The days passed in a blur to her. More drugs, she was sure. More things she shouldn't have said-- shouldn't have felt-- frustrating feelings boiling to the surface, defective because she couldn't stomp them out.
Ana had never been self-conscious about her difference in nature before. But as the group had changed and new demands were placed on them on, she felt there was no longer a place for her sensitive reactions in their bid for survival. She didn't actively understand she felt this way, but it was there all the same.
So when the vivid dreams stopped and the haze pulled from her mind, she woke with a sense of resolve she had not had before.
Near death experiences do that do a person.
Her eyes flickered to Berrek, a swath of weapons spread out around him, the task not completed as he had drifted into sleep watching over her. She licked her lips, parched, and pulled herself up with a grunt. He startled to.
She pushed through the doors to the captains cabin, Saul's cabin, as it was-- and the place they did their planning as him and the others were draped over spread out parchment. "You better not be going without me," she told them, a flush of color to her otherwise steely expression. She moved normal, though her shoulders were held tight in place.