Wasn't sure how she felt about him using her rank during such ... moments. Couldn't say after just one instance. Perhaps the second or third time she'd feel different. Frigid glaciers remained locked on deep, dark seas but for once the slice of a grin at his words did not precede the leap into the evening's activities. Instead something warmer, more sure and wanting and maybe even a touch vulnerable shifted over her face.
Their interludes were often sharp and lustful. Testing strength and dominance. Pushing desires of the flesh to the brink.
She wanted him, but more strongly so she'd
missed him and felt no wish to rush into the night like so many countless other nights before. This night felt different. They were free of the Academy, free of the eyes of their tormentors and the threat of death from one wrong move. Sure, relations between them held a bit of
taboo now, but they wouldn't be the first within the Military to do so, nor would they be the last. There was a quiet and relaxing notion about the idea that
this was actually fine. They could be together and tomorrow the sun would rise in the east and they'd get on with their day before it set in the west. .
So where teeth usually claimed the flesh of his neck with a ferocity of greed at the words just uttered at her ... Sam instead loosened her grip on his hair to affectionately curl nuzzling kisses along his jaw.
"I don't want to take you," murmured into his ear before her slow, nibbling kisses worked their way down his neck,
"I want to have you."
She wanted to have him in the tub. Then she wanted to have a nice dinner with him sharing stories with Mess and Cookie and whoever else showed up at the table. She wanted him to join her in her chambers instead of going back to Route's flat where she could have him, and a few drinks, and the rest of the evening all to herself, and then wake up tangled with him in bed the next morning.
She didn't think that was such a terrible demand of having her way with him.