Luna Griffinsbane
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Crisp air, sundered by smoke that reeked of something unpleasant, undesired. Unwanted. Nightmares, death and madness all swirling in the clean light of a spring day, while the chill winds blew from peaks even higher above, piercing the heavens themselves, crowned with clouds and blowing snow that reflected the afternoon light such that they glowed as from within.
A shuffling, staggering step forward. Another. What was it she ran from, exactly? Her hazy eyes staring into the middle distance, seeing and yet unseeing, clouded as with fever, could impart little of what went on behind them. A pale face smeared with smoke and blood - not hers - looked past the face of people that should have been familiar. Ears faintly pointed, a gift of the mother, failed to catch words that came from mouths long since accustomed, acquainted, familiar.
"What....what have I..." the girl murmured as she staggered forward, heedless of hands, heedless of words, heedless of everything in her addled state. Images, blurred and indistinct, assailed her, along with sensations most unwelcome. Why did her heart ache so? Why did tears well at the corners of her eyes? Where was she? Why was she?
The dark place behind those watering eyes held no answers. "...have I .... done..."
A deeply drawn breath. Gasps, distant, so terribly distant, and more words running together into a stream of sound with no meaning. The girl didn't even feel the ground as it rushed up to meet her, the sickening crunch of a boneless body striking the ground as hands reached to catch her.
And failed. Poetic justice, perhaps?
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She sat bolt upright, covers falling away from a thin linen shift plastered to her thin frame. Her breath came in quick gasps, eyes wild and unfocused as of she yet saw the terrors that had haunted her in her sleep. Sweat beading on her brow, her eyes came into focus, took in her surroundings, and it was then that she realized that perhaps some part of the nightmare, as formless as it had been, might be true. This was not her room, and this was certainly not her home. The scent of the mountains remained, but the scent of the farm - the earth, the animals, all of the things that made it home - had been replaced by something subtly different.
She blinked in the darkness of the room, and allowed herself to fall back against the hard mattress and soft pillows. Pain lanced through her arm, a white-hot dagger that cut through her murky thoughts quickly and cleanly. Eyes blurred with pain, she looked blearily at her pained left arm without raising her head. It was bound tightly with bandages, clean white with dark spots here and there in a line. She didn't remember anything about it, the injury or how she got it. She turned her head ceiling-ward again.
There, she stared at the unfamiliar ceiling, dark beams of wood supporting what had to be another floor (for the sounds of booted feet walking across it, and the muted conversations of others beyond). Her body ached deeply, as if it had been hard used and denied proper rest for many days, her eyes grainy, her mouth foul tasting. She felt immeasurably thirsty, and a weakness that could only be caused by days without food. It was perhaps a sad state of affairs that she was familiar with all of these things.
Have I been ill? The thought skittered across her mind without finding much purchase. The dream still held some weight, a dark and formless ball of pain and suffering that she scarcely could believe to be anything other than a fever dream. As if to confirm her suspicions, she heard the door to the room creak open an inch or two, casting a bar of light into the darkness. An eye appeared there, looking into the room, before vanishing, the door closing behind it.
"She still slumbers, Aldra. We should really wake her up-," a male voice whispered from beyond the door, cutting off abruptly as though signaled to do so.
"Let her rest. She can't remain asleep too much longer. You saw the state she was in when she came here." Another voice answered, distinctly female. The names seemed familiar to her, but her head seemed filled with a fog. It was receding, but thinking remained difficult all the same. For a moment, she thought to speak out, to let them know she was conscious. The effort seemed to taxing at the moment though, and she held her peace.
"I'm sure its the Griffinsbane girl, though I can't imagine why she is here alone. Have we heard anything...," the first voice continued, growing fainter and more distant until it faded altogether, replaced by relative silence. She closed her eyes, and tried to gather together her thoughts, which was a surprisingly difficult task.
After what seemed like an eternity, restlessness overcame weakness, and she sat up again, head swimming threateningly. After waiting a moment for it to clear, she threw the covers aside, and kicked her legs free of them. After a moment, she got to her feet, the floor creaking beneath her feather-light weight. Almost immediately, her eye was caught by a full mirror, taller than she was, silver-backed glass imperfect and mildly bubbled. She took a tenuous step forward, and then carefully crossed the room to stand before it, appalled by what she saw.
