Varys had remembered it as he felt the water attempting to fill his lungs in the pool. He remembered doing it, transferring his soul with the Prism into his new body. The intense emotion that had coupled with that act, coursing through his veins. Maybe it could be argued that it was his life flashing before his eyes, or maybe it was something he'd known for some time, only just now accepting as the truth.
Either way, this 'father' he'd been loathing was a ghost. He'd been loathing himself this whole time, the one he'd thrown countless insults at. The one his lover wanted to gut. It was all his doing. Honestly, if Persian had wanted to kill him, or torture him... he'd have deserved it. It seemed no such luck was in store, however. Varys didn't care what happened to him anymore, but he owed Jonathan a debt. He'd brought him into this, and he needed to get him out.
The lack of any surprise on Persian's face as he explained his motives in further detail didn't bode well for him, however.
"I... I only know that it's me. Like you said, some of the slate was wiped clean." He had an inkling he knew what had happened.
"The magic was imperfect. I probably messed it up somehow, causing me to retain the memories of the dummied out body I'd made." It made sense, the life he'd made would have remembered Varys San'Seya as the one who'd made him and lived with him. When Varys found only those memories upon waking up... He spent so long believing he was the second, but the opposite had been true the entire time.
He was the original, but he was different now. Without whatever twistedness lied within him before, he'd learned love. He'd learned companionship and the difference between right and wrong. Maybe he was Varys San'Seya, a borderline sociopathic wizard.
But he was Varys San'Seya, a borderline sociopathic wizard who was the apprentice to Jonathan Burr. Who had met the love of his life in the strangest of places. Who'd travelled the entire world to right the wrongs that he himself had committed. He didn't know every detail about who he'd been, but that didn't matter.
Because he was their Varys now, and that was who he wanted to be.
A plan took root in his mind, a dangerous, stupid, one in a million plan.
But a plan nonetheless.
One that could save himself, Jonathan, and Hob.
A plan that would let him have his
family back.
As Persian rose to his feet, Varys' eyes followed him, and he stood up with him. He'd been a terrible liar when he'd met Jon. Card tricks aside, he'd always had a difficult time hiding things from people. Now, if he wanted to fix all of this, he was going to have to bluff harder than he'd ever bluffed before.
"I can do it. I can transfer souls as many times as you like, as long as you're willing to make a deal with me. I have three conditions." He raised his hand, holding up a finger.
"One. You have to bring me the Prism, or it's impossible." He holds up another finger.
"Two. I must be allowed to leave the city to enjoy the company of my lover. I'll wear the collar, or go under supervision if that is necessary for you to trust I won't flee."
He held up a third finger. This one was the most difficult one, but he had reason to believe he could convince Persian.
"Three. Jonathan Burr must stay here in Pedeo, and when the time comes... He will be my test subject." Before Persian can object, he continues
"Bram made a major mistake. She gave you what you wanted before you delivered her your end of the bargain. There is nothing forcing you to hand over Jonathan. Volta is strong, but we both know they wouldn't risk attacking somebody with your stature over Burr." He spread his arms, making his case
"Besides, this is what she wants. By allowing me to use him as my test subject for a new, improved soul switching, he will perish anyways. You have nothing to lose..."
He approaches Persian now, carefully extending a hand to him, offering to seal this deal with him.
"...And everything to gain."
Jonathan Burr