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Lottie's eyes fluttered shut as his forehead rested against hers. His words though seeking to soothe only brought forth a thousand other questions about what exactly the future that lay beyond that door looked like. She had so many fears, so many dreams, and a day was not enough to revaluate them all with Varys now in mind too. For whilst they had been friends before and she had thought of him in fleeting passing to her goals, now she found that her goals did not really matter without him being with her. It was a world altering realisation and one that would take time to adjust to.
Not to mention all the knew fears feeling this way for someone brought up.
"That's what I'm worried about, Varys," she opened her eyes to gaze up at him, her emerald gaze seeking for some understanding within his. "You already went through hell for me before. I can't..." she swallowed, her eyes drifting to the ear he had lost causing them to flood with pain and guilt. "I've never felt this way before about somebody. What if I love you too much and it makes me foolish? Makes us both foolish. If you were to get hurt I.. I don't know what I would do," nor what she was capable of doing. With her control so precarious and so heavily tied to her emotions she was worried that a simple spark of jealous could cause a disaster.
Not to mention all the knew fears feeling this way for someone brought up.
"That's what I'm worried about, Varys," she opened her eyes to gaze up at him, her emerald gaze seeking for some understanding within his. "You already went through hell for me before. I can't..." she swallowed, her eyes drifting to the ear he had lost causing them to flood with pain and guilt. "I've never felt this way before about somebody. What if I love you too much and it makes me foolish? Makes us both foolish. If you were to get hurt I.. I don't know what I would do," nor what she was capable of doing. With her control so precarious and so heavily tied to her emotions she was worried that a simple spark of jealous could cause a disaster.