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Solitude refused to let Diaz go, even with all his thrashing around. A few times she felt her hold on him would slip, but it seemed she had managed to save just enough strength from their fight to keep him down on the ground. On the ground, she had the advantage. If they were upright on their legs then she would be having far more difficulty with this task.
“You’re not my family!” Solitude shouted right back. What was Diaz on about? Solitude didn’t act like Brother Love or Sister Yarrow. Sure, they had to call each other brother and sister, but that was the Church being… well the Church. And when it came to Diaz, Sol didn’t see him as a brother. She glowered down at him.
“My name won’t be going up on the board.” Sol said, ignoring the fact that she wanted to eat him. Not just eat him. Devour Diaz. She wanted to rip his clothes off and bite his chest, right over his heart so she could hear it beating as she tasted his blood. His warm blood in her mouth, coating over her tongue and throat. She wanted to bite through his flesh, rip the strong sinews of his muscles with her teeth, chew and gnaw on his bones.
She wanted to rip him open, pull apart his rib cage and bury herself within him. She wanted to merge her shadow with his, have her and Diaz become one just they way she did with Rosario. She wanted to feel his insides, crawl under his skin, become one with him in the only way she knew how: through death and rebirth.
Solitude leaned down towards Diaz’s face, seeing a sheen of sweat above his upper lip, noticed the size of his pores on his nose. Her red eyes were reflected in his pupils. He was so pretty, even his scars were pretty. She could imagine them, together, moving like twisting snakes within each other’s arms and legs. Twisting and turning until they melted into one. She opened her mouth and felt the drool on the inside of her cheek and tongue.
As Diaz wanted, Solitude got off of him, backing away from him and using a hand to cover her mouth. Confusion was clearly written in her eyes. She wasn’t sure what she had wanted. Part of it seemed sexual, another part was just a hunger. A hunger so deep within her that she couldn’t even eat. Even if she did, it wouldn’t have filled that oily void in her gut.
“I wanted you.” She whispered out, disbelief and shame clear in her tone.
Diaz
“You’re not my family!” Solitude shouted right back. What was Diaz on about? Solitude didn’t act like Brother Love or Sister Yarrow. Sure, they had to call each other brother and sister, but that was the Church being… well the Church. And when it came to Diaz, Sol didn’t see him as a brother. She glowered down at him.
“My name won’t be going up on the board.” Sol said, ignoring the fact that she wanted to eat him. Not just eat him. Devour Diaz. She wanted to rip his clothes off and bite his chest, right over his heart so she could hear it beating as she tasted his blood. His warm blood in her mouth, coating over her tongue and throat. She wanted to bite through his flesh, rip the strong sinews of his muscles with her teeth, chew and gnaw on his bones.
She wanted to rip him open, pull apart his rib cage and bury herself within him. She wanted to merge her shadow with his, have her and Diaz become one just they way she did with Rosario. She wanted to feel his insides, crawl under his skin, become one with him in the only way she knew how: through death and rebirth.
Solitude leaned down towards Diaz’s face, seeing a sheen of sweat above his upper lip, noticed the size of his pores on his nose. Her red eyes were reflected in his pupils. He was so pretty, even his scars were pretty. She could imagine them, together, moving like twisting snakes within each other’s arms and legs. Twisting and turning until they melted into one. She opened her mouth and felt the drool on the inside of her cheek and tongue.
As Diaz wanted, Solitude got off of him, backing away from him and using a hand to cover her mouth. Confusion was clearly written in her eyes. She wasn’t sure what she had wanted. Part of it seemed sexual, another part was just a hunger. A hunger so deep within her that she couldn’t even eat. Even if she did, it wouldn’t have filled that oily void in her gut.
“I wanted you.” She whispered out, disbelief and shame clear in her tone.
Diaz