Private Tales Reckoning

A private roleplay only for those invited by the first writer
She wasn't used to seeing him this way, and she couldn't help the feeling of guilt that rose up in her chest and threatened to flow from her lips in the form of an apology. She stopped herself. Why should she be sorry? She had nothing to be sorry for other than being such a damned idiot for giving him a moment of her trust.

He'd made her feel so stupid.. So worthless..

Emilie set her jaw and let out a quiet huff, her head shaking in confusion. "What do you mean you?.." she frowned.
 
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How could he even begin to explain it?

Even if he'd had a voice, Mako knew that what was on his mind right now would make him sound like an absolute mad man.

Yet something in the back of his mind told him that he was right. That he had done something to those sails. He'd never touched them, never gone near the ties or the ropes, but he could feel it within his very soul that it had been his fault.

He shook his head. I...don't know.

The Pirate mouthed slowly.

For a moment he hesitated, then he pointed to himself, to the deck above. Then he looked at his hand, watching it, fingers curling.

Magic? There was a question in his eyes as he mouthed the word.
 
Emilie's eyes narrowed on him as he mouthed to her. She'd never seen him look so damned lost, like some adorable puppy if that puppy had been reprimanded for being a selfish prick. He tugged at something in her chest and she hated him even more for it.

"You think you have magic that you've never known about until now?" she frowned at him dubiously. The early morning air was cold and the sea spray was colder. At least it made her feel a little less nauseous, but she wrapped her arms around herself and lifted her shoulders with a shudder.

"It was just an accident, Mako." she muttered and wandered over to sit down beside him with a huff. "Thanks for putting me to bed." she grumbled.
 
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Was it?

Mako was not entirely sure, but he couldn't prove otherwise. There was no flicking his fingers to emulate the results, he had tried. A part of his mind hoped that Emilie was correct, that it was just an accident, a coincidence.

Yet a voice in the back of his head told him it was not so.

He turned his head slightly, looking at Emilie. The vulnerability that he was showing did not go away, it couldn't.

For a moment the mute seemed to hesitate, as if he did not know what to do. What to 'say'. A frown touched his lips, and then he reached out a hand, placing it gently over hers. It was a quiet gesture, but the only one Mako could think of in that moment.

Even if it ended with a slap to the face.
 
Emilie glanced at him and then to his hand. She stared at it and slowly drifted through phases of the feelings he'd dragged her thought. Anger was the first thing. She'd said she'd never wanted to see him again and she'd meant it, then she'd spiralled into a drunken wreck when she realised how alone she was. Then came the sadness of everything she'd undergone since the day she'd met that reckoner in an alleyway, since her father had killed him and changed their lives forever.

She'd been the only one of her family who'd lived and she couldn't help but wonder what she was still living for. She had nothing, no-one, nothing but the mark on her shoulder driving her to murder someone she didn't even know and he was the only one she knew who understood.

Loneliness won. Emilie swallowed the ache in her throat and leaned into him, her head settling down on his shoulder and her eyes closing wordlessly.
 
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Emilie's warmth against his side was pleasant, reassuring.

It staunched the feeling of panic that had stuck in his stomach, that sensation of not knowing what he had done. What he could do. It wouldn't have been wrong to say he was scared, terrified even. He had never thought something like this would happen to him, and now that it had...

His mind was running through dozens upon dozens of memories. Each of them was a mark of something that had happened, something like the snap of the sail. Somewhere he had been saved by what he'd thought was mere coincidence.

Mako frowned slightly, his body shifting to lean gently into Emilie. The two of them were a pathetic sight, cobbled together in the corner of the lower deck, pressed softly into one another.

He tried to forget. He tried not to focus on what he might be. Tried instead to draw his mind to Emilie's warmth, the comfort that she provided.

Even if she still hated him.
 
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Emilie's brow furrowed and her eyes remained closed as he leaned into her. He was warm despite sitting out here on the deck, and she sighed as she curled her arm around his and nestled in a little. They were both something that they both needed in that moment, she told herself. With that thought she was unable not to let her mind drift back to the river and she was surprised to feel her chest aching. It'd been the last time she'd had fun, real fun, not the 'out of her mind on disgusting alcohol' sort of fun. But, the way he'd made her feel had been a lie, she'd been a pawn.

