This was not and never would be her style of fighting. She belonged on the back lines, far from direct threats; at the best of times, she might manage something but lacking her particular capabilities, she was little more than the child that one of them continued to assume that she was.
The
orcs had spread out as soon as the ambush began, reacting with the reflexes of someone not only accustomed to such fights, but who thrived on them. Rana batted aside a spear with contemptuous ease, and one of her companions darted in to attempt to eviscerate their foe, only to be wounded as he drew close. The insects were quick, and they were strong - things that she could attest to personally.
Kiros was out of the fight, at least for a moment, she noted. She was still clawing at the source of creation, trying to do
something, anything at all. But the magic refused to heed her call, coming unwillingly at best and, at worst, slipping through her fingers or fading away even as she drew enough to do something with it. One of the chitinous aggressors darted forward, seeing easy prey, and she only just had time to draw upon the
prim - mostly out of reflex - and throw a hand up. For a change, something happened; the threads wove themselves together and the axe the thing wielded bounced off of something that cracked and shattered with a sound of broken glass, gleaming shards of light scattering. With a grunt of effort, she swung her staff at the bastard and scored a direct hit to the side of its head, the insectile eyes gleaming with surprise.
It bounced off of it with little effect; the thing batted it aside after it had connected but if it even had registered pain was lost in the inhuman face. Instead, it attacked again, a series of blows that should have killed the
sidhe. She managed to dance back, parrying with her staff in a spray of sparks not once, but thrice. Calling upon her sorcery, she attempted to hit back but, unfortunately, the magic refused to cooperate.
She gave a frustrated cry, turning to run from the thing even as one of the orcs - the one that had been previously wounded - caught the damned thing from the side, cracking its shell with a vicious overhand blow. It turned and delivered a backhand slash that sent blood flying, even as some strange fluid leaked from the wound in its carapace. The nameless ally fell back, and the goddamned bug was back on her again.
Hearing it approach, she spun - just in time to see, and raise her ancient stave to fend off the strike. It struck with as much force as every other blow had, sending sparks flying-
-and snapped. Wood that had endured for a hundred thousand years, laced with layer upon layer of sorcery, some of it dating back to an era she could hardly remember, splintered and then shattered under that blow. The magic underpinning it had...faltered, failed, and what had made it an ancient, unbreakable
weapon from a dead world had unraveled.
The axe connecting with her hip did not seem to hurt. Her eyes were as wide as they would go, filled with shock. The reverberation of the unthinkable loss seemed to slam into her very soul, as if a part of what had been in her hands had been
her. She could feel hot blood streaming down her left leg, feel the inhuman creature pull its weapon from her flesh and bone, but it all seemed to be...somewhere else.
Someone else.
The silver-haired sidhe hit the ground hard, rolling a couple of times before coming to a rest. She still gripped both halves of the broken staff, gripped them hard enough to turn her knuckles white. Without any further preamble, she gave a keening cry of loss and pain, a thing that was as heart-wrenching to hear as it was for her to bear the source of. The creature that had wronged her spun to face another defender, and this time the other orc managed to finish what the first had started, breaking the armor-like outer shell of the thing.
She lifted herself on to hands and knees, acutely aware of the injury she had suffered. There was little she could do about it; right that moment, she only felt the piercing loss of one of the few relics that she had kept with her all those years, a gift from...from someone long, long gone. Pain and rage swirling in her mind, and she tried to get to her feet. And collapsed, immediately; her wounded hip would bear no weight. Screeching in pain and loss, she tried again, pulling a truly
titanic amount of magic into her flesh. She felt she was aflame, like the magic within her would burn her to ashes...and she wished to use it to burn
them to ashes.
Weaving through pain hazed eyes, seeking to craft something...
...and it fell apart, again. The magic wavered, seemed to steady...and then vanished. More than vanished, it seemed to drain from her, beyond what she had pulled into herself. As if a part of herself was fading away...
The ancient Dragonslayer fell forward, eyes closed, and was still.
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Awareness was slow to return, but when it did it brought with it no good things. The pain was truly excruciating, but deeper still was the sense of loss, the missing part of her soul. Once, it had been housed inside a prison of wood, and it had dwelt there for more time than any could probably understand. But it was gone, gone. Broken and evaporated, fled this world and forever beyond her reach.
Moving made her want to vomit. She could recall their efforts to heal her, but the efforts were weak at best; physical wounds were nothing special, but she was of an order of creatures far removed from the ordinary. She resisted their magic, and did so with no will of her own involved. So they had done what they could, precious little though it was. After a fashion, she did not care.
Her magic had betrayed her, had failed her in a way that it had never before done - at least, not within memory. Thinking on it, that did not say very much at all.
They were no longer where they had been. The tiny woman stirred from where she had been when the stone drew them through, and stood unsteadily, deathly pale in the darkness with eyes that seemed as lifeless as a corpse. She said nothing, only listened and held the pain she felt close to her chest, hiding it from all.