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"It is a waste of your time to try."
She ducked round another corner, feeling the searing heat of the beast behind her. The sound of timbers snapping and stone cracking, the screams of the innocents caught in the path of the beast, all of these things hammered at her. The terror pulsing through her only heightened with each moment, her heart hammering in her chest as though it were trying to break its way free of the cage of bone and sinew.
Thunder growled overhead, but the clouds would give no moisture, no rain to put out the fires. Smoke wafted through the streets of Dornoch, embers drifting through the air like a million stars brought to earth. Screams. More screams.
The diminutive girl rounded another corner, and came to a dead end. She spun to run back the way she had come, but it was too late. The Beast had reached her almost as soon as she reached this ill-fated corner. Fire blazed from its indistinct form, the fiery heart of the Elemental a blue-white blaze that burned her with its mere proximity. The power of the prim pulsed within her, a counterpoint to her thundering heart.
"There is no escape. There is no undoing the past. You have no power here, and you have no power there, either." The voice was unusual, the sounds of a blazing inferno somehow morphing into spoken words, words created from crackling wood, burning flesh, the roar of the flames itself, and the howling of the fire-wrought winds. Unnatural, horrifying to listen to. The thing lashed a tail made of plasma, and a building collapsed into a blazing ruin, the screams of its inhabitants cut short. "Face your fate, vile d'Avore. Stand in the way of progress no more!'
The beast lashed out with a clawed forelimb, fire giving nearly physical form. Lyssia raised a hand, calling forth the power residing in her flesh to create a shield of light and, for a moment, the magic wove itself into a barrier. Clawed limb slammed into something immaterial.
I stopped it! The girl felt triumph as the shield she had erected held, and started to dart forward, to try and extend the chase and buy herself more time.
But fiery, crackling cackles rolled through her head. "Useless. Utterly..."
Light flashed. The sound, imagined in her head, of shattering glass, as the quick shield she had erected to protect herself from the Elementals' fury, shattered into a million pieces. A look of almost bored triumph lazily crossed the creatures face, the face of a woman with a narrow face and hard eyes.
Bored. Careless of the life she took. No hatred, nor anger, only indifference to the destruction wrought in her wake. Lyssia had enough time to see the face of her enemy before the appendage smashed her into the stones, which cracked from the intense heat. To open her mouth and shriek in agony as the flesh was seared from her bones, hair from her skull. Agony.
"...useless."
She sat up suddenly with a violent gasp, bedding pooling round her waist a she she did. Sweat ran down her face, darkened the woolen shift she wore, dampened the bedding even. For a long moment, the girl sat there practically panting, her heart thundering in her chest nearly as hard as it had moments before...
"...in a dream," she breathed to herself, chest heaving. "Just a dream."
It took several minutes for her to get over the nightmare. Her nights had been plagued with them ever since the fire elemental had destroyed the inn she had been working at. Ever since she had to face the grim specter of death, and the horrors of what she could only imagine war looked like. Her hands still felt unclean, stained by the blood of those she had been unable - or unwilling - to save. She shame of those failures was as nothing, though, when compared to staring death straight in the eyes.
She had lived, but she now knew she was a coward. She had never felt so frightened in all of her life, standing there in the presence of a true monster, stinking of her own urine and terror. The fellow she had been with had seemed unfazed by the prospect of death, but it had taken every ounce of self control not to run from that scene, from that creature, and hide in an alley. She was a coward at heart.
Do I have the strength to go through with this? An unanswered question, but perhaps it did not matter in the end. She had little choice but to see this through the the end, and that end might be one of obscurity and ignoble defeat. Or with her head taken from her shoulders, her body flung to the wild beasts and denied a proper burial.
She looked to the window. The light streaming through was not that of early morning, but rather that of high noon. Blessedly, it was a cool day and this room had not become unbearably warm. She had not intended to sleep so late, but she did not sleep well of recent. She might not sleep at all tonight, so a little extra - for what it was worth - might prove useful. The thought of what she intended to do increased the anxiety growing steadily within her, but she crushed it mercilessly and refused to let it grow again. Swinging her feet out over the edge of her narrow bed, she rose and silently crossed her room to the only other piece of furniture in the spartan space. She opened the top drawer, checking to see that the two smaller wash-leather purses were still there. They were, nestled underneath her spare shifts.
