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Anastasia
Anastasia stepped in, moving to the side to let the departing elf pass. The curtain closed behind her, cutting off the dark world beyond the tent. She was abruptly taken aback by how homely the small, warm space was. Like another world. She shook her head, dismissing this.
"I don't care what you think of me," she informed with that same, perpetual softness to her tone. "This matter is more important than myself, I won't let things like pride prevent progress."
There was no hint of judgement in her words, just a genuine attempt to explain herself and her behavior. If the elf wanted her dealt with afterwards, then she'd raise her chin and take the punishment. As long as she was heard. As long as she had a chance to change things for the better.
She stayed at the threshold, feeling no need to intrude further. "I am worried that will happen here though. That emotions from a time I can't even fathom will doom us now, in the present. But..." she paused, her voice a touch shaky. "Is it not our duty to think beyond ourselves, to sacrifice ourselves and do everything we possibly can to bring all the light we can into this world?" She implored, aware that her insinuation that the elf before her was not doing this could cause quite the insult.
But she wasn't trying to speak to the elf, she was trying to appeal to the Templar Knight that stood before her. It did not matter that their species were different, or that the elf had seen more events than Ana could ever fathom. Their motivations, their very core was the same.
Anastasia hoped that was enough.
She continued on, not giving the elf a moment to respond, flat out desperate to be heard. "I'm aware that you are in no danger of crumbling. But we are. And if you don't help us, the part of the world that we protect will abruptly become swallowed in darkness. And this will continue as each chapter flickers out, until it is just you, the immortal elves, trying to shoulder a task far too large for one group to handle. We can't let it get to that point. We need to... strengthen our position in this world. And you're right. It will come with sacrifices. We will risk another schism. But if we can do some real good, aren't we suppose to shoulder that cost? I'm not judging you for your hesitation. Every chapter has experienced pain, and every chapter can be faulted for thinking about themselves and forgetting our higher cause."
"But I believe we can be better than that again. Please, don't get angry. You don't even have to respond. Just think on my words before you make your decision," she implored one last time, her voice still soft yet impassioned.
She had meant to have a conversation but she had been so desperate to say it all, she spilled it all out without stopping. She felt foolish for it, even to some degree wished she could take it all back. But the words still felt necessary. Regardless of how ... messily they were delivered. Oh Gods, so messily...
She flushed red and took a step back, abruptly ready to leave. "Excuse me."
"I don't care what you think of me," she informed with that same, perpetual softness to her tone. "This matter is more important than myself, I won't let things like pride prevent progress."
There was no hint of judgement in her words, just a genuine attempt to explain herself and her behavior. If the elf wanted her dealt with afterwards, then she'd raise her chin and take the punishment. As long as she was heard. As long as she had a chance to change things for the better.
She stayed at the threshold, feeling no need to intrude further. "I am worried that will happen here though. That emotions from a time I can't even fathom will doom us now, in the present. But..." she paused, her voice a touch shaky. "Is it not our duty to think beyond ourselves, to sacrifice ourselves and do everything we possibly can to bring all the light we can into this world?" She implored, aware that her insinuation that the elf before her was not doing this could cause quite the insult.
But she wasn't trying to speak to the elf, she was trying to appeal to the Templar Knight that stood before her. It did not matter that their species were different, or that the elf had seen more events than Ana could ever fathom. Their motivations, their very core was the same.
Anastasia hoped that was enough.
She continued on, not giving the elf a moment to respond, flat out desperate to be heard. "I'm aware that you are in no danger of crumbling. But we are. And if you don't help us, the part of the world that we protect will abruptly become swallowed in darkness. And this will continue as each chapter flickers out, until it is just you, the immortal elves, trying to shoulder a task far too large for one group to handle. We can't let it get to that point. We need to... strengthen our position in this world. And you're right. It will come with sacrifices. We will risk another schism. But if we can do some real good, aren't we suppose to shoulder that cost? I'm not judging you for your hesitation. Every chapter has experienced pain, and every chapter can be faulted for thinking about themselves and forgetting our higher cause."
"But I believe we can be better than that again. Please, don't get angry. You don't even have to respond. Just think on my words before you make your decision," she implored one last time, her voice still soft yet impassioned.
She had meant to have a conversation but she had been so desperate to say it all, she spilled it all out without stopping. She felt foolish for it, even to some degree wished she could take it all back. But the words still felt necessary. Regardless of how ... messily they were delivered. Oh Gods, so messily...
She flushed red and took a step back, abruptly ready to leave. "Excuse me."
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