Liberty. Be it damned. His lips crooked at the answer, in a distant parody of a smile, that looked more like a painful grimace. Liberty was a joke, an illusion that nobody had, and it didn't answer a single question. He had some choices that he could make, but ultimately it was all out of his control. "I see," a bitter reply. Because nobody could just grace him with the simple answer, right?
Amygdala's next words only confirmed what he already knew. You are not a monster, what sweet words those were, before he did as much as slipped a bit. Changed a bit, gave in to the itch. And then it was all drawing blades, screaming curses and trying to kill. Because he was different, because he was one of a different kind even though he was born from a human mother and lived with human blood his whole life.
Leyus leaned back a little when Lazule and the creature stepped forward, but he did nothing more to step back further. Was there a point? "Such scum, aren't we," he couldn't help but muse, even though counting himself in with whatever Amygdala was stung with remorse, but this time, for once, there was a creature next to him who could relate to the feeling of seeing the dagger raised above their head.
A creature that had possibly put that dagger there in the first place. But who cared about details like that anymore? "Death and misery right next to us."
But, oh, if there had to be death here, then he wouldn't be ready to accept that of himself. Or Lazule. He had lived long enough to survive many times, his fair share and then an infinity more, and Leyus wasn't ready to give in to this thing, to the itch, to the weird drum that came in place of emotions he usually sensed, to the speeches that this thing made.
Only... What could he do?
As Lazule was pushed near him, Leyus took a wider stance, as if preparing himself for a fight, although in reality he knew very well that he would loose any combat against the woman. It was written here, plain and clear.
He was apparently a monster, and she was a monster hunter.
His only escape would be for that to be broken, untrue, at least for some time, but how could he break the tie she wanted to secure between them, forget and put into motion by Amygdala's words?
Leyus was no miracle maker.
As she chanted, he only whispered, "Be I damned."
And then the hit came. Hard. In his face. Not a lot of glory in that, although, for the moment being, all that Leyus felt was pain and the sickening sensation of being thrown back, hard enough to bruise in more than one place. Seconds later he felt the warm trail of blood on his cheek.
And then, through the ringing in his ears, he suddenly understood. This was his word, these were his letters, engraved into his very skin by Lazule's fist.
His fingers moved almost without his will, swiftly yet messily, scribbling a word in the dust of the road. He imagined reading it, imagined the tone, the lens it would go through. How had that teacher said it? Renown is to gather those around and nurture relationships. Maybe he wasn't exactly nurturing. Or maybe he was.
After all, a blow to a good relationship was scarring, so wouldn't a blow to a bad one be healing? A logic only he could muster, but it was last he had.
As Leyus' finger stopped moving, and he felt the still unfamiliar sting on magic pulsing through him, from the road grinned the crooket word: "HIT".
Amygdala's next words only confirmed what he already knew. You are not a monster, what sweet words those were, before he did as much as slipped a bit. Changed a bit, gave in to the itch. And then it was all drawing blades, screaming curses and trying to kill. Because he was different, because he was one of a different kind even though he was born from a human mother and lived with human blood his whole life.
Leyus leaned back a little when Lazule and the creature stepped forward, but he did nothing more to step back further. Was there a point? "Such scum, aren't we," he couldn't help but muse, even though counting himself in with whatever Amygdala was stung with remorse, but this time, for once, there was a creature next to him who could relate to the feeling of seeing the dagger raised above their head.
A creature that had possibly put that dagger there in the first place. But who cared about details like that anymore? "Death and misery right next to us."
But, oh, if there had to be death here, then he wouldn't be ready to accept that of himself. Or Lazule. He had lived long enough to survive many times, his fair share and then an infinity more, and Leyus wasn't ready to give in to this thing, to the itch, to the weird drum that came in place of emotions he usually sensed, to the speeches that this thing made.
Only... What could he do?
As Lazule was pushed near him, Leyus took a wider stance, as if preparing himself for a fight, although in reality he knew very well that he would loose any combat against the woman. It was written here, plain and clear.
He was apparently a monster, and she was a monster hunter.
His only escape would be for that to be broken, untrue, at least for some time, but how could he break the tie she wanted to secure between them, forget and put into motion by Amygdala's words?
Leyus was no miracle maker.
As she chanted, he only whispered, "Be I damned."
And then the hit came. Hard. In his face. Not a lot of glory in that, although, for the moment being, all that Leyus felt was pain and the sickening sensation of being thrown back, hard enough to bruise in more than one place. Seconds later he felt the warm trail of blood on his cheek.
And then, through the ringing in his ears, he suddenly understood. This was his word, these were his letters, engraved into his very skin by Lazule's fist.
His fingers moved almost without his will, swiftly yet messily, scribbling a word in the dust of the road. He imagined reading it, imagined the tone, the lens it would go through. How had that teacher said it? Renown is to gather those around and nurture relationships. Maybe he wasn't exactly nurturing. Or maybe he was.
After all, a blow to a good relationship was scarring, so wouldn't a blow to a bad one be healing? A logic only he could muster, but it was last he had.
As Leyus' finger stopped moving, and he felt the still unfamiliar sting on magic pulsing through him, from the road grinned the crooket word: "HIT".