They represented nearly all of her remaining money. Most of it had been spent to procure this tower house out near the tsagaan, and not far from where the elemental had razed a small section of Dornoch with its fury. The acrid scent of burned wood and other things still hung in the air here. It was a constant reminder of how close she had come to simply ceasing to be.
Closing the drawer, she went to the window, her steps heavy with weariness. Looking outside into the city, filled with its beauty and strength, made Lyssia feel even more weak, even more frail and useless. It seemed since that day that she had lost all control of her life, and the fact that she seemed to be incapable of making any meaningful change in her life terrified her more than the thought of death did, though she would admit to that no sooner than the other.
"It is time to do something about that," she said to herself softly. It was time to try and wrest back the reins of her life from the usurpers that had stolen them from her. It was time to clear the rubble, and restore that which had been lost.
***
The building was a four story affair that had been vacant only a short time; the merchant that had occupied it had moved out shortly after the conflagration had consumed part of the city. Surprisingly, Lyssia had been able to find someone willing to help her find a place to live whom had not asked many questions about why she needed such a large place within Dornoch. Though it had been unsolicited, the reason was simple enough; she had healed his sister in the aftermath of the elemental attack, and saved her life.
Apparently, that was enough to overcome the stigma of being accused of having a hand in the plot to assassinate the Dynast. Of course, most of the commons did not know much in way of details, only that her family had been disgraced and cast down. It was not every day that one of the great Families, let alone a Bursar, was cast into the wilds headless on the charges of treason.
The place had been cheap enough, considering. Questions might be asked about what a dispossessed noble would want with an entire building to themselves when they ostensibly had been stripped of all land and titles and all wealth, but this fellow did not seem to care. It was a start, anyway.
The same fellow had also put word out that she was looking for people up for hire that could dig up some information for her. She was careful not to say what, though, or why. She had not worked out how she would offer the job to any prospects, should there be any; she couldn't very well just come out and say that she wanted to break into one of Bursar Adora Ki'ionte's properties to dig up dirt that might implicate the woman in the whole affair with her family. Even outlanders might run to the Royals, then, and then she would shortly be joining her mother in the great beyond.
She stepped into the main room on the lower floor. The fellow - Damon, as she recalled his name - had said that a couple had expressed some interest in her offer. She had not pried into where he had found them, nor what sort of people they were. The commons were, by and large, cut from the same cloth as far as she was concerned. A year and a half of abuse and shunning, of living in the worst possible situations, had done little to curb her attitude towards commoners. She still believed, even now, that there was something bred-in-the-bone that made her better than they were.
Sometimes it was damnably difficult to maintain that notion, though. As she reached the bottom of the stairs, she cast a look into a sconce on the wall. It was reflective enough to give her a rough image of herself, and all that earned was a grimace. Pale flesh, fiery red hair bound at the nape of her neck with large, intelligent eyes a peculiar amethyst shade that seemed to glow faintly with an inner light. That was all well and good, but the rest? Instead of silk or even linen, she wore a nearly shapeless sack of a woolen dress. The cut was a little better than she had had since her expulsion from the ranks of the aristocracy, but it was still plain compared to what it should have been. At least it wasn't brown, a color she had come to truly detest. This one was deep blue, but it lacked any embroidery, frills, or lace. It was a commoners' working dress, which was just as well since it was work she was about.
At least she had boots this time.
The fae scowled at the room. It was as spartan as the room she'd made into her bedroom, sporting only a few wooden chairs and a cold fireplace. It did not indicate someone of means lived here, which was the unfortunate truth. For now, at least; perhaps some of her other investments would pay dividends and give her some income, however meager it might be.
All in all, the place felt as empty as it was. Ghostly memories of people scurrying about, busy with the work they were being paid for, thse haunted her. The townhouse was bereft of wait staff, of butlers, of any kind of staff at all.
But at least its a roof. At least it gives the appearance of not being completely penniless. Sometimes, the illusion was all that was needed. That was what statecraft often was, and it was statecraft she had been training in before all of this had come to pass. Perhaps she could wring something out of nothing, and begin the process of clawing herself out of the hole she had been dumped in.
