Exquisite pain shot through Victoria as her skin tore and knit itself back together. She had imbibed a healthy amount of blood at dinner, so although the attacks on her body grew deliciously more violent, none left a mark that took more than a minute to heal. This brought the need for Fallon to make more wounds, and the masochistic ballet continued.
Victoria had never before wished that she would not heal. One of the greatest gifts of her curse was now an unacceptable tragedy. She wanted so badly for even one of Fallon's marks to remain, to have but a single scar. She wanted to be branded with tooth and claw to boldly declare how she had been
taken. How could a ring ever be enough?
Alas, despite her breathy wishes, she was laid upon the furs as a perfect replica of the night she died. The wounds Fallon had opened sealed as if they had never existed, the blood that had poured from them licked clean.
She held Fallon closely in the small, dark closet, running cool ivory palms over her sweltering skin. She stroked her neck and and back and over the strong arms that had entwined her. She ran her bare feet up along Fallon's calves and nestled the woman's face against her chest. Her wolf had had a difficult night.
She allowed Fallon to rest. Victoria dozed off from time to time herself, but mostly she lay still and listened to her fiancée's breathing. When at last the wolf stirred, she spoke softly.
"I need you to come somewhere with me tonight. Somewhere I haven't had the strength to go on my own." Fallon would certainly have heard the tension in her voice, and felt the nervous twitches of her fingers.
~*~
The graveyard overlooked the sea. With no light save for moon and stars the tombstones were black sentries on the gently sloping grass. There was a low stone wall surrounding the cemetery, made from the same dark slabs as Greyrock Castle, which loomed just behind the two women. A firm stone's throw in front of them, just beyond the short wall, were the sheer stone cliffs to the crashing sea below.
Victoria had dressed herself in some of the furs they'd slept on, and she walked forwards with a vice grip on Fallon's hand. The headstones were badly worn by salt and constant wind, but the names grew clearer as they moved through the generations of her family. By the time they had walked half way through Victoria began to recognize those names, and her hand began to tremble within Fallon's grasp as they reached the thing she had been dreading. The thing she had refused to look at since reclaiming her ancestral home: her own grave.
Victoria Elise O'Connor
Born 165, Lost 185
Though her body be not found, may her spirit be forever at peace.
There was icewater running down her face, and it took Victoria a full minute to realize that her eyes were streaming tears. She did not understand what she was feeling. Did she miss her parents, seeing their tombs set just above hers, forever watching over their daughter's memory even now? Was she conflicted by the tangible reminder that she
had died, that she
had been murdered, albeit transformed. Maybe it was the wish for her spirit to be at peace, which was quite an impossibility now.
Her eyes panned to the side and she saw what she had expected to see ever since their visit to her distant relatives, yet some small part of her had been hoping it would not be here. Another large tombstone in the plot adjacent which read:
Seamus Arthur O'Connor
Born 187, Died 227
F--h--, --s--n-, Sc--l--
The last line had been scraped away, rather deliberately by its appearance, but Victoria did not dwell on that and instead tried to decide if she were sad, relieved, or furious at all of this.