Private Tales For King and Country

A private roleplay only for those invited by the first writer
She watched Yvaine as her experience began. There was an oddity in her eyes, something almost looming.

"You may call me Itae-O'mel..." she started, and slowly she began stalking around Yvaine, making her way around to put her between the girl and the captain, "...what you see, I have seen what you have seen."

She stopped.

"Aeraesar."

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Yvaine's brow furrowed against the mental strain it took to try and silence the growing whispers, but the volume of them only increased, as did her pulse. She was never sure if they were simply in her mind, or if they were spoken from some horde of unseen entities that surrounded her, for that was how it sounded. Some further away, but others startlingly close that made her flinch. A shudder ran through her as the sounds suddenly intensified, until there came that familiar ringing in her ears and the sensation of ice cold water rushing over her. It was always the same before she passed out, but this time she didn't. Just as she felt the dizziness, the female said that word.

"Aeraesar."
And like a spell, it broke through the deafening noise and everything was so suddenly silent that Yvaine gasped and her eyes snapped open, locking instantly on those of the elven woman. Itae-O'mel…

Yvaine was finding it so difficult to stand, so difficult to stay awake and yet trying desperately to ignore the weakness that flooded her body and mind. Another toll was paid, and she still did not understand what any of it meant, or why she had any part to play in any of this.

"What has any of this got to do with me?" she asked in a whisper so faint she wasn't sure if she'd actually made a sound. What was she supposed to do? It occured to her that the female currently stood between she and the Captain, whether or not it was on purpose, she didn't know, but she knew she didn't like it. It was only a short distance, but somehow it felt like miles and the obstacle between them seemed more like an impregnable wall rather than a simple figure to be stepped around.

"What do you want with us?" Yvaine grit out, her teeth clenched with the effort it took to remain standing. Her frustration was more than clear now. She was tired of riddles, of languages she didn't understand and of trying to guess what everything meant. And she so desperately wanted to fall, but for that she'd await Faulkin's arms.
 
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"What has any of this got to do with me?"
By now, Faulkin had been easily torn away from the sprawled parchments, the mystery of them a now distant interest. Yvaine was in obvious distress, but by the time he reacted Itae-O'mel was now placed squarely between them. This almost invoked rage in him, but there was something going on here that he could not fully understand - but he felt a security in it. And indeed, when his desperation became to much and he moved to go to Yvaine's side, her head snapped around and her gaze met him. Her emerald eyes were alight with something deep within, and though it startled him, there was an ease to her features that comforted him. And a single whisper reached him, audible only in his thoughts.

Help.

And so... he trusted her. He remained still.

And she, Itae-O'mel, she turned back to Yvaine, and now slowly stepped closer.

"What do you want with us?"
"Only, to show you the way..." Itae-O'mel continued toward her, stretching her arms out as if to offer embrace, "... there is darkness that claws at you, as it does all your people..." there was a blackness that crept into the room, darkening the corners and dimming even the orb's unnatural light. It was cold.

It was unwelcome.

"...let me help you stave its grasp."


Now, an outstretched hand.

And Faulkin watched, anxiously.


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Her assuagement was short-lived. A fleeting flash of solace softening the discomfort on her face as Faulkin stepped forward. Then he stopped, and her gaze glistened as it shifted back and forth between them. She understood immediately that the only reason he'd have stopped like that was if he trusted her safety. That would likely have settled her again had it not been for the almost tangible darkness that crept in around them just as it did in her own mind even on the brightest of days. Her heart pounded in her chest and she looked back to Itae-O'mel with a single nod.

This female knew. She had answers, but it didn't stop Yvaine from fearing what those answers were. She drew in a shaky breath as she tried to prepare herself for whatever she was about to face. This fear was her challenge and her demon to slay, and it would continue to besiege her until she did, unannounced and ghastly. Facing it was the only way forward, to demand solutions instead of this maddening, circling anxiety. So though it felt as though her body had no more strength, she still had the option to remain still and be quiet enough to choose how to fight.

She stared at Itae-O'mel's hand as though it were some clawed thing about to tear painfully into her mind, allowing more of the darkness to flood in. Another look at Faulkin bolstered what little bravery she had left, and hesitantly, she reached to accept the contact she'd been offered.

