating what she'd said to Zael when they'd last seen each other. A brush of golden hair beneath the curve of one ear. Tawny-eyes never looked away from his face as she looked at him - really looked at him.

"Zael, what promise? What happened with you and Jenna? Was Kimble involved?"

She forced her lips to press together to give him the space to answer those questions instead of peppering him with so many more.
 
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Three small questions with three big answers. One of which she had asked back at Zettal, but never received the answer because of Sable's instability. Hopefully a stint in a jail cell did the big man some good.

But on to those questions, and turning those big answers into something quick-like, 'cause that battle outside wasn't gonna wait forever.

"The promise the Republic made to us. To all of us. Graduations weren't supposed to go like that anymore." And it still happened under their damn watch. Whatever faith Zael had in the Republic fell to pieces that day, and as it turned out he could only hold onto those shards for so long before figuring Gilram was offering the better deal.

Now for those next two questions. And for those, Zael came to sit down on the edge of the bed as well. His hands he held entwined between his spread legs, and he looked down as though a portal into the past were there on the floor, and through it he could see clearly his folly playing out before him.

"Jenna tricked me, Lumen. She played sweet and kind to set me up, and I gave her the perfect opportunity by fightin Caeso in secret out in the Blackwood. She knew I'd be out there. And, yeah, she told Kimble."

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She stared at him even as the bed shifted with his weight. A pregnant pause as she thought. "You're right," she finally said quietly. "Graduation wasn't supposed to go like that. Do you know how careful the proctors were with our class after that?"

She swallowed and winced as he talked about Caeso. Golden brows rose at this bit of news. But now it didn't matter because Caeso was gone. No, not gone. Dead. She felt that twist in her chest again.

Lumen knew what the proctors had told them. Rogue dreadlords had set that up. She still had to wonder if Gilram wasn't somehow behind that. It was just to convenient.

"So what happened after Jenna...and Kimble found you?"

There were shouts out front but Lu stayed put. If they had to run they could. But right now, she wasn't going anywhere. She owed it to not only Zael to listen but also herself.
 
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"Not what you might think," said Zael with a small, rueful smile. No better evidence than the brute fact that he was here, alive, not some shattered block of perpetually solid ice.

Or. Well. Maybe it was what she might think.

"He broke my body. Tortured me worse than in the old way. But that's not what he really wanted to do—what he really wants to do."

He glanced over to Lumen, and in his eye behind that false blue burned an unquenchable fire.

"He wants to break my spirit."

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