A tear squeezed its way free of her eye and she let out a frustrated huff. "I just want to kill whoever we need to kill and be done with this.." she said. "I'm so sick and tired of this pain." she frowned, though what pain was worse exactly, she wasn't sure.
 
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Mako's lips turned into a frown as he opened his eyes and gazed at Emilie.

For a second his own worries were forgotten, the monster that he might be left behind as he saw the tear roll down Emilie's face. Lips thinned for a moment, fingers tightening at his side. A rush of anguish pulled through his chest, breath catching.

What could he 'say'? Do?

A part of him wondered if things would have been different had he a voice, if he could have fixed things and made her understand. It was a small wish, but one that he had never wanted more in his life. Another second passed, another thundering heartbeat.

Then slowly he reached up.

His touch was gentle, soft, easily pushed away if she chose.

But his palm softly cupped against her cheek, the calloused fingers of a sailor caressing Emilie's skin. His thumb drawing away her tears.
 
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A deep sigh slipped slowly from her chest at the touch. It was conflicting, but it was warm and it was comforting and she needed it and so she allowed him to brush away the tear and leaned into his palm.

Her eyes closed for a moment, and she realised the pain had ebbed slightly. She realised the rough seas had calmed a little. Her hand rose to settle atop his, pressing it a little more firmly to her cheek before she turned to look at him, bleary eyed and lost.

She frowned as she studied his face, perpetually aggrieved by how beautiful it was. His eyes were polished amber in the golden hour light and his lips were particularly inviting in her current state of hopelessness. That he was quite literally the only person she had in this world was a heavy, lonely thought, and whether she could forgive him or not, she wasn’t entirely sure.. But she was already kissing him before she could allow her anger to stop her.
 
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Mako hadn't intended it, hadn't thought it would ever happen again.

All that he'd wanted to do was comfort her. Bring her some sense that it was going to be alright. That was all he had wanted, to take one step forward towards not having her despise him so much.

Yet the moment she moved forward, the second that he felt her lips on his Mako felt a strumming through his soul. Fingers softly caressed over Emilie's cheek, dropping slowly to her neck as she shifted and pressed slightly against him.

His arm softly slipped around the small of her back, pulling her closer.

All other thoughts disappeared from his head, wiped away by the moment. He forgot about what he might be, forgot about the monster that might lurk within himself.

Instead his thoughts shifted, drawing to her. To Emilie. The day that he had spent outside of the life he'd grown up with. The day that he had been normal. Slowly his arm tightened around her, pulling her tighter.
 
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She breathed him in, the smell of sea salt and last night's alcohol. Her mind was in turmoil, a raging battle between hating him and wanting him, wanting something to dull the pain and misery she felt without making her blackout or throw up.

The arm that curled around her back and held her tightly was welcomed and she shifted into his lap, wanting to be as close to him as she possibly could. Her hands rose to his face and rested there a moment before letting her fingers slide into his hair, her heart pitching as she allowed herself to be as shameful as she had to be to feel something.
 
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Mako was lost in her.

Just as he had been that first time, just as he had been in every moment with her. Explaining it would have been hard, just like with that sail today. It was some sort of trance, a push on his thoughts. One moment he was there, conscious, and the next she was there.

That was all that mattered.

His arm wrapped around her, pulled her tight, and with one quick sweep he pulled her up and off of the ground.

Emilie would feel her back pressed against the wall of the ship. Mako's breath desperately pulling into his lungs before he kissed her even more fiercely than before. His hands grasped her, held her, not slipping away for a single second.
 
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Oh she was certain the crew heard. There was little she could do to avoid it, and one or two had already rounded the corner only to abruptly turn back, pretending they'd seen nothing. She didn't care. All she had was pure pent up carnal aggression and anger and she took it all out on him until she couldn't breathe.