The connection was instant, vivid and loud. Yvaine's eyes snapped shut and squeezed tightly as she gripped the woman's hands for something to anchor her to this place, so clear were the visions that she feared she'd already been transported. Those whispers mingled with screams of fear and terror as flames engulfed towns and settlements, where the dead piled up and dark beasts feasted on their remains. Yvaine gasped in fright, and the monstrous creatures turned to look at her with snarling maws of dripping blood. Her hands gripped tighter to those she held, and she pushed the fear away.

The vision shifted, pulling her through miles and miles of dark and twisted forests, through smoke and ash and flame in the span of a few seconds. That word, Aeraesar, once again whispered in her mind as she now stood at the edge of the forest. Ahead of her was a city in the mountain and between them a vast wasteland of rot and ash. She didn't have to be told that this was Aeraesar. She simply knew, and something drew her toward it, and as she walked, the ground around her healed, leaving a river of sprouting green and reaching saplings in her wake. The decaying city before her seemed to rebuild, falling back through time until it once again stood proud and alive.

That pull in her chest was warm, the urgent whispers grew fainter, more soothing, beckoning her through the gates and up the stone steps. Elves stopped to smile at her, lifting their hands in silent salute as she passed them. Across the square and into the great halls, the path through the keep that led to the room where the forge stone stood surrounded by robed elves. When she approached, they parted for her, once again offering her warm smiles but saying nothing.

The light of the stone was brilliant. She felt its power radiate into her very bones, and she breathed deeply as she reached out to place a hand over it. Warmth spread through her palm and pulsed through her, but in an instant everything shifted once more. The stone cracked, and the elves that surrounded it lay dead or dying, some hung on the walls like garish works of art. The screams echoed around the chambers, and Yvaine turned to run.

The throne room that she'd just walked through was no longer warm and welcoming. It was scorched and crumbling, and the thick scent of blood and decay filled the air. And on the throne sat a creature the likes of which her mind couldn't fathom. He was a nightmare personified, and he stared right at her. Again she turned with the intention of fleeing this place, though from the gaping hole in the courtyard climbed a fiery beast, roaring fire into the putrid air and stretching out her gargantuan wings.

Yvaine froze, feeling her heart pound against her ribs in effort to flee and save itself a more painful end. The infernal creature stalked forward, and Yvaine muttered a quiet plea for this to stop. She watched it shrink as it moved, its form shifting with ease into that of a horned woman who now skipped playfully toward her, humming a childlike melody. She stopped in front of Yvaine, and smiled.

'Look Arki... Someone new to play with.'
Yvaine frowned and drew in a breath, but before she could say anything, the demoness reached out to grip her throat. Pain seared through her and she screamed, pulling her hands free of the elven woman's grasp and tumbling back out of the vision and onto the ground, an angry burn in the shape of a handprint on her neck.
 
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And it was then Faulkin moved forward regardless of whatever protest may come. None came, and almost as quickly as Yvaine had fallen was he knelt by her side with his arms reaching out to her. He inspected her carefully, noting the wound around her neck. But he'd not been lax in his watch, Itae-O'mel never touched her in such a way.

Without turning his eyes away from Yvaine, he addressed the El'thulian, "what did you do to her? Why is she hurt?"

Itae-O'mel looked down at them with an almost blank look, "only helped her to see that which whispers in the dark," she looked to the small pool, "it is the same that chases after you captain," her eyes back on him, "the same that will bring Drennantor to ruin under shadow and ash."

Faulkin looked up at her, searching her eyes for deceit, but he could see none in her. Pooled with concern he turned back to Yvaine, offering his comfort.

Itae-O'mel's eyes planted themselves on Yvaine, "tell me what you saw."

Tell Faulkin what you saw.



 
In the torrent of her panic, Yvaine gasped and struggled against the hands she felt on her, though it took her only a moment to realise that she was no longer in that place and who it was that knelt at her side. Her breaths were quick and ragged, and the thunderous beat of her heart resounded in her ears, muffling the sound of the Captain's voice though she stared at him in wild fear. Her fingers curled into his arms, trying to anchor herself to the here and now and chase away the fresh horrors of what she'd just seen.

Her throat burned, the handprint on her clammy skin a scalding red as though she'd just been licked by flames. Yvaine's brow furrowed in confusion and her eyes closed, forcing a few tears to stream down her cheeks whilst she drew in a few long, deep breaths in effort to compose herself, her fingertips trembling as they touched at her throat.