All there was to do now, was wait.
She ducked round another corner, feeling the searing heat of the beast behind her. The sound of timbers snapping and stone cracking, the screams of the innocents caught in the path of the beast, all of these things hammered at her. The terror pulsing through her only heightened with each moment, her heart hammering in her chest as though it were trying to break its way free of the cage of bone and sinew.
Thunder growled overhead, but the clouds would give no moisture, no rain to put out the fires. Smoke wafted through the streets of Dornoch, embers drifting through the air like a million stars brought to earth. Screams. More screams.
The diminutive girl rounded another corner, and came to a dead end. She spun to run back the way she had come, but it was too late. The Beast had reached her almost as soon as she reached this ill-fated corner. Fire blazed from its indistinct form, the fiery heart of the Elemental a blue-white blaze that burned her with its mere proximity. The power of the prim pulsed within her, a counterpoint to her thundering heart.
"There is no escape. There is no undoing the past. You have no power here, and you have no power there, either." The voice was unusual, the sounds of a blazing inferno somehow morphing into spoken words, words created from crackling wood, burning flesh, the roar of the flames itself, and the howling of the fire-wrought winds. Unnatural, horrifying to listen to. The thing lashed a tail made of plasma, and a building collapsed into a blazing ruin, the screams of its inhabitants cut short. "Face your fate, vile d'Avore. Stand in the way of progress no more!'
The beast lashed out with a clawed forelimb, fire giving nearly physical form. Lyssia raised a hand, calling forth the power residing in her flesh to create a shield of light and, for a moment, the magic wove itself into a barrier. Clawed limb slammed into something immaterial.
I stopped it! The girl felt triumph as the shield she had erected held, and started to dart forward, to try and extend the chase and buy herself more time.
But fiery, crackling cackles rolled through her head. "Useless. Utterly..."
Light flashed. The sound, imagined in her head, of shattering glass, as the quick shield she had erected to protect herself from the Elementals' fury, shattered into a million pieces. A look of almost bored triumph lazily crossed the creatures face, the face of a woman with a narrow face and hard eyes.
Bored. Careless of the life she took. No hatred, nor anger, only indifference to the destruction wrought in her wake. Lyssia had enough time to see the face of her enemy before the appendage smashed her into the stones, which cracked from the intense heat. To open her mouth and shriek in agony as the flesh was seared from her bones, hair from her skull. Agony.
"...useless."
She sat up suddenly with a violent gasp, bedding pooling round her waist a she she did. Sweat ran down her face, darkened the woolen shift she wore, dampened the bedding even. For a long moment, the girl sat there practically panting, her heart thundering in her chest nearly as hard as it had moments before...
"...in a dream," she breathed to herself, chest heaving. "Just a dream."
It took several minutes for her to get over the nightmare. Her nights had been plagued with them ever since the fire elemental had destroyed the inn she had been working at. Ever since she had to face the grim specter of death, and the horrors of what she could only imagine war looked like. Her hands still felt unclean, stained by the blood of those she had been unable - or unwilling - to save. She shame of those failures was as nothing, though, when compared to staring death straight in the eyes.
She had lived, but she now knew she was a coward. She had never felt so frightened in all of her life, standing there in the presence of a true monster, stinking of her own urine and terror. The fellow she had been with had seemed unfazed by the prospect of death, but it had taken every ounce of self control not to run from that scene, from that creature, and hide in an alley. She was a coward at heart.
Do I have the strength to go through with this? An unanswered question, but perhaps it did not matter in the end. She had little choice but to see this through the the end, and that end might be one of obscurity and ignoble defeat. Or with her head taken from her shoulders, her body flung to the wild beasts and denied a proper burial.
She looked to the window. The light streaming through was not that of early morning, but rather that of high noon. Blessedly, it was a cool day and this room had not become unbearably warm. She had not intended to sleep so late, but she did not sleep well of recent. She might not sleep at all tonight, so a little extra - for what it was worth - might prove useful. The thought of what she intended to do increased the anxiety growing steadily within her, but she crushed it mercilessly and refused to let it grow again. Swinging her feet out over the edge of her narrow bed, she rose and silently crossed her room to the only other piece of furniture in the spartan space. She opened the top drawer, checking to see that the two smaller wash-leather purses were still there. They were, nestled underneath her spare shifts.
