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She was only alone for a few moments with her head buried in her hands before Isak was running after her. Those few moments felt stretched into hours, however, as the shadows returned once again.
Absolutely pathetic. They whispered. She nodded in agreement.
She flinched as Isak placed his hand on her shoulder. She hadn't heard his approach. "Yes, sorry." She whispered, letting herself relax as the voices died down and his voice became more clear to her. "I am alright, just a little sick..." She smiled awkwardly, trying to downplay how terrible she had been feeling. "I don't think Ogden's 'remedies' are particularly helpful, to be honest. They taste positively horrid and I think they might make me feel even worse than I did before." She let out a little laugh. "He's trying though, so I feel like I have to try too."
She remained in her place, sitting in some plants with Isak by her side for a little while, watching as the sky darkened and stars could be seen through the trees. She leaned on him, resting her head on his arm while they waited for her to feel better.
Isak broke their comfortable silence. "You found more rooms in there?" She asked, "I hope I can get the full tour soon. For now, I do think it's best we go to ours." She stood up, brushing dirt off Isak's top. "Sorry." She muttered vaguely referencing his dirty shirt.
She looked down as Isak thanked her.
You ruined the special moment and he's thanking you?
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ruin it." She frowned. "Maybe tomorrow we could try it again...without Ogden's strange concoctions. I'm sure I'll feel better without whatever mashed up bugs and dirt he's feeding me."
She nodded, "Yes I think its best we head to bed." She hurried back into the room with the pool to grab her dress off the floor before following Isak back through the maze of rooms. It was well lit this time, much to Eilerias' surprise. In the dark flames Isak used previously, she could make out no details of anything. Now she could see the artwork that adorned the walls and the strange carvings in the wood.
It reminded her of her father.
Finally, they arrived back at the room with the mural of a couple and their children. It was still as stunning as she remembered. She smiled, quietly making her way to the large bed and hopping up with Isak's help. She thanked him and pulled the blankets over her, falling asleep quickly.
She would toss and turn all night, having nightmare after nightmare of a child. A child with light hair and tan skin. A child that clearly wasn't Isak's. Her father's voice poisoned her mind with "I told you so" and "Wait until he finds out what you've done" as though she had done something wrong on purpose.
"You should run while you still can." He stated.
She shot up in bed as his laughter faded from her ears.
He's right. His other dream came true, who's to say this won't be the same? I have to get out of here. I can't ruin Isak's life. It isn't fair to him. My mother will know what to do. Her thoughts were racing as she got out of bed, twisting nervously at her ring until it fell off into the blankets. She meant to grab it before she left, but she would forget to and Isak would likely find it the next morning.
She got dressed quickly and quietly, leaving her shoes behind as she deemed them too loud to sneak out with.
"I'm sorry, my love." She whispered, blowing a kiss to Isak before she slipped into the shadows and left.
She left Alliria that night, terrified of disappointing her friends and family. Terrified of ruining Isak's life with a child that might not be his. She didn't know where she was going but hopefully, if she played her cards right, none of them would find her and they would be free to move on without the burden of her in their lives.
She was just like her mother.
Absolutely pathetic. They whispered. She nodded in agreement.
She flinched as Isak placed his hand on her shoulder. She hadn't heard his approach. "Yes, sorry." She whispered, letting herself relax as the voices died down and his voice became more clear to her. "I am alright, just a little sick..." She smiled awkwardly, trying to downplay how terrible she had been feeling. "I don't think Ogden's 'remedies' are particularly helpful, to be honest. They taste positively horrid and I think they might make me feel even worse than I did before." She let out a little laugh. "He's trying though, so I feel like I have to try too."
She remained in her place, sitting in some plants with Isak by her side for a little while, watching as the sky darkened and stars could be seen through the trees. She leaned on him, resting her head on his arm while they waited for her to feel better.
Isak broke their comfortable silence. "You found more rooms in there?" She asked, "I hope I can get the full tour soon. For now, I do think it's best we go to ours." She stood up, brushing dirt off Isak's top. "Sorry." She muttered vaguely referencing his dirty shirt.
She looked down as Isak thanked her.
You ruined the special moment and he's thanking you?
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ruin it." She frowned. "Maybe tomorrow we could try it again...without Ogden's strange concoctions. I'm sure I'll feel better without whatever mashed up bugs and dirt he's feeding me."
She nodded, "Yes I think its best we head to bed." She hurried back into the room with the pool to grab her dress off the floor before following Isak back through the maze of rooms. It was well lit this time, much to Eilerias' surprise. In the dark flames Isak used previously, she could make out no details of anything. Now she could see the artwork that adorned the walls and the strange carvings in the wood.
It reminded her of her father.
Finally, they arrived back at the room with the mural of a couple and their children. It was still as stunning as she remembered. She smiled, quietly making her way to the large bed and hopping up with Isak's help. She thanked him and pulled the blankets over her, falling asleep quickly.
She would toss and turn all night, having nightmare after nightmare of a child. A child with light hair and tan skin. A child that clearly wasn't Isak's. Her father's voice poisoned her mind with "I told you so" and "Wait until he finds out what you've done" as though she had done something wrong on purpose.
"You should run while you still can." He stated.
She shot up in bed as his laughter faded from her ears.
He's right. His other dream came true, who's to say this won't be the same? I have to get out of here. I can't ruin Isak's life. It isn't fair to him. My mother will know what to do. Her thoughts were racing as she got out of bed, twisting nervously at her ring until it fell off into the blankets. She meant to grab it before she left, but she would forget to and Isak would likely find it the next morning.
She got dressed quickly and quietly, leaving her shoes behind as she deemed them too loud to sneak out with.
"I'm sorry, my love." She whispered, blowing a kiss to Isak before she slipped into the shadows and left.
She left Alliria that night, terrified of disappointing her friends and family. Terrified of ruining Isak's life with a child that might not be his. She didn't know where she was going but hopefully, if she played her cards right, none of them would find her and they would be free to move on without the burden of her in their lives.
She was just like her mother.