"I.." she swallowed painfully and opened her eyes, casting her gaze to the female and back to Faulkin. "I saw those creatures.. What they've done to the forests, so much of it. They're spreading and, there was so much fire and death.. I saw what brought them here." she shuddered and looked up at Itae-O'mel.

"Aeraesar.. That.. That thing on the throne..." those elves that decorated the walls and the piles of charred bones. Yvaine felt the saliva thicken at the back of her throat and paled, her hand pressing over her mouth as she tried her best to resist the urge to vomit. Slowly, she went on to tell Faulkin of the stone she'd seen and how she'd felt drawn to it, and then what she'd seen become of the city and the creatures that dwelled in its ruins.

"I know the way but.. I still don't know what it is I'm supposed to do. We can't fight them.." she breathed as she looked up at Itae-O'mel, her gaze glistening with despair.
 
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Within Faulkin's chest his heart pounded with fury while Yvaine told him of what she saw, and he felt great despair at the sight of what had become of her following the horrid vision.

"We're not going anywhere near whatever did this to you," he spoke quietly as his hand reached to her reddened neck. He felt the warmth of it, and gently recoiled, "there is nothing for us there, or in Drennantor."

"You need not travel there, for one day it will find you."

Faulkin's eyes shot up to her.

"It will come for her, they will come for her..." her eyes drifted back to Yvaine, "...as those deemed guilty must perish first."

"Guilty,"
he echoed, "of what?"

Itae-O'mel took a step toward the pool, and watched as it slowly turned to ice. Beneath her mask she smiled, and knew that the cold had come, abruptly and fiercely as it always did. Then she turned her gaze down to them again, and stretched one arm out in a slow and restrained movement, and in its wake a strange shimmering curtain, wavering like a fine cloth, took shape. As her arm waved out, this light blanketed over them with comfort and warmth, seeking to mend Yvaine's wounds and ease her anxiety - and those of the captain too.

"Now that you have seen, you must rest. I can tell you more... later," she took a step back, "but soon all will be made clear."


 
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Yvaine's eyes softened at the Captain's concern and she felt a sudden ache in her chest as he reached toward her only to recoil. She reached to take his hand in hers rather than allow it to fall, trying to offer some reassurance that she was alright despite the burning only seeming to intensify. She would hide it, for him, knowing that her pain was of anguish to him. He had protected her so well and so fiercely and the harm that had befallen her could not have been foreseen.

She dragged her eyes from his face only to gaze up at Itae-O'mel quizzically, mutely echoing Faulkin's question. There seemed only to be more questions following what she'd seen, and frustration had begun to simmer under the surface once more when whatever the woman was doing caused anything she'd been about to say to die on her tongue. Her brow furrowed as she watched the veil floated toward them, and as quickly as her instincts had told her to tense, the tension melted and her expression softened to one of calm and relief.

The burning skin on her throat cooled with an odd tingling sensation that made Yvaine's lips twitch with the hint of a smile as she gently touched her fingertips to it. Her muscles eased, feeling pleasantly heavy and her mind cleared of worry. Her golden eyes drifted back to Faulkin with a warm smile, hoping he shared whatever mysterious comfort they'd been blanketed in and that he might be gifted a night without worrying about her.

It was the first time since leaving Drennantor that she had deemed not to worry about anything. Not about her uncle nor the unnatural beasts, nor the whispers or visions, nor for any of her friends' safety. Nor for him. They were here and they were safe and well, and to feel that alone was a gift, even if it were only for a short time.

Yvaine squeezed at the Captain's hand and gave a short nod. She was okay, and she agreed that rest was in order.
 
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Though the magic curtain Itae-O'mel cast over them did offer him some level of comfort, it wasn't until he was sure of Yvaine's own recovery that he was content. The redness on her neck faded away, and the curling discomfort that had been present on her face unwound and he was blessed with the gift of her smile.

He returned it.

He squeezed her hand back, ever so gently, and moved to help her back to her feet.

Standing again, he turned his attention to Itae-O'mel, who had now turned away and was departing. Her servant instead now came near to take her place, and lead them to where they may rest. He almost called out to her, but thought that perhaps speaking to her again later would prove more fruitful. So instead, he said to Yvaine, "come, you must be exhausted."

