It was indeed once true that those memories felt like an incurable wound on his heart. Dauner might have had a talent for martial arts, lightning energy manipulation and demonic energy. These would be more than enough to make him look strong. However, he wasn't one to delude himself so. He was weak, especially so was he emotionally. Where it took many but a few decades to overcome the pain of losing their loved ones, it took him several centuries. And even at the end of it all, all that was left of him was but a hollow shell, who knew not what to make of his existence after his revenge was complete.
"No need to be. They are but a relic of my past. Memories of a time long gone" he'd speak, a smile returning to his face. Dauner almost felt like laughing at the irony in Kristen's sentence. The darkness wasn't behind him. It was him. He had welcomed it. Embraced it. Become it. During his long life, Dauner had only fallen in love nine times. These nine times had made it clear to him, that he wasn't destined for love. The only thing that awaited him each time he fell for a woman, was the pain of parting, for there was only so long a mortal could live, be they human, elf, or other. In comparison, his near endless life, doomed him to eternal loneliness. So he cast away emotion, and embraced the darkness. If he was going to be forever lonely, at least he didn't have to look like it. And his acting was almost perfect, courtesy of millennia of practice. Well, at least, the one thing he didn't need to put up an act for his attraction to the opposite sex.
"Enough about my dark past. I'm more interested in learning more about you. Like, what's life in the academy like." Dauner had plans of establishing a separate academy for the initiates of the order. Having a dedicated establishment train them, promised greater quality of troops than the current system could provide. But that was a story for another time. However, perhaps by studying the Dreadlords academy, he could pick up some ideas for when he decided to start that project.
"No need to be. They are but a relic of my past. Memories of a time long gone" he'd speak, a smile returning to his face. Dauner almost felt like laughing at the irony in Kristen's sentence. The darkness wasn't behind him. It was him. He had welcomed it. Embraced it. Become it. During his long life, Dauner had only fallen in love nine times. These nine times had made it clear to him, that he wasn't destined for love. The only thing that awaited him each time he fell for a woman, was the pain of parting, for there was only so long a mortal could live, be they human, elf, or other. In comparison, his near endless life, doomed him to eternal loneliness. So he cast away emotion, and embraced the darkness. If he was going to be forever lonely, at least he didn't have to look like it. And his acting was almost perfect, courtesy of millennia of practice. Well, at least, the one thing he didn't need to put up an act for his attraction to the opposite sex.
"Enough about my dark past. I'm more interested in learning more about you. Like, what's life in the academy like." Dauner had plans of establishing a separate academy for the initiates of the order. Having a dedicated establishment train them, promised greater quality of troops than the current system could provide. But that was a story for another time. However, perhaps by studying the Dreadlords academy, he could pick up some ideas for when he decided to start that project.