Bed-mussed hair, tangled and matted from sweat, framed her pale face. Dark circles underscored her eyes, which wasn't surprising if she'd been ill for any length of time, but more distressing were the patchwork bruises that mottled every inch of exposed flesh, as if she'd been beaten to within an inch of her life. Scratches and scrapes marred her face and arms, and for the life of her she could not recall where they had come from. She looked on a moment longer, disturbed and confused at what she saw, before stepping away with more questions than she had before. She struggled for a moment with a certain amount of frustration, unable to understand how she had come to be where she was.
The door to the room opening caught her attention, right ear twitching involuntarily to the sound as she turned to face the visitor. Her head spun sickeningly for a moment as the figure smiled, raising a hand to someone in the hallway and making some unseen gesture. "Ah, its good to see you up and about," the woman said as she stepped clear of the door, and closed it behind her.
Luna felt that she should know this woman, but was at a loss. She was tall and handsome, body running towards plump with a motherly look about her. She wore a dress with a wide white apron, dark hair shot through with silver done up i na tight bun. "I was worried you might not awaken, of course," she drawled in a thick back-country accent. "How d'ya feel, my dear?"
Luna shook her head slowly. "About how I look," she replied tiredly. She wavered a bit on her feet, then made her way back to the bed, bare feet thumping the floor heavily. "What....how did I...where?"
The older woman laughed softly, but her face took on a more serious cast as she began her reply. "Don't rightly know, but you're in Mill Creek. Been out cold for a three days. You're Kerra's aren't you?" The woman hardly waited for Luna's nod before continuing. "Thought so. I don't get up this way often, though I suppose its just as well I was here. The Katids' youngest took sick with a fever, and they sent for me a few days gone."
It suddenly clicked in place. This woman was Aldra, the local healer. She tended the regions' sick and injured, and had for longer than Luna herself had been alive. She had been at the farm when... Her mind backed away from that memory, unwilling to explore that detail. "I've been sick, then?" she said, though it was more of a statement than it was a question.
"As to that...I am not really sure, girl." The older woman folded her arms beneath her breasts and shook her head. "You were in a bad way, though. The people here said you stumbled into the green, trailing blood behind you, looking like you'd been in a fire or fallen off a mountain." She paused. "Still look like someone took a switch to you and beat every inch of you with it. How do you feel?"
The girl shrugged. "Wretched, I guess," she replied. Aldra nodded sympathetically, as the door opened wide enough to admit a hand clutching a dress. Aldra crossed the room in a couple of quick, light steps and snathced it. "You get out o' here, Gavin. Your pa will want you in the common by now, I reckon," she said to a young man i nthe hallway who was trying to look around Aldra's imposing figure. She closed the door on his muttered assent, and turned to Luna with the dress in her hands. She tossed it on the bed beside the young woman, took a sniff of the air and wrinkled her nose.
"I'll have someone draw you a bath so you can get cleaned up. You can borrow the dress until you get back home." Aldra eyed her sideways a moment, an unreadable expression on her face before she took a deep breath, turned, and approached the girl on the bed. "Suppose I'd best look you over, thought, before we do that."
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To say that she felt like a new woman was an incomplete picture. Stale sweat sluiced away by warm water, and the lingering scent of something she couldn't identify. The feel of a clean shift against her skin was welcome, as was the plain dress she wore stepping from the bath house. Especially the dress; winter might be gone, but its memory still lingered in the air in those places away from a hearth.
Her arm still ached abominably where that woman had taken away the bandages to replace them with fresh. The wound was deep and vicious, but clean on its edges as though caused by a knife. She couldn't recall getting it, but then, she could recall little of the last several days. If it had only been the arm, it wouldn't have been so bad, but her head ached just as terribly, as though some giant hand were squeezing her temples together.
She walked down the hallway carefully, stepping out into a common room. This was the local in for the village, a small affair tailored to the few merchants who happened by every year or so. Mill Creek was by no means along any trade route, far flung into the wilds of the Spine as it was. The locals probably belonged to one monarch or ruler or another, but so seldom was anyone seen, here, that none except perhaps the mayor would even know to whom they were to pay fealty to. Smoke hung in the air in thin streamers as local farmers sat at tables, drinking the dark, heady ale they themelves made. It was late enough in the afternoon that there were five or six of them present, carts and cart horses outside in the street while their children or hired hands, those that could afford such, loaded or unloaded whatever it was that had brought them into town in the first place.