And as they left now from that room, Faulkin noticed the frost which had taken hold in the corners, and crept up the walls, and the coolness that gripped the air. There was still a warmth that hung around them, mysteriously, but odd drafts licked at bare skin from time to time. Coming back into the main room they'd first entered into, he saw that ice had formed around the entranceway. The light cast from Itae-O'mel's strange dwelling cast a shimmering light out into the land which was now covered in ice and snow, which was like looking out into a land of crystals.

He gave Yvaine a look, and then his eyes returned to Itae-O'mel's servant who led them up one of the winding sets of stairs to the floor above. Vines adorned with aplenty of small violet flowers were wrapped all around the balusters, handrails, and all along the walls of the upper level, but they seemed to be frozen solid. It seemed every part of this place had been kissed by the cold, but some strange magic kept it from discomforting them. Upstairs, they were led down a lovely and well lit corridor, and as they were led farther on, Faulkin wondered how the others were doing, and he wondered if what Itae-O'mel had prophesized had come true: if the Drennantorians who pursued them had perished in this sudden cold.


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Gods. To see him smile at her was something she'd never take for granted. Despite all of those days before and all that she'd seen and feared, this day had been the worst of them all. Today she'd resorted to clawing and biting like an animal in the effort of keeping him in her life - for without him, there was nothing. She had no home, no purpose and no hope. Today she appreciated this particular smile more than he could possibly imagine.

Yvaine held onto the Captain as he helped her to her feet, and she too watched in silence as Itae-O'mel departed. She still had questions, many of them, but she'd seen enough today and she planned on savouring the warm blanket of peace that'd wrapped itself around her.

"come, you must be exhausted."
His words seemed to remind her of just how exhausted she was. She hadn't realised that she'd been leaning against him, her muscles and bones pleasantly heavy with fatigue. With a soft sigh she nodded, smiling lazily up at him with a sleepy blink of her golden eyes. She had barely the energy to speak, but she didn't have to and nor did he. She'd grown used to those comfortable silences between them over the last few months.

She kept a hold of that steady hand as they walked through this strange place, the surrealism of it causing her to wonder if she truly had returned to her present reality or if her mind was still elsewhere. Her feet paused as she noticed the frost that'd blanketed the forest outside, and she glanced up at Faulkin wordlessly, a tight smile on her lips. That Itae-O'mel had at least been correct about the frigid weather conditions at least improved her trust, though it likely meant that she was right about everything else too. More thoughts for tomorrow...

For now she followed after the elf who led them up the flowering steps, her eyes creasing with in a soft smile as she admired whatever magic this was. It was too beautiful to be frightening. Along the corridor, there were many rooms, and the entire dwelling appeared wondrously smaller on the outside that it did on the inside. The elf paused at an ivy-covered door.

"Your room, My Lady." he said, and with a polite dip of his chin, he turned to continue on. Yvaine frowned gently and kept hold of Faulkin's hand, increasing the firmness of her grip.

"I.. Will you stay with me?" she asked him, an instant blush on her cheeks at how that had sounded. They had slept on the ground along side the others many times now, but inviting him into her room was different. She glanced to the elf who had paused to wait a little awkwardly. "I just..don't want to be on my own again.." she explained quietly.
 
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"I.. Will you stay with me?"
Though he smiled at how her cheeks grew red, how a particular uncertainty showed through the golden gates of her soul, he too was thrown by her request in a way. His heart thudded in a peculiar way for a moment, and he felt an unusual and brief weakness creeping at the corners of his eyes. It was strange - he'd never even thought of not joining her. But when she'd asked, he realized that they were not out in the wilderness among the others anymore. He realized how she might feel.

"I just..don't want to be on my own again.."
"I'll not be parting from you again, Yvaine," he whispered, echoing his earlier words. He drew her into a reassuring hug, and said, "I will protect you just as I always have."

As he withdrew he smiled at her again, and reached for the door which opened on its own, seemingly perceiving his intent. He nearly canted his head at the feature, pausing briefly, and then he gestured for her to step inside.


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The uncertainty melted from her as he embraced her with a whispered reminder of his promise and further assurances of her safety. Her arms wrapped around his back and she smiled warmly against him in mute gratitude.

She turned as the ivy-covered door slowly opened, and she smiled at the soothing scents of vetiver and jasmine washed over her, the cosy glow that spilled out warm and inviting. She breathed in deeply as she stepped inside, and though there were only small, circular windows, there was a large dome of glass in the ceiling, and she was eased further at being able to see the night sky.