Her heart stumbled a few paces ahead and it took her lungs some time to catch up. After she was lowered back to the ground she let her head fall back against the wood she'd been pinned against, her fingers slowly unfurling from his hair and sliding onto his chest as she swore under her breath.

She hated what he'd done to her and yet this, this was the best she'd felt since the last time it'd happened and she might hate herself for it later but now all she wanted was to stop feeling anger and pain. She adjusted herself awkwardly and glanced along the ship's deck, her blush invisible on her already flushed cheeks.

"This doesn't mean I forgive you." she said quietly, leaning to graze her bruised lips over his. "Nor will it next time. Or the time after that." she frowned.
 
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Rendering a mute man speechless was a difficult thing to do, but Emilie had managed it.

His hands still rested against her skin, thumbs resting upon her hips, fingers slowly grazing over her his chest rose and fell. A heady daze fell over his thoughts, mind that had been adrift with a thousand things now focused only upon one thing.

When she spoke Mako slowly began to nod, understanding, knowing. Then suddenly he was stopped as bruised lips grazed over his, the quiet promise of more to come sending a thrill through him.

He could deal with the anger, enmity. As long as she wasn't gone. As long as she didn't entirely pull away from him. Mako would rather have Emilie hate him, take him, throw him against the wall than ignore him entirely. His head dipped in a nod, his hands tugging her close as he kissed her once more.
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The following weeks were a whirlwind.

Mako did his best to not think about what had happened, to ignore the falling of the sail and instead focus on other things. At first he ingratiated himself with the crew. He trained with them, sparred and tested his skills with a sword. Then his thoughts would drift.

To the sail. To Emile.

Then he attempted to peek through Amara's study, learn the maps of where they were going, read books that Radic did not have. Yet there he found only things he did not want to learn. Things of magic, of what he might be.

Each time Mako found something to do, it would be tainted in some way. Even the work of the crew, climbing the mast and weighing anchor. It all brought him to thoughts of his past, things that had happened in his youth. Back home and on The Crow.

As the days passed, Mako's frustrations grew.

Never aided by the fact of the itch upon his shoulders. The mark burning, pushing, driving both him and Emilie at a constant pace.

It was only in her that he found any sort of satisfaction. The two of them came together like sparks of separate flames growing into a single inferno. It didn't matter who began it, what the other was doing. Sleeping in their hammock, training, cooking in the galley, watching the stars in solitude. One would find the other, and within seconds that was that.

There was a comfort between the two of them. Something that let both of them feel, control. If only just for a moment.

Rumors swirled of course. Amara teased him, the crew jested, but Mako didn't care. A roll of his eyes to the Captain, a fist to the face of the man who said one thing too far. All of it was paltry when he was with her, and everything else seemed small. Even whatever jinx lurked inside of him.

Near enough two weeks passed in that fashion. Two times they had stopped for water, supplies. Two times Mako and Emilie had attempted to leave the ship, and both occurrences had seen them brought to their knees by the mark.

So they had kept sailing, and the frustration had grown.

So it's Teth, then? Mako asked, his fingers flicking at Amara.

The Captain nodded her head, and Mako frowned. It had to be Teth. That had to be where they were going. Amara had told him she would be turning back from there. There was no other sense to the mark elsewise.

"You ever been?"
Amara asked, peering over Mako's shoulder and watching as Emilie approached. No, Radic always said Teth was too soft for him.
 
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Emilie found herself adapting rather well to life on the sea. She spent many nights contemplating that perhaps, when this was done, she'd stay aboard. She had nothing to go home to, and it was such a carefree way of life that it suited her. It suited her to forget her old life and leave her troubles on land. It suited her to drink and dance and lose herself in whatever way she could. Out here in the middle of the ocean with nothing but sea and sky, she couldn't possibly feel more lost than that.

Her time spent with Mako took her mind off of her worries and the constant burning pain she was in, and over time she'd grown a little less cold toward him. They met one another's needs and they did so particularly well. She couldn't deny that she craved him the moment he'd left her bed, but she still hated him. She wondered if she'd ever stop hating him..