They represented nearly all of her remaining money. Most of it had been spent to procure this tower house out near the tsagaan, and not far from where the elemental had razed a small section of Dornoch with its fury. The acrid scent of burned wood and other things still hung in the air here. It was a constant reminder of how close she had come to simply ceasing to be.
Closing the drawer, she went to the window, her steps heavy with weariness. Looking outside into the city, filled with its beauty and strength, made Lyssia feel even more weak, even more frail and useless. It seemed since that day that she had lost all control of her life, and the fact that she seemed to be incapable of making any meaningful change in her life terrified her more than the thought of death did, though she would admit to that no sooner than the other.
"It is time to do something about that," she said to herself softly. It was time to try and wrest back the reins of her life from the usurpers that had stolen them from her. It was time to clear the rubble, and restore that which had been lost.
***
The building was a four story affair that had been vacant only a short time; the merchant that had occupied it had moved out shortly after the conflagration had consumed part of the city. Surprisingly, Lyssia had been able to find someone willing to help her find a place to live whom had not asked many questions about why she needed such a large place within Dornoch. Though it had been unsolicited, the reason was simple enough; she had healed his sister in the aftermath of the elemental attack, and saved her life.
Apparently, that was enough to overcome the stigma of being accused of having a hand in the plot to assassinate the Dynast. Of course, most of the commons did not know much in way of details, only that her family had been disgraced and cast down. It was not every day that one of the great Families, let alone a Bursar, was cast into the wilds headless on the charges of treason.
The place had been cheap enough, considering. Questions might be asked about what a dispossessed noble would want with an entire building to themselves when they ostensibly had been stripped of all land and titles and all wealth, but this fellow did not seem to care. It was a start, anyway.
The same fellow had also put word out that she was looking for people up for hire that could dig up some information for her. She was careful not to say what, though, or why. She had not worked out how she would offer the job to any prospects, should there be any; she couldn't very well just come out and say that she wanted to break into one of Bursar Adora Ki'ionte's properties to dig up dirt that might implicate the woman in the whole affair with her family. Even outlanders might run to the Royals, then, and then she would shortly be joining her mother in the great beyond.
She stepped into the main room on the lower floor. The fellow - Damon, as she recalled his name - had said that a couple had expressed some interest in her offer. She had not pried into where he had found them, nor what sort of people they were. The commons were, by and large, cut from the same cloth as far as she was concerned. A year and a half of abuse and shunning, of living in the worst possible situations, had done little to curb her attitude towards commoners. She still believed, even now, that there was something bred-in-the-bone that made her better than they were.
Sometimes it was damnably difficult to maintain that notion, though. As she reached the bottom of the stairs, she cast a look into a sconce on the wall. It was reflective enough to give her a rough image of herself, and all that earned was a grimace. Pale flesh, fiery red hair bound at the nape of her neck with large, intelligent eyes a peculiar amethyst shade that seemed to glow faintly with an inner light. That was all well and good, but the rest? Instead of silk or even linen, she wore a nearly shapeless sack of a woolen dress. The cut was a little better than she had had since her expulsion from the ranks of the aristocracy, but it was still plain compared to what it should have been. At least it wasn't brown, a color she had come to truly detest. This one was deep blue, but it lacked any embroidery, frills, or lace. It was a commoners' working dress, which was just as well since it was work she was about.
At least she had boots this time.
The fae scowled at the room. It was as spartan as the room she'd made into her bedroom, sporting only a few wooden chairs and a cold fireplace. It did not indicate someone of means lived here, which was the unfortunate truth. For now, at least; perhaps some of her other investments would pay dividends and give her some income, however meager it might be.
All in all, the place felt as empty as it was. Ghostly memories of people scurrying about, busy with the work they were being paid for, thse haunted her. The townhouse was bereft of wait staff, of butlers, of any kind of staff at all.
But at least its a roof. At least it gives the appearance of not being completely penniless. Sometimes, the illusion was all that was needed. That was what statecraft often was, and it was statecraft she had been training in before all of this had come to pass. Perhaps she could wring something out of nothing, and begin the process of clawing herself out of the hole she had been dumped in.
All there was to do now, was wait.