She never used to have bad dreams. Before leaving Delbhna, before Liath, she only ever had good dreams or (more often than not) none at all. Yet these days all she seemed to have were nightmares and strange dreams. At first that’s what they had felt like: dreams, nothing more.
The pull was new. Or, rather, it had been months ago. At first she’d thought Liath had done something incredibly stupid, but he was still off doing his own thing after… Well. After. And for once, Fiadh wasn’t bothering him -- didn’t want to. But that stupid feeling was like an itch in the neck of her gown. It was always there, always plying for her attention. It seemed like the sort of thing Liath would make to annoy her, as he was endlessly annoying her.
But when she’d turned her mind to acknowledge it, she knew it wasn’t Liath. So, then, what was it?
She’d walked rather than flying or riding the leys. Why, not even Fiadh knew. Perhaps it was a sinking sense of apprehension as she drew closer to the source of her discomfort. Like a beacon she could see through the veil -- a pinprick of light that was glowing stronger every day for weeks, months. It made her chest warm and her stomach sick. Her knees felt weaker and her hands shook.
The closer she came, however, the better the dreams got. Sunshine and water, the smell of fruit and flowers, a warm, tight embrace. Something was changing, either in her, her proximity to the thing, or the thing itself.
This was how Fiadh found herself standing beside a river months after the dreams had begun, emerging from the thick forest in search of something she didn’t understand, on what felt like the most ridiculous quest she’d ever been on.
Even Fiadh, who wasn’t an expert on wards, could tell that, even though she was looking at nothing but a sea of uninhabitable, jagged rocks, she was also looking at something much, much more. She could progress no further, prevented by the nagging sense of there is nothing here. It would have felt fine to go around another way. Or it would have if her something wasn’t right in front of her. It was here, in this place that wanted to be nowhere.
She lifted her hands and could feel the static of magick reaching out to her palm. Wards. And pretty good ones at that. Fiadh tipped her head curiously. It was the perfect day out, the sunshine following her like always. She pinched the beams of light pouring around her, and the sunlight bent and narrowed to a point in front of her. It landed on the ward like a spotlight on a wall halfway across the sea.
Fiadh smiled and her eyes glittered as she looked between, the veil parting and the threads of the ward becoming visible. She wasn’t great at wards, but her parents had done their best to educate that out of her. Still, she wasn’t skilled enough to break this one, change it, or trick it.
She was, however, strong enough to shove her way through. All she needed was an opening.
So she made one. Fiadh pinched the air again, her magick grabbing the ward’s threads and pulling them apart. Her mind strained and the threads glowed under the tension. She shifted into her hummingbird shape and zipped forward as a tiny hole in the ward opened just big enough and just long enough for her to fly through. It snapped shut behind her, and Fiadh hovered in the air, awaiting some kind of backlash.
There wasn’t one, only the distinct sense that she didn't belong here. Whoever had made this ward would know she was here now. Fiadh turned back toward her something to ignore the unwelcoming feeling and make a hurried search of the sea. She stopped again.
It wasn’t an empty sea at all, but a lush, beautiful island. Not just an island, a city. Fiadh flew across the river and landed among fruit trees in full bloom. She shifted back, looking around in awe and reaching up to touch the flowers. Not magic; these were real. All of this was very real, yet magick seemed to touch every part of it.
Who had made this place? She didn’t think she would have to wait long to find out. Until the maker of the wards appeared, Fiadh began to casually wander through the orchard, enjoying what could easily have been one of the most beautiful places she’d ever been.
The pull was new. Or, rather, it had been months ago. At first she’d thought Liath had done something incredibly stupid, but he was still off doing his own thing after… Well. After. And for once, Fiadh wasn’t bothering him -- didn’t want to. But that stupid feeling was like an itch in the neck of her gown. It was always there, always plying for her attention. It seemed like the sort of thing Liath would make to annoy her, as he was endlessly annoying her.
But when she’d turned her mind to acknowledge it, she knew it wasn’t Liath. So, then, what was it?
She’d walked rather than flying or riding the leys. Why, not even Fiadh knew. Perhaps it was a sinking sense of apprehension as she drew closer to the source of her discomfort. Like a beacon she could see through the veil -- a pinprick of light that was glowing stronger every day for weeks, months. It made her chest warm and her stomach sick. Her knees felt weaker and her hands shook.
The closer she came, however, the better the dreams got. Sunshine and water, the smell of fruit and flowers, a warm, tight embrace. Something was changing, either in her, her proximity to the thing, or the thing itself.
This was how Fiadh found herself standing beside a river months after the dreams had begun, emerging from the thick forest in search of something she didn’t understand, on what felt like the most ridiculous quest she’d ever been on.
Even Fiadh, who wasn’t an expert on wards, could tell that, even though she was looking at nothing but a sea of uninhabitable, jagged rocks, she was also looking at something much, much more. She could progress no further, prevented by the nagging sense of there is nothing here. It would have felt fine to go around another way. Or it would have if her something wasn’t right in front of her. It was here, in this place that wanted to be nowhere.
She lifted her hands and could feel the static of magick reaching out to her palm. Wards. And pretty good ones at that. Fiadh tipped her head curiously. It was the perfect day out, the sunshine following her like always. She pinched the beams of light pouring around her, and the sunlight bent and narrowed to a point in front of her. It landed on the ward like a spotlight on a wall halfway across the sea.
Fiadh smiled and her eyes glittered as she looked between, the veil parting and the threads of the ward becoming visible. She wasn’t great at wards, but her parents had done their best to educate that out of her. Still, she wasn’t skilled enough to break this one, change it, or trick it.
She was, however, strong enough to shove her way through. All she needed was an opening.
So she made one. Fiadh pinched the air again, her magick grabbing the ward’s threads and pulling them apart. Her mind strained and the threads glowed under the tension. She shifted into her hummingbird shape and zipped forward as a tiny hole in the ward opened just big enough and just long enough for her to fly through. It snapped shut behind her, and Fiadh hovered in the air, awaiting some kind of backlash.
There wasn’t one, only the distinct sense that she didn't belong here. Whoever had made this ward would know she was here now. Fiadh turned back toward her something to ignore the unwelcoming feeling and make a hurried search of the sea. She stopped again.
It wasn’t an empty sea at all, but a lush, beautiful island. Not just an island, a city. Fiadh flew across the river and landed among fruit trees in full bloom. She shifted back, looking around in awe and reaching up to touch the flowers. Not magic; these were real. All of this was very real, yet magick seemed to touch every part of it.
Who had made this place? She didn’t think she would have to wait long to find out. Until the maker of the wards appeared, Fiadh began to casually wander through the orchard, enjoying what could easily have been one of the most beautiful places she’d ever been.