"Have a seat, Luna. I expect you're hungry?" She turned as she strode into the room, and saw the overweight keeper of the inn behind his counter. Luna nodded her agreement, and he grinned at her. It seemed forced, though. "Figured as much," he drawled, turning to go back into the kitchen. "Sit where you like, I'll be just a moment."
Stazn, that was his name. Luna picked the first table and settled into the hard wooden chair with a sigh. People at other tables glanced at her with unreadable expressions or forced smiles, before going uncomfortably back to their conversations. She didn't particularly feel like greeting anyone right then, anyway, but something in their demeanor left her unsettled. What was wrong? There didn't seem to be anything wrong here in the village, but clearly something was.
The clink of a heavy crockery plate and equally heavily made mug filled with water announced food being set before her. She looked at the meal - sliced beef drowned in gravy, potatoes and a hunk of crusty bread, and then looked to Gavin, questioningly. "Master Stazn, I...don't have any money for this with me," she said to him.
"No worries, lass," he replied, shrugging his shoulders. "You can pay me later." There was something in his eyes though. As he turned to walk away, she caught the sleeve of his shirt. He paused, awaiting the inevitable question.
"What is wrong, Master Stazn?" she queried uneasily. "All of you look at me as if..."
"Just eat, lass. Time enough to discuss things once you've eaten something. Can't keep your strength up on an empty stomach, right?" He averted his eyes and pulled free of her grasp, walking with an affected air of unconcern back into the back of the inn. Luna watched him go, maelstrom of emotion - dread, confusion, despair, anger - swirling in her mind. The meal before her didn't appear anywhere near as appetizing as it had before, which was an achievement in and of itself, and she ate it mechanically, tasting nothing as she did. She was surprised, therefore, to find that she had eaten every last bite, and scraped the plate clean with the bread to leave not a crumb.
She sat there, then, and stared at the table before her, mind whirling. The light of the sun dipped lower, although it couldn't be much past three or four in the afternoon. The few people who had been here had drifted away like ghosts, as if they didn't wish to be present for what was to come. It left her feeling listless, aimless, and lost.
She made to rise, then, lost in her own thoughts, when she felt a hand fall on her shoulder. "You should sit, lass." She looked up, clouded eyes clearing and finally seeing wjhat was before her. Aldra and Stazn were there, as well as Gavin, the keeper's youngest son. The knot of ice in her gut grew, got colder, stabbing icicles into her spin.
"What is wrong?" She looked from one of them to the next, noting eyes full of concern and sympathy, and her own dread increased a hundred fold. "Please tell me," she pleaded.
"What do you want us to say, girl?" Aldra replied, shaking her head slowly. "We scarcely know ourselves. You arrived her half dead, bleeding, fevered, and alone? A day or more's travel from your home? Surely you know what is wrong."
As Luna shook her head, the keeper added his own voice to the matronly village medicine woman. "Surely you remember something, Luna? What happened out there, and why are you here, alone?"
"I...," she began, and then clutched at her head as though it pained her. What had happened? She struggled to recall, but all she could remember was milking the cows early in the morning, and without a frame of reference she couldn't even be sure what day that was. That....and then nightmares without form, as likely to be false as true. "I don't remember," she whispered. The others looked at one another, and then to her.
"We sent some people up to your farm to check on them. We haven't heard from them, or from Nathan or Kerra or Dalen, and its been three days since they all left." Stazn said, pulling up a chair and and leaning on the back of it. "They should have been there and back by now, unless something waylaid them on the way. Those boys we sent are excellent woodsmen, so I doubt anything natural would get the drop on them. You have to tell us, Luna."
She shook her head, rewarding herself with a pounding pain behind the eyes. "I know not," she said in a hoarse whisper. "I don't even remember how I got here. I was milking Da's cows, and then....and then I was here, in bed." Haunting echoes in her mind betrayed her, though, snippets of darkness, fire, pain, sorrow. There was something there, but was it nothing but a fever dream, or was it real? A nightmare or truth? She couldn't answer, she could scarcely pull the pieces together let alone make them make sense. "I've...got to go home," she said suddenly, rising. "They'll be wondering where I am," she added as she started toward the door outside.
"Wait, girl! Don't be a fool!" This, from Aldra, was just as easily ignored as she threaded her way - rather unsteadily - towards the door. Towards home.