She caught sight of the conversation between the two as she approached, and she'd picked up enough of his little language to know what he was asking. It was a clever thing, really, now that she understood some of it. Luckily she'd always seemed able to read his expressions and whatever was on his mind. He was good at communicating with nothing more than a look, and more often than not, said looks saw the pair disappearing at several points of the day.

"What's it like?.." she asked Amara as she settled against a barrel, her fingers absently trying to soothe the mark on her shoulder.
 
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Mako glanced over his shoulder as Emilie stepped up to the conversion. A slight smile touched his lips, a memory of that morning flickering through his mind for just the brief moment. The bruise on her collar still showing just beneath the cut of her blouse.

"Teth? It's....chaotic."

Amara offered, apparently oblivious to the way Mako was looking at Emilie.

"Not like any city you've ever been to, probably either of you actually."

Mako raised an eyebrow, flicking his fingers for a brief moment. What makes it so different? I've been to other pirate towns, Cerak and Port Ithra.


Amara shook her head, unimpressed by the 'words'.

"Teth isn't Cerak, or Ithra. It's more wild. The whole city is made up of hundreds and hundreds of ships lashed and cobbled together. There's no government, now law, no 'Pirate King'."

She said those words with no small amount of disdain.

"Anything goes, as long as you can make it happen. Whether with gold, or muscle."

Mako frowned for a few seconds, glancing at Emilie before his fingers flickered against. Sounds like a good place to hide.

He observed with a frown.
 
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Emilie was not oblivious to the way Mako was looking at her. A faint blush coloured her cheeks and she adjusted her collar and clearing her throat.

She watched as Mako 'spoke', her brow furrowing as she tried to pick out what he was saying. Amara's description of the ramshackle city sounded hectic, and Mako's observation caused her brow to furrow as she nodded in agreement with a look of concern.

If they lost whomever they were looking for in a city like that, would they ever find him? Why couldn't they find him on this damn ship? Because there were too many people clustered into the same area? Emilie pinched at the bridge of her nose.

"Sounds wonderful. How long are you docking there?" she asked, not too keen in being stranded in such a place.
 
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"A week, no less, no more."

Amara said with a considering look. Theth was safe, at least for most smugglers and pirates. There was an understanding. No one interfered with business, not if they wanted to keep coming back. The lords saw to that, if little else.

"That should be enough."
Mako said with a flicker of his fingers.

Amara frowned for a moment, looking at Mako, then to Emilie.

"I'll always take you on my ship, but you have to be careful on Teth. There's lots of folk most wouldn't dare cross, and Radic's name won't go far. Understand?"

The words were directed at Mako.

Her gaze was stern, serious. He slowly dipped his head in a nod, a quick glance offered towards Emilie.

A part of him wanted to tell her to stay on the ship, to keep away from Teth and just let him take care of the problem. Yet he knew the moment he suggested such a thing she would simply object. Hell, she might never speak to him again.

The Mute frowned, silencing himself.

As they stood a call went out. The man in the crows nest shouted, his voice carrying as Teth finally came into sight upon the horizon.
 
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Emilie’s gaze searched those milling around on the deck. She’d already memorised their names and faces, but to find the one they were looking for, they needed them to spread out. But she worried that they might lose them if they weren’t quick to follow the trail. Teth sounded like chaos, and things were far too easily lost in the midst of chaos.

“I’ll be coming back with you, if that’s alright..” she frowned to Amara. She had no idea where the woman would be going next, but she realised how little that mattered to her. As the call went out, Emilie turned to narrow her gaze on the forest of ship masts in the distance, protruding from a thick mist that hung over the water there.

Emilie looked to Mako, her expression blank with the many thoughts that raced through her mind and her fingers squeezing at the ache on her shoulder that was slowly driving her to insanity.
 
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"Whatever you like, Love."

Amara said with a smile. Over the last few weeks the Captain had grown fond of Emilie. Their interactions had not been long, but being trapped on a ship together bred friendships like nothing else. Despite herself she liked the girl, perhaps not a little bit because Mako did too.