Juniper was already curled up at the foot of the large feather bed, more flowering ivy curled around its posts and over the walls. Many candles lit the room with a flickering glow, and fresh clothes had been left out for her, as well as a table with fresh food and wine. Despite the beauty of the room and its adjoining washroom, it was the sound of trickling water that came from the fountain in the corner that caught her attention.

Still bound to the serenity of whatever magic had been bestowed upon them, she was unable to feel any sense of worry or confusion, and simply admired the fountain as she let her fingertips interrupt the flow of water. "Its the same as the fountain from my room, back home." she said with a warm smile as she closed her eyes and listened to the the soft trickle.

"I hear so much, and so a restful sleep was always a rare thing for me. I loved the waterfalls, and so my uncle had this built for me, so that all I could hear was the water." she sighed. "He seemed so kind." she said, but would not or could not feel upset at his mention nor the fond memories she held. All she could feel was calm, and safe.

"I really should wash up.." she laughed under her breath, suddenly aware that she was still filthy. A bath was somehow already steaming away in the wash room, with fresh lavender petals floating on its surface. She picked up the silken trousers and shirt that she presumed were night clothes, and flashed another smile at him as she left him alone and went to bathe..
 
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Faulkin too was still thoroughly under whatever blessings had been bestowed upon them, and he too found himself far from feelings of doubt. He entered in, coming to a slowed halt to admire the room provided her. He wondered then if there had been one intended for him too, or if his course was already known. He saw nothing within to suggest he was accommodated here, so he only assumed that there was. That was likely why the elf had lingered just then.

Fondly he watched Yvaine approach the fountain, and cast his eyes down at the mention of her uncle.

"I too thought much differently of him..." he attempted, poorly, at needless comfort.

"I really should wash up.."
"O-of course," he said, realizing now with her departing smile that he had been staring. And then, for a time, he stood there feeling somewhat uncomfortable. It was very unlike him, but then again... then it struck him how he might be feeling were it not for Itae-O'mel's magics. His eyes grew abruptly large at the thought, and then after a quick shake of his head he stepped closer to the fountain now, and likewise ran his fingers under the falling water. As he did, he thought of the two of them in that cave, embracing one another beneath the curtain of the waterfall, hidden from Dalgarren's men. He remembered her in Milvahn, tending to his men and his friends with such diligent care..

Then he thought further back, and thoughts struck like lightning in the night. Images of her passing by through the castle's grand corridors, seeing her atop the grand staircase, and he remembered in those times, like he had now, he'd caught himself staring. And on more than one occasion, so did she.

He cast a half glance to the bathroom door before recanting his eyes and letting them drift down low, and he stifled a low chuckle before looking into the softly falling water again.

You're crazy, Faulkin.


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She stood with her back against the door for a long moment after she'd closed it, clutching her clothes to her chest and listening to his movements and knowing that he was stood by the fountain, playing with the water. She smiled at that, and slipped into the bath to gently remove the dirt and grime of the day. The hot water and lavender only assisted her requiescence further, and without room for whispers or worries in her mind, all she could think of was him, and she bit on her lip as she smiled to herself.

Had she really been bold enough to ask him to stay? Or was it Itae-O'mel's influence?

Whatever it was, she was certainly glad not to be alone, and even more so that it was he who kept her company. She washed her hair, some of the lavender petals remaining even as she wrung out the excess water and dried it off as much as she could with a towel. The silken nightclothes were a forest green in colour, and looked like nothing she imaged the elves here to wear, but she thought little of it and admired the comfort they provided.

She combed her fingers through her waves of damp hair as she emerged from the cloud of steam in the washroom, a small smile on her lips as she cleared her throat. "This place isn't so bad." she commented with a light shrug. Yvaine was grateful of her flushed cheeks from the hot bath, for she felt heat rush to them as she folded down the down-filled blankets on the bed.

Why was this so different? She had been in his arms many times and she had slept close to him many times more. Perhaps it was different because it wasn't normal for them. The entire time they'd been outside of Drennantor they'd been on the run. They'd never had this. She had been lucky to have had the comfort of a bed these past two weeks, but she hadn't felt safe, and she'd known that the others were outside in the cold. Now, they had all been granted a few nights of peace and comfort, and for once Yvaine could imagine what it might be like if she were normal.

