He knew once he stepped inside the carriage, there was no going back.
So to Suleiman it seemed a time interminable as he stood there, looking. The mansion of Clan Askari lay to his back, the street ran from the breadth of one eye to the other, the busyness of Maraan surrounded him, the unclouded sun shone above, and before him, of course, the carriage, but as well his father Eskandar and his mother Farah. Before him too, unseen by his eyes but present in his mind, the journey to
Elbion, and the knowledge that the journey's end would prove a new beginning.
Strange. Wasn't this, or something like this, what he wanted? To travel? Journey afar? Yeah. Of course. But in this he had a weight on his shoulders that the journeys of his dreams lacked; for over a hundred years the Askari Clan went without any son or daughter born with the gift of magic. And now Suleiman had it. He had it, and secretly, he loathed it and feared it. Not for some grand reason, oh no no, nothing like that. He loathed and feared it because his mother and father looked at him differently now,
especially father. Pride glimmered in every gaze, gleaming more than any jewel crafted by Askari hands. They wanted so much for him, to see him excel, to witness him use his magic to bring honor and renown untold to Clan Askari.
But if he faltered? But if his gift fell short of their hopes?
In truth Suleiman perhaps stood but a second or two before the carriage. He left those burning questions unanswered as he stepped forward, toward the proud smiles of his father and his mother, and he boarded the carriage. One of the Askari-sworn men shut the door after them, the call went out among the other mounted men escorting the carriage, and away they went.
Farewell, Maraan.
* * * * *
THE DESERT GIVES WAY
North and east they traveled, and the sands calmed to soils, and the ever-watchful eye of the desert sun ceded dominion to rain-bearing clouds here and there.
Somewhere along the way, Suleiman, harboring the thought until he could no more, spoke aloud and asked Eskandar,
"Why me? Out of all of us, why...do I have magic? Uncle Fahid would have been better."
Fahid Askari was a swordsinger—a master of the shamshir—a daring adventurer, and had fought in many
battles for the Empire. All this Eskandar knew well. But he said nothing of it, and he looked at Suleiman with affection undaunted, saying, "It is known only to the Six what fate holds for each man." And his cheeks rose as his smile grew. "And you
are a man now, Suleiman."
"A young man."
"No man starts fully formed. Not even your Uncle Fahid." He reached over and placed a hand on his shoulder. "Worry not, Suleiman. Worry not. The sun will never rise and see Eskandar Askari resent his son for endeavors honestly done. So go to Elbion. Learn all that you can. Harness your gift. In whatever may come, you carry the name of Askari, and you will bring radiance to it."
And the carriage traveled on.
* * * * *
THE COLLEGE GATES
The moment came. With the
College of Elbion to his back, Suleiman looked to his father and his mother, and they were as beacons in an otherwise vast and unfamiliar land. But this was it. The place he would come to live for...what? Four years? Five? More, maybe, if he had talents even he didn't yet know?
And as if his father plucked the very thought from his mind, he after embracing him said, "This isn't farewell or goodbye. We will see you again. Ha! Sooner than you might like, or so it will seem."
Suleiman smiled, that heaviness in his chest assuaged somewhat by his father's levity.
"Home's not that far. I can always visit for Eid-al-Feija."
"That you can."
And now his mother Farah, no longer able to hold herself or her tears back, came forward and hugged him tightly and said, "My son! My Suleiman...!"
He almost didn't know what to say.
"I'll be here." And he added, echoing what he said to his father,
"Not that far."
Eskandar let her embrace him for a while, and then with a comforting hand on her shoulder he told her through touch that it was time. And she let Suleiman go, and they retreated back to the still open door of the carriage.
Suleiman turned around, and he looked up at the massive College. With a stark clarity and brutal suddenness the realization hit him. Alright, back in Maraan? That wasn't the threshold of no going back.
This was that threshold. The first step toward the College and away from his family, from
this there would be no going back. He would be in Elbion, in this College of magic, and this would be his life for the foreseeable future. He could always...just...turn around. Give it up. Right here, right now, before he made the final commitment. This was his last chance.
But he took that step.
And, after all the anticipation and dread...it was easier than he thought. Not so bad at all. And in the motion of his walking all that heaviness in his chest drifted away.
* * * * *
CONVOCATION HALL
Suleiman wasn't off to the best of starts.
So far as he understood, there was meant to be a big welcoming ceremony he and other new (and newer, maybe) students were supposed to attend. The gate guard's directions on how to get to this "Convocation Hall" seemed simple enough. But the moment Suleiman set foot inside the actual College building itself, it proved anything
but simple. He found himself getting turned around here and there, damn, this corner looks familiar, didn't I already see her face, that window over there I must have passed by three times now. Directions from passersby, be they student (since they looked his age) or Professor helped...marginally.
At last, though, he found the right Hall. And with no time to spare. Actually, he seemed to be a touch late. Tables lined the grand hall and students already had taken their seats, only some still in the motion of doing so as Suleiman walked in.
Knowing no one, whether of notable background or common origin, and looking only to grab a seat before he looked not only late but like an idiot for being left standing, Suleiman with a brisk walk went down the first aisle his feet carried him to.
...am Calixtus Blodwyn.
Ah yes! The tail-end of an introduction! The best "in" he was going to get!
So Suleiman sat down with a speed he hoped looked instead like style and said,
"Suleiman. Suleiman Askari. They finally got this thing started, huh? Took long enough."
And he shined a smile at all sitting at the table.
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