"Just remember, a week. More than that and I can't risk it, storms will be coming."

Mako looked at her, raising an eyebrow.

Radic had never sailed the northern seas. He'd never much like venturing through the straits of Allir or even going around the distant capes. He had always had his reasons, but it hadn't stymied any of Mako's curiosities. He signed quickly. What if we take longer?

Amara shrugged.

"Then you best make yourself comfortable, I won't be back for two months."

Mako glanced towards Emilie, glancing towards her hands lingering on her shoulders. Slowly he reached out and gently touched her arm. His fingers flickering slowly.

We'll get you back before then.
He suggested as the ship swept into Teth's chaotic harbors.
 
Emilie had nowhere else to be. There had been a hollow pit in her stomach every time she thought about going back 'home', because she no longer knew what that was. Home had never been a place to her, it'd been people, her family, and now she had nothing but the clothes on her back and the dagger in her boot. Somehow it felt better having no destination. She'd put effort into learning how to sail over the last few weeks, and she'd clung to the sense of belonging she'd found in Amara's crew.

Her lips twisted anxiously at the thought of being left behind in Teth, and she looked at Mako as he touched her arm. She didn't flinch away. She watched his fingers move and returned her gaze to his face with a sigh and a firm nod. She could always read his face better than his unspoken language, but she understood.

"A week. No more." she agreed with a firm nod, and turned to watch the floating city grow closer.
 
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A week.

That wasn't a lot of time, especially in a new city. Especially in a new city like Teth. If Amara was to be believed this place was chaos urbanfied. They would have to find their way through it all, push against the crowd, and located the man who had killed the Reckoner.

It wasn't going to be easy, but they had a shot at least.

Mako turned around along with Emilie, leaning on the railing of the ship as the city edged closer and closer. As it came into view the utter nonsense of it all became apparent. Ships quite literally strung together, huge wooden barges, and throngs of people made this place up.

By the time he processed it all Emilie and him were already standing on the gangplank besides Amara's ship. A crowd was rushing around them, some of them pirates, some of them smugglers, all of them moving as though they had a purpose.

Tavern first. Mako told Emilie with a quick flick of his fingers. Find out if anyone new has come through lately.

He already knew the answer would be yes, but it was a good starting point.
 
Emilie's mind whirled. It felt as though the world had descended into chaos around them and spread throughout this pirate's haven. She should have hated it, should have already been yearning for the peace and quiet of the countryside, and yet she grinned. If there was ever a city that could drown everything in her mind out, it appeared this could be it.

She made a face at Mako. "A Tavern would be a good start but I am not going to ask a barkeep next to a dock if anyone new has come through, when we don't know their name or what they look like. If there's a way to say 'this girl isn't from here - lets rob her' then that's one way of doing it." she snorted and strode off the gangplank to weave her way into the droves of people.
 
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Mako lingered there for a moment, frowning. Probably a good point.

The young pirate thought to himself, then quickly fell into step behind Emilie.

Teth was about as busy a city as he had ever seen. Alliria was chalk full of people, practically milling at all times of the day. Yet this was something else. The city itself was woven together, quite literally, and space was small. Everything was confined, pressed together.

That included the people.

Emilie and Mako made their way down the pier and through the forward markets, weaving their way through the crowd. Unconsciously Mako kept a hand on his purse strings, holding tightly to what meager possessions he'd managed to win off of the sailors.

Eventually the two travelers entered a larger market square, dozens of stalls, taverns, and shops decorating it's rim.

Within the center of the square lay a more open space, one that appeared to have been recently patched with newer wood.
 
The city was amazing. Chaotic, terrifying and potentially extremely dangerous but amazing. There was so much to take in that her mouth gaped as her gaze wandered the shambles of a city and its colourful inhabitants and visitors.

She stopped as her shoulder burned, like a harsh reminder that she had a task to focus on. She grit her teeth and pressed her hand down on the mark with a growl in frustration, changing her direction and hoping the pain might lessen. "So this mark.. How does it work exactly? Like some sort of sick compass?" she asked with a huff.
 
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