"This..is okay, isn't it?" she asked as she climbed into the bed, her tone as casual as she could possibly make it. Juniper scurried up to her to lick at her cheek and Yvaine smiled as she pulled the vixen into an embrace. She hoped he hadn't only agreed to stay because of what Itae-O'mel had done, if it would have been something he'd otherwise have refused.

"I mean, if you'd prefer your own space. I'd understand.." she smiled, setting the little fox down.
 
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For a time he'd dwelt there by the fountain and thought on simpler times. Though there were things he wished he could change, there were some things that had come that he'd not change for any amount of wealth in all the world. His very being here now was one such thing, and in these quiet moments alone it all felt surreal. He drifted over to the window and ran his dampened fingertips down the round, foggy glass. The steam from Yvaine's bath having stood in wait for her must have made its way this far, and he drew her name in the glass before wiping it clear.

His eyes wandered upward through the overhead dome, and lingered for only a moment before a stirring in the bathroom turned his attention. His gaze fell just to see Yvaine enter in, and a similar flush found his cheeks, only, he had little excuse. There was just something about seeing her, hair freshly wetted. The way she smiled at him.

"This place isn't so bad."
No, no it wasn't. Paired with the strange elf's magic, the comfort that he saw had come to Yvaine in this place brought himself an added layer of that same comfort. It eased him greatly to see her so leisurely stroll across the room, offering her casual shrug in a way that made him smile. But even still, he could see those subtle pauses of thought, those stayed words.

"This..is okay, isn't it?"
"As long as you feel okay."

"I mean, if you'd prefer your own space. I'd understand.."

"Yvaine..." he watched as she set Juniper down, then brought his eyes to hers again. Again, that softness was in them that he afforded only to her, and he said, "...for as long as I can recall, even as a boy, all I've ever wanted was to be close to you."


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'As long as you feel okay.'
She did. She wanted him here and so she nodded honestly and without hesitation this time. It felt strange to feel so relaxed as to admit such a thing, to have asked him to stay in the first place. That they were here in a place like this, alone and together simply felt surreal, like a glimpse into some normal, happy life they might have shared had they been different people. But she was happy. Not only be here with him now but, despite the horrors they'd seen and the trouble they'd faced, despite having spent every day looking over their shoulders, she had never been quite so happy since she was a child and her family had been whole.

'Yvaine...for as long as I can recall, even as a boy, all I've ever wanted was to be close to you.'
She loved hearing her name spoken in the sonorous sound of his voice. It was a voice that had brought her more comfort than any fountain or magic, one she trusted in wholeheartedly and one she'd suffered the silence of these last weeks. Never again. And Gods, those eyes of his. When he looked at her that way, she saw the honesty in them, saw straight through to his very soul and knew that he meant what he said. Her chest tightened, his words striking like a flint on his tongue and sparking an answering light behind her ribs.

Yvaine stared at him for a moment, her golden eyes drawing in the warm glow and reflecting the flickering light as thought they held the fire themselves. Slowly, her lips curled as memories of all of those stolen glances flashed through her mind and she dropped her gaze with a shy laugh under her breath, her fingers curling a loose tress of damp hair behind her pointed ear. She too thought of their interrupted moment in that cavern behind the waterfall and the gnawing pain she'd felt knowing that he'd intended on leaving Drennantor and never returning. Worse still, the crippling ache that'd threatened to tear her heart in two earlier today when she thought she'd never hear his voice or see those eyes look at her that way again.

"And.. All I've ever wanted, was to hear you to say that.." she answered softly, her eyes drifting back up to his face. She swallowed the urge to say more, hoping she'd said enough.
 
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He watched her reactions as he spoke, carefully. Even before, but especially now with his voiced admittance, he cared tremendously for how she felt. But his heart beat comfortably in him, watching the ease in her movements, hearing the softness of her laugh. But even in this moment of ease, seeing her there brought a sudden lump into his throat and an aching in his chest - what would she say now that it was said...?

"And.. All I've ever wanted, was to hear you to say that.."

If he had any less composure, he'd have fallen to his knees right then. That comfortable beat in his chest had accelerated in anticipation... he'd feared that perhaps he'd said something he shouldn't have, that those feelings were things to be denied and that whatever they shared now was only the product of their circumstance. They'd travelled for so long and come so far now, and though they'd spent so much time together he'd never made his feelings so known. Yes, he'd held her, yes he'd likely been quite obvious at times, but always had he stayed his tongue... and his hand.

