- Messages
- 876
- Character Biography
- Link
He certainly wasn't wrong about any of that. They were all tools to the state. Some of them had brighter careers than others. Some of them would likely take the opportunity to leave. She'd always known what her fate was and she'd come to accept it at a rather young age, but from time to time Ralene caught herself wondering just where everyone else would end up. Not that it mattered much to her at the time - for certain whatever bonds were forged in the Academy would be fleeting as after graduation everyone went their separate ways. Sure, some would work together again in the Guard, but that would likely be few and far between.
The Guard was extensive, after all, and its various units did not often interact except for under very specific conditions. That Henk seemed reliant on having his family of Initiates to look after as his purpose didn't feel like a good foundation to base the rest of his life on.
Ralene glanced back at him over her shoulder, "Maybe we don't," she replied in a tone that suggested perhaps she followed his line of thought, but that it was somewhere caught between wishful thinking and an order of possibilities rather difficult to attain.
"My life was signed over to the Guard from the day I turned eight," her attention returned forward as she gently ushered the horses on to close the gap between them and the cart ahead, "I was always going to be a tool of the Guard, never had a choice in the matter. Holstag has been training and grooming me for a position in the Knights for as long as I can remember."
A pause as she gazed off briefly toward the west where those that had already drank from the oasis well were setting up tents and firepits for the evening. It looked peaceful, watching the people work and go about their humble lives. She'd had the opportunity to live something close to that for a few days. Samantha Black, Blacksmith in Wissburg, wife to Orin Black. How quaint and unusual it had been. A strange comfort of a quiet life of ignorance that was never meant to last. Ral didn't think poorly of those few days either. She'd been given a chance to see a different side of Edric that she likely never would have seen otherwise.
"Maybe you're the best of us then, Henk," she said after a length of silence, "maybe it's really the ones like you and Chasmine we should be looking to. The ones that figured out how to be a person instead of a tool."
The Guard was extensive, after all, and its various units did not often interact except for under very specific conditions. That Henk seemed reliant on having his family of Initiates to look after as his purpose didn't feel like a good foundation to base the rest of his life on.
Ralene glanced back at him over her shoulder, "Maybe we don't," she replied in a tone that suggested perhaps she followed his line of thought, but that it was somewhere caught between wishful thinking and an order of possibilities rather difficult to attain.
"My life was signed over to the Guard from the day I turned eight," her attention returned forward as she gently ushered the horses on to close the gap between them and the cart ahead, "I was always going to be a tool of the Guard, never had a choice in the matter. Holstag has been training and grooming me for a position in the Knights for as long as I can remember."
A pause as she gazed off briefly toward the west where those that had already drank from the oasis well were setting up tents and firepits for the evening. It looked peaceful, watching the people work and go about their humble lives. She'd had the opportunity to live something close to that for a few days. Samantha Black, Blacksmith in Wissburg, wife to Orin Black. How quaint and unusual it had been. A strange comfort of a quiet life of ignorance that was never meant to last. Ral didn't think poorly of those few days either. She'd been given a chance to see a different side of Edric that she likely never would have seen otherwise.
"Maybe you're the best of us then, Henk," she said after a length of silence, "maybe it's really the ones like you and Chasmine we should be looking to. The ones that figured out how to be a person instead of a tool."