"Are you afraid of him?" she asked quietly. She hoped not. She doubted her father would have done something to make Nestor fear him on purpose... but she also didn't know what had happened, that mit had felt it necessary to go that far with Nestor. "Or are you afraid of what you feel when you're around him? Is he actually what makes you feel unsafe, or is it the strange, new things he makes you feel?"
Wanting... she didn't want to think too hard about that in particular. She understood mit was... not unattractive, but he was her father.
Hate... made sense. Ausar was a disruption in Nestor's routine, and not just the routine of the Well, but apparently the routine of his existence. Hate was likely just a mask for fear, at the moment. Fear of the unknown.
Seteta could relate to that right now.
"Don't be afraid of wanting, Nestor," she murmured quietly, resting her head on his shoulder. "Passion, whether for something as simple as your favorite food or more complex like desiring another person's body, is part of what makes you a person. You can't be a complete person if you don't explore those things."
She reached for his hand and squeezed it gently as he spoke.
"You do not have to stay awake just for me," she told him. "Sometimes sleep can help sort through our thoughts and feelings, too. I still need to rest for a few more days yet, if you want to do so as well. I can have mit wake you when I'm ready.
"You might have nightmares, though," she cautioned. "Emotional upheavals can do that, and you won't be able to wake yourself out of them."
"It seems to have meant something to you," Rehema commented. "So that makes it important. But you do not have to tell me about it if you do not wish to do so."
It wasn't a long walk back to her and Ausar's room, and when they reached the door, she quietly asked Chaceledon to wait while she checked to see if Ausar was awake yet, then vanished into the room.
To her relief, Ausar was sitting up wearily.
"Oh thank Aptuv," she breathed. "Are you all right?"
Ausar nodded wearily. "I'm sorry to have worried you, meruv," he muttered, running his hand through his hair. "I didn't realize how... differently time moved."
"It's all right, sehejib," she answered, leaning down to kiss his forehead. "I'll be back in a moment."
Rehema went back to the door, and stepped outside. "He's awake," she told Chaceledon, clearly relieved. "Although I think only just now. Can you ask someone in the kitchen to bring food and drink for him?"
She waited a moment for his answer, then went back in the room, leaving the door ajar.
"Meruv," Ausar groaned, rolling his shoulders. He felt stiff all over, and... the sheets reeked. They would need to be changed again. "Can you come and look at my back?"
Had Qimmiq's mark transferred, he wondered?
"What is it?" she asked, coming around the bed, and then gasped, reaching out to trace the bear's outline with her fingers. "How did this happen?"
"Tianau and I... gave an offering to Qimmiq," he mumbled. "She... accepted it personally."
Rehema arched a brow and nodded toward the sheets. "A sex offering?"
"Heh," Ausar shrugged, grinning mischievously as he slid out from under the sheets. He tried to stand, but his legs refused. "She liked it, at least?"
"You slept for hours," Rehema said, still tracing. "I was getting worried. Rheinhard said Tianau summoned Qimmiq. He seemed... disconcerted."
"Tianau was surprised, too. He didn't know a goddess would be able, or willing, to enter the Well." Ausar sighed, wrapping an arm around Rehema's hips and tugging her close to nuzzle and kiss her belly. "But... Qimmiq said something. I'm not... entirely sure what to make of it yet, but it was definitely a blessing."
Wanting... she didn't want to think too hard about that in particular. She understood mit was... not unattractive, but he was her father.
Hate... made sense. Ausar was a disruption in Nestor's routine, and not just the routine of the Well, but apparently the routine of his existence. Hate was likely just a mask for fear, at the moment. Fear of the unknown.
Seteta could relate to that right now.
"Don't be afraid of wanting, Nestor," she murmured quietly, resting her head on his shoulder. "Passion, whether for something as simple as your favorite food or more complex like desiring another person's body, is part of what makes you a person. You can't be a complete person if you don't explore those things."
She reached for his hand and squeezed it gently as he spoke.
"You do not have to stay awake just for me," she told him. "Sometimes sleep can help sort through our thoughts and feelings, too. I still need to rest for a few more days yet, if you want to do so as well. I can have mit wake you when I'm ready.
"You might have nightmares, though," she cautioned. "Emotional upheavals can do that, and you won't be able to wake yourself out of them."
"It seems to have meant something to you," Rehema commented. "So that makes it important. But you do not have to tell me about it if you do not wish to do so."
It wasn't a long walk back to her and Ausar's room, and when they reached the door, she quietly asked Chaceledon to wait while she checked to see if Ausar was awake yet, then vanished into the room.
To her relief, Ausar was sitting up wearily.
"Oh thank Aptuv," she breathed. "Are you all right?"
Ausar nodded wearily. "I'm sorry to have worried you, meruv," he muttered, running his hand through his hair. "I didn't realize how... differently time moved."
"It's all right, sehejib," she answered, leaning down to kiss his forehead. "I'll be back in a moment."
Rehema went back to the door, and stepped outside. "He's awake," she told Chaceledon, clearly relieved. "Although I think only just now. Can you ask someone in the kitchen to bring food and drink for him?"
She waited a moment for his answer, then went back in the room, leaving the door ajar.
"Meruv," Ausar groaned, rolling his shoulders. He felt stiff all over, and... the sheets reeked. They would need to be changed again. "Can you come and look at my back?"
Had Qimmiq's mark transferred, he wondered?
"What is it?" she asked, coming around the bed, and then gasped, reaching out to trace the bear's outline with her fingers. "How did this happen?"
"Tianau and I... gave an offering to Qimmiq," he mumbled. "She... accepted it personally."
Rehema arched a brow and nodded toward the sheets. "A sex offering?"
"Heh," Ausar shrugged, grinning mischievously as he slid out from under the sheets. He tried to stand, but his legs refused. "She liked it, at least?"
"You slept for hours," Rehema said, still tracing. "I was getting worried. Rheinhard said Tianau summoned Qimmiq. He seemed... disconcerted."
"Tianau was surprised, too. He didn't know a goddess would be able, or willing, to enter the Well." Ausar sighed, wrapping an arm around Rehema's hips and tugging her close to nuzzle and kiss her belly. "But... Qimmiq said something. I'm not... entirely sure what to make of it yet, but it was definitely a blessing."