Nathaira was certain that her heart would tear itself apart as she listened to Rumer, as she heard Kasimir’s ragged breathing, as she thought about walking through those dark, cold passages again.
What would happen to Rumer? She didn’t know. She didn’t know and it terrified her. She hadn’t needed to know answers before. She was encouraged not to. She was ordered, and she obeyed. Casting aside the leash had been more difficult than she’d ever imagined, and the images of giant serpents and rivers of blood still haunted her dreams.
”No one iss dying,” she said firmly, more against her own fears than to Rumer’s pleas. ”We will fix thiss. We are sstaying together.”
She was going to try and console Rumer against her pain more, using her as a proxy to assuage her own fears, when Kasimir’s sudden outburst tore her attention from the child and her entire body went rigid.
She heard herself yell his name, though whether she did so out loud or in her thoughts she wasn’t sure. Nathaira was strong, but she could not hold his arms nor keep him from scratching himself bloody. It felt like an eternity before he stopped.
She positioned herself directly in front of him, both hands on his shoulders, amber slit eyes bleeding worry. ”Are you well enough?” She would stay here a thousand nights if he needed it.
...but she knew they would need to take that card. Whatever magic had quelled the rune in Kasimir’s neck would not last forever. She only hoped that Kala had figured out a new way to remove the binding symbols. Kasimir and Rumer were not naga, they could not use the blood ritual that Nathaira had subjected herself to, and she did not feel like losing any limbs as she thought on the shining metal arm Kala had been forced to acquire.
What would happen to Rumer? She didn’t know. She didn’t know and it terrified her. She hadn’t needed to know answers before. She was encouraged not to. She was ordered, and she obeyed. Casting aside the leash had been more difficult than she’d ever imagined, and the images of giant serpents and rivers of blood still haunted her dreams.
”No one iss dying,” she said firmly, more against her own fears than to Rumer’s pleas. ”We will fix thiss. We are sstaying together.”
She was going to try and console Rumer against her pain more, using her as a proxy to assuage her own fears, when Kasimir’s sudden outburst tore her attention from the child and her entire body went rigid.
She heard herself yell his name, though whether she did so out loud or in her thoughts she wasn’t sure. Nathaira was strong, but she could not hold his arms nor keep him from scratching himself bloody. It felt like an eternity before he stopped.
She positioned herself directly in front of him, both hands on his shoulders, amber slit eyes bleeding worry. ”Are you well enough?” She would stay here a thousand nights if he needed it.
...but she knew they would need to take that card. Whatever magic had quelled the rune in Kasimir’s neck would not last forever. She only hoped that Kala had figured out a new way to remove the binding symbols. Kasimir and Rumer were not naga, they could not use the blood ritual that Nathaira had subjected herself to, and she did not feel like losing any limbs as she thought on the shining metal arm Kala had been forced to acquire.