IN THE HOUSE OF ARUNWË MINDALIË
They gathered in the basement for this most momentous ceremony, the long wished-for turning of fortune for the Mindalië Clan.
Elves of the Mindalië stood near shoulder-to-shoulder amongst each other. They wore the best finery their crafts could produce, splendid robes and sashes all. Masks of a half-style, each covering the right side of their faces and each adorned as though with the stars of the night sky, they wore as well. Silvery light of special candles lit the breadth of the basement like that of a moonlit night, and indeed, painted upon the ceiling were frescoes of Lessat and Pneria and other familiar celestial features of deepest night. All these trappings spoke in remembrance of the Nithelem Shores.
And now Feä walked slowly down the central aisle, led by her mother Talenwen amid her kin. Low but powerful the chanting in Elvish of the Nithelem dialect: "
Mindalië...
Mindalië..." that is, "we remember...we remember..." Feä's heart beat within her chest, and as she approached the dais whereupon the chalice sat and her father stood, she grew ever more fearful.
But there was no turning away now.
Her mother Talenwen delivered her before the large chalice and before her father Arunwë, and she departed and joined the crowd of their kin. Silence befell the room, and only was it broken by the unsheathing of a sword, and Arunwë slowly offered the blade to Feä.
"Raise it aloft," he commanded. Feä took the blade, and she did so, and the sword's tip pointed upward to the seeming night, upward to the image of Lessat and Pneria upon the ceiling.
"And now, Linnuwen, I shall lead you in the Oath."
He bid her to repeat after him, and thus did she begin to speak the words.
"...I, Linnuwen of the family of Vaedhia, born of the Nithelem, swear upon..."
Mercy of the Moons, what am I doing?
"...so long as I live..."
Elsewhere can I go!
"...to break the Exile of the Nithelem..."
To lands afar! Places other than Elbion!
"...to slaughter all who oppose us..."
Needless is this! Needless! Elbion is not the only place to learn!
"...our righteous claim to the Shores that are our home..."
I shall be ensnared!
"...and to hold the Nithelem Shores forever..."
Fly! Turn and fly!
"...against any and all, be they Elf or of Lesser race..."
FLY!
"...To this bitter end do I now join my kin, and commit myself ever to our cause."
But Feä did not flee. Though her legs burned as though awash in flame and her body entire felt like a great stone weathering a mighty gale, she stood still upon the dais. Her father Arunwë thrust the ceremonial knife he now held into the air, and he cried, "
Mindalië!", and all Feä's kin and family cried in like manner, and so, too, did Feä herself. The Oath was almost complete.
"Hold out your hand," said Arunwë, "and let your blood be joined with all of the Nithelem who yet live, and who are likewise Oathsworn."
Arunwë lifted the lid which rested atop the large chalice, and inside it gleamed naught but blood in the silvery light; blood given, as her father said, from all the Mindalië who had taken the Oath before her. Feä offered her free hand, as bidden, and Arunwë cut it; a mild gasp of pain escaped her lips, despite her will to keep it sealed away; and Arunwë gently guided her hand to turn, palm facing the chalice, and blood dripped vigorously to join that pool of kindred crimson.
"It is done," Arunwë announced proudly to all, and all made the gesture of well-wishing common to many kindreds of Elvenkind, and then many (but not all) knelt and a murmur arose, that of "
Lannuädaith!...Lannuädaith!..."
And now Arunwë took back the sword from Feä and sheathed it, setting both it and the knife aside. He cupped his daughter's cheeks in his hands, and smiled, and he kissed her deeply upon her lips. All strength was needed by Feä to contain her shudders of revulsion, for she long knew that this was a most wicked thing, these close relations between father and daughter, and other near kin besides, that the Mindalië practiced.
Arunwë drew back, but still he cupped her cheeks, and he said to her, "This I swear to you, my daughter Linnuwen. That when you see it, the land that is our ancestral home, you shall know at last the full worth of our long tribulations, and why we have done all that we have done. I swear it. Truly...I swear it."
Feä gazed upon her father in silence, but his smile only grew, and he took her into his embrace.
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CONVOCATION HALL
The very first act Feä took upon officially entering the
College of Elbion was to go to her appointed room (named a "dorm" by fellow students and Maesters alike) and to change out her
elven garments and into much simpler clothes. Less ornate clothes. Clothes that a human commoner might well wear. She cared not how this might make her appear to her fellows; she desired only to be free of clothing made by Mindalië crafts.
With the blue scarf gifted to her from her Mentor, Feä stepped out of her room, and then and there was struck like one made sick from a dizzying height.
Freedom! called one half of her heart, and
The Oath! called the other half. The delight of once again being free of her family and Clan twined with the latent dread of the Oath she had sworn, and in the twining came a great divisive pain.
But she had to press on. To learn and to master her gift of magic, as her Mentor had advised. Then and only then would her heart cry
Freedom! in unison, for she would then have the power to reject the will of her family; not merely through running and hiding, as had been her impulse during the ceremony of the Oath, but by the only sound mean available to her: confrontation.
One day at a time, however. And today, there was the welcoming ceremony in the Convocation Hall.
There Feä had like all the other new students gone, and she had sat, and listened to Maester Caliora's commencement speech. A great feast was laid out for all upon the tables. Many of the students had taken to conversing, and some rather strange figures had come into the Hall (Stars Alight, the tall Maester in the armor was terrifying!).
Feä herself was sat across from a sight never before seen by her eyes, that of a "dark elf". Only had she heard tell of their kind, but not before this day had she occasioned to see one. And though the Hall had in its number a fair few of the rarer kinds upon
Arethil, here in the dark elf was Feä's fascination captured.
She spoke without thought or concern, saying to him in the earnest fashion of a sincere compliment,
"Your skin is beautiful. It reminds me of the deep blue of encroaching dusk and approaching dawn."
Akpadiaha Uwem