There had been much strength in him, but in these moments it faltered, and her words washed weakness over him like that waterfall they'd passed through, that waterfall he trusted only in her that they would make it through. And now, like then, he placed his faith in her. And again, like then, she did not lead him astray.

As her eyes drifted up to meet his, it was hard for him to know what she could see in him in that moment. There was some shock for though he'd been quite sure of her, he'd been unsure of himself. But there was also likely a hint of relief, a softness that came to his cheeks as he let out a breath he didn't know he'd held, and then...

His eyes cast down and to the side, and a smile crept across his lips as he took a few quiet steps forward.

He sat on the other side of the bed, and in a way much like a young boy would, he looked to her and offered his hand.


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Even with the fountain's song, she could hear his pulse shift and hers rose to meet it. There was something about the way he appeared almost shy that reminded her of his much younger self. He had made her stomach flutter with butterfly wings then, too. Now, she could not be more in awe of the man he'd become, nor could she be more grateful for all that he'd done and continued to do for her. She wasn't sure how long she'd cared for him in such a way as she did now, nor for how long her heart had ignited every time he smiled at her or spoke her name, but she knew from the moment she thought she'd lost him today that if he had died without knowing what he meant to her, she would have regretted that for the rest of her life.

Her eyes tracked him as he moved, watching him sit and offer his hand. He was always so gentle with her, like the finest glass that might shatter if he for a moment didn't consider her a fragile thing. Her lips curled and she reached to take his hand. So many times she'd held it and yet to hold it now that their hearts were open even a fraction was to feel his skin in an entirely different way. She watched as her fingers splayed across his palm, as though she'd been given permission to explore the surface of it in more depth and every line upon it told its very own story.

"Faulkin.." she breathed the word and had no air left to say more. There was so much she wanted to say to him, but the words turned to stone in her throat and she could only laugh and drop her gaze with a gentle shake of her head, sending her dark locks tumbling down. It was ridiculous how nervous she was. How long had she known him now?

She lifted the hand that she held and pressed it to her cheek, leaning into it for a moment before turning her head to press a light kiss against his palm and letting her eyes meet his once more, smiling softly.
 
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There was a curious delicacy in her touch, and unlike ever before such a simple thing had become an orchestra to his senses and he felt his heart give a sudden thrum. He'd been compelled to say something before she whispered his name, but the way her voice faltered said more than any words. He himself was found without any, and instead became captivated by the way she so sweetly and casually moved - the way her eyes fled from him as she hid her embarrassment beneath the music of her laughter.

There was nothing she did that he did not admire.

And then her eyes again met his. She smiled, and he let out a half trembled breath before he brushed his hand against her cheek. Calloused as he was he used great caution with his touch, careful as though inspecting her for fault or flaw and desperate to ensure none is made. He was always so gentle with her, and he smiled while watching his fingers faintly trace beneath her jaw, slowly sliding beneath her chin. He'd been so lost in the softness of her skin against his, so taken by every feature of her countenance that he hadn't realized he'd slowly been leaning closer to her. He'd drawn so close that when his eyes returned to hers they could behold so clearly into the depth of her golden gaze, and that his nose nearly brushed against hers.

With a blink, the shock in his eyes vanished.

He whispered her name as he slowly leaned closer, and then with the subtle tilt of his wrist he gently lifted her chin and pressed his lips against hers.


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She leaned into every connection his skin made with hers, as though his touch were so light that she feared it might slip away. Then he was leaning toward her, and a wave of inevitability washed over her, her heart beating so fast she could take only small, silent sips of air as she drowned in anticipation. Her eyes watched his, save for one or two stolen glances of his lips as he drifted closer in slow motion like a dream, until he blurred and she let her lashes flutter closed under a soft frown at the sound of her name tumbling from his lips, and the feel of the warm breath that carried it.

A gentle tilt.

And then he kissed her.


It was like her heart, no, her very soul cracked open in an explosion of molten light that rivalled the stars that bore witness from above. It was pure power, now ignited and burning through her so intensely that her very skin glowed with it. She positively melted into him, her lips capturing his and her hands slipping to his chest to fist into the fabric of his shirt, as though he were only thing that could keep her anchored.

She couldn't tell if her heart was pounding or if it had stopped entirely. She didn't care. She could still feel his lips against hers, his touch, his breath; and his kiss was so soft and sweet and utterly, utterly...

Perfect.
 
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To find himself here in this moment, it was something he could hardly believe. Were it not that he'd fallen completely under the spell that was Yvaine, entirely, then he might have paused to ensure it was real, that it wasn't some cruel dream. But the feeling of her pressed against him, her hands pulling at his shirt... there was nothing in this world that could tear him away from her. And as they kissed one another, his head began to grow light and everything around them became quiet to him as rush of the moment coursed through him so vastly - until oh so carefully he pulled his lips from hers.

Gently he nudged his forehead against hers, and his hand slowly slid across her neck as he whispered, "you are so precious to me..."



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How felicitously her lips tingled as he drew back even slightly, already craving more of that long awaited, long anticipated affection of their counterpart. Her fingers unfurled from his shirt and splayed upon his chest before her hands began an ascent to find his face. Once again she leaned into the connection, her gaze downcast as their foreheads brushed, the feeling of his hand sliding delicately across her neck prompting her lashes to flutter to a close and a deep sigh to spill from her chest as though she'd been holding onto it for minutes.

Her aching lips curled instantly at the sound of his whisper, one so much softer and warmer than those she'd been used to hearing since she'd left home. And the words themselves.. Her body tensed as she suppressed the urge to shudder with sheer rapture, but the breathy laugh that tumbled free couldn't be helped.

"As you are to me. My Faulkin." she said back to him, and her throat ached to say more. Her gaze met his once more, his eyes a perfect spring sky, his smile warmer than the gentle sun. She swallowed and sighed sleepily. "Will you rest with me?" she asked softly, the fatigue that the day had laden her with settling heavier on her shoulders. The thought of sleep had been a welcome one already, but being wrapped in his arms made the prospect so much sweeter.
 
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"As you are to me. My Faulkin."​


My Faulkin, she said. To hear those words on her voice filled his heart with such and indescribable ache, but it flooded him with comfort all the same. Her Faulkin - he could be her Faulkin. He would be, beyond willingly, and there was nothing that had stood against him yet that could have ever deterred such a thing - and yea, no such thing could ever be. So it was then in that moment, quietly to himself, he promised to be just that.

Her Faulkin.


"Will you rest with me?" she asked softly...

He needed no more coaxing than that. He pulled away with her after placing a light kiss on her lips, just to pull himself a little closer and then he fell onto the bed. As he dropped he wrapped his arm behind Yvaine and gently pulled her down to fall with him into a poof against the blankets and long, quiet sigh drawing out of his chest. He'd have answered her question, but thought his action said enough. There was nothing else he'd rather do.


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The amber in her eyes caught fire with the warmth of her laugh as he pulled her with him. It broke through the nerves of this new place they'd found, this new life she'd only just begun to explore. She felt like she had too much air in her lungs, and so much elation that her body thrummed with it and she had to bite down on her lip to stop her grin from aching.

She tucked herself into his side and settled her head against his arm. The sky was cloudless above them, and the stars glittered like crushed diamonds scattered across the black velvet night, but she had absolutely no interest in looking at it. She'd looked at the sky on countless nights, but never had she been able to look at him like this before. She studied every perfect detail, her hand settling on his stubbled jaw as her thumb brushed idly at his cheek.

How many times had she longed to be this close to him? Now that their hearts were open, it felt like she'd wanted this forever, and now that she was finally allowed to rest, she didn't know if she could.

"This.. Is real, isn't it?" she asked in a whisper. She knew what she'd felt for him before the woman had cast whatever tranquillising magic they'd felt, but she couldn't help but listen to that gnawing worry at the back of her mind.
 
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There was no stopping the smile that had fixed itself on his features, the way her eyes shone in the light, the way her laugh danced in his ear... by the gods, was this what it meant to feel happy? He'd not known in until this night, and really began to know when she nestled in against him now. But while her eyes studied him intently, his had drifted above through the shelter into the night sky as though he was thanking some distant god.

He hummed at her touches, and started to run his hand so gently through her hair.

Without looking at her he replied with a smile, "yes, this is real..."

He knew what she meant. To him, if anything, they'd only become more true to themselves. There wasn't a part of him that spoke a lie, or felt one either. Everything he'd shared had been only everything he himself had, and there was no reason for him to believe it was any different for her. He'd hardly been influenced, only, if anything... encouraged.

He shared no sense of worry now.

"All of it."


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