Last Of Her Name - The Tower
Vyx’aria sat alone upon the edge of the dais, shoulders bowed. Her hands came up slowly, as if they weighed too much to lift, and she buried her face in them.
The sound that escaped her was small. Broken. A quiet, shuddering breath that fractured into tears she could no longer command back. They slipped through her fingers and traced paths down her cheeks, warm and unbidden.
A presence lingered beyond the door.
Boots. Stillness. The unmistakable voice of the Houndmaster Quarro, loyal and unyielding.
She did not answer.
Her hand trembled as it reached for the flask beside her. The metal was cold against her skin. She drank anyway, too much, too fast, liquid fire burning down her throat as another sob tore loose, sharp and soundless. The taste did nothing to dull the images that rose uninvited: blood slicking stone, eyes gone glassy, bodies broken in devotion or defiance. Names she would never unlearn.
This is the cost, whispered the hollow space inside her chest.
This is what crowns are forged from.
Her weapons master’s voice surfaced unbidden, as sharp and merciless as it had been then.
Never let them see you weak.
She lowered the flask, lips trembling as she repeated the words aloud, each one dragging free with effort.
“Never… let them… see you weak.”
Another swallow. Another breath that shook her whole frame.
But weak was what she
wanted now.
What she
chose.
The Surface had taught her something
the Underrealm never had. That strength did not live only in stillness. That power did not demand silence. That to feel, to truly feel, was not always an indulgence, but a reckoning.
So she allowed it.
She let herself break in the quiet. Let grief coil through her ribs and press tears from her eyes unchecked. Let the weight of the dead, the living, and the unborn future settle fully upon her shoulders.
Soon, she would rise.
Soon, she would wear the crown and stand before them all. It would be a time of unity, of order, of a new reign carved from necessity and blood. A regime that would either splinter the
drow beyond repair… or bind them at last beneath a single will.
But not yet.
For now, she remained in the tower, alone with her ghosts, drinking and weeping in the dark, gathering herself piece by fragile piece before
Zar’Ahal demanded its Queen.