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Sitting, she watched Tzuriel for a time, and though she knew the irony of the situation--had she not said yes to their engagement, nor said yes to this trip, she wouldn't have been in this sort of situation--, she had to admit she was thankful to any Gods that listened that he was alive, and that she was alive with him. Truthfully, she was grateful to be with him, even though circumstances not too long ago were dire. She wished she could be of more use, but the cold waters had sapped her strength.
She wished she were more knowledgeable in the ways of the woods, but she had lived a life partially shielded from the harsh realities outside of Alliria's ports and the Shallows. The savageries of the woods were an acquaintance, and often protected by guards and hired adventurers. She knew of plants, of herbalism and their healing properties, but she had never had to survive like this. She hated feeling so helpless.
She glanced down at the underskirt she held. Even now, with the slight breeze, the clothing was slowly beginning to dry. Thankfully, it was not a colder season, it wouldn't take long. She shook her head once, brows drawing in with worry. "No. I used what little I had on the cloak... I am sorry, my love. I have never felt so..." She lifted a hand. The palm was scraped red from carrying rocks, from the gravel. From use they seldom saw. "...Drained."
Weak, useless woman.
The voice hummed through memory; she gritted her jaw a moment, shutting it out, forcefully closing it down. But the cold face wouldn't leave, it surfaced as though to spit more venom at her--
No. She refused to let the past have its' voice now. She would prove herself a useful companion. For Tzuriel, and herself.
She wished she were more knowledgeable in the ways of the woods, but she had lived a life partially shielded from the harsh realities outside of Alliria's ports and the Shallows. The savageries of the woods were an acquaintance, and often protected by guards and hired adventurers. She knew of plants, of herbalism and their healing properties, but she had never had to survive like this. She hated feeling so helpless.
"It hurts all over, but I can feel again. I think that's a good start. How about you? do you think you're up to using more of your magic to dry our clothes?"
She glanced down at the underskirt she held. Even now, with the slight breeze, the clothing was slowly beginning to dry. Thankfully, it was not a colder season, it wouldn't take long. She shook her head once, brows drawing in with worry. "No. I used what little I had on the cloak... I am sorry, my love. I have never felt so..." She lifted a hand. The palm was scraped red from carrying rocks, from the gravel. From use they seldom saw. "...Drained."
Weak, useless woman.
The voice hummed through memory; she gritted her jaw a moment, shutting it out, forcefully closing it down. But the cold face wouldn't leave, it surfaced as though to spit more venom at her--
She blinked up at him, then nodded once, taking the ration carefully. Perhaps she could be of use after all; despite her ravenous hunger, she nibbled at the jerky, glancing up at him through thick dark lashes. "You must be cold. Come closer, so I can share the cloak and it's warmth." She spread out her free hand to him, and offered a worn smile."Eat this, we'll have to be sparing with it until we find another source of food."
No. She refused to let the past have its' voice now. She would prove herself a useful companion. For Tzuriel, and herself.