A shuffling, staggering step forward. Another. What was it she ran from, exactly? Her hazy eyes staring into the middle distance, seeing and yet unseeing, clouded as with fever, could impart little of what went on behind them. A pale face smeared with smoke and blood - not hers - looked past the face of people that should have been familiar. Ears faintly pointed, a gift of the mother, failed to catch words that came from mouths long since accustomed, acquainted, familiar.
"What....what have I..." the girl murmured as she staggered forward, heedless of hands, heedless of words, heedless of everything in her addled state. Images, blurred and indistinct, assailed her, along with sensations most unwelcome. Why did her heart ache so? Why did tears well at the corners of her eyes? Where was she? Why was she?
The dark place behind those watering eyes held no answers. "...have I .... done..."
A deeply drawn breath. Gasps, distant, so terribly distant, and more words running together into a stream of sound with no meaning. The girl didn't even feel the ground as it rushed up to meet her, the sickening crunch of a boneless body striking the ground as hands reached to catch her.
And failed. Poetic justice, perhaps?
-
She sat bolt upright, covers falling away from a thin linen shift plastered to her thin frame. Her breath came in quick gasps, eyes wild and unfocused as of she yet saw the terrors that had haunted her in her sleep. Sweat beading on her brow, her eyes came into focus, took in her surroundings, and it was then that she realized that perhaps some part of the nightmare, as formless as it had been, might be true. This was not her room, and this was certainly not her home. The scent of the mountains remained, but the scent of the farm - the earth, the animals, all of the things that made it home - had been replaced by something subtly different.
She blinked in the darkness of the room, and allowed herself to fall back against the hard mattress and soft pillows. Pain lanced through her arm, a white-hot dagger that cut through her murky thoughts quickly and cleanly. Eyes blurred with pain, she looked blearily at her pained left arm without raising her head. It was bound tightly with bandages, clean white with dark spots here and there in a line. She didn't remember anything about it, the injury or how she got it. She turned her head ceiling-ward again.
There, she stared at the unfamiliar ceiling, dark beams of wood supporting what had to be another floor (for the sounds of booted feet walking across it, and the muted conversations of others beyond). Her body ached deeply, as if it had been hard used and denied proper rest for many days, her eyes grainy, her mouth foul tasting. She felt immeasurably thirsty, and a weakness that could only be caused by days without food. It was perhaps a sad state of affairs that she was familiar with all of these things.
Have I been ill? The thought skittered across her mind without finding much purchase. The dream still held some weight, a dark and formless ball of pain and suffering that she scarcely could believe to be anything other than a fever dream. As if to confirm her suspicions, she heard the door to the room creak open an inch or two, casting a bar of light into the darkness. An eye appeared there, looking into the room, before vanishing, the door closing behind it.
"She still slumbers, Aldra. We should really wake her up-," a male voice whispered from beyond the door, cutting off abruptly as though signaled to do so.
"Let her rest. She can't remain asleep too much longer. You saw the state she was in when she came here." Another voice answered, distinctly female. The names seemed familiar to her, but her head seemed filled with a fog. It was receding, but thinking remained difficult all the same. For a moment, she thought to speak out, to let them know she was conscious. The effort seemed to taxing at the moment though, and she held her peace.
"I'm sure its the Griffinsbane girl, though I can't imagine why she is here alone. Have we heard anything...," the first voice continued, growing fainter and more distant until it faded altogether, replaced by relative silence. She closed her eyes, and tried to gather together her thoughts, which was a surprisingly difficult task.
After what seemed like an eternity, restlessness overcame weakness, and she sat up again, head swimming threateningly. After waiting a moment for it to clear, she threw the covers aside, and kicked her legs free of them. After a moment, she got to her feet, the floor creaking beneath her feather-light weight. Almost immediately, her eye was caught by a full mirror, taller than she was, silver-backed glass imperfect and mildly bubbled. She took a tenuous step forward, and then carefully crossed the room to stand before it, appalled by what she saw.
Bed-mussed hair, tangled and matted from sweat, framed her pale face. Dark circles underscored her eyes, which wasn't surprising if she'd been ill for any length of time, but more distressing were the patchwork bruises that mottled every inch of exposed flesh, as if she'd been beaten to within an inch of her life. Scratches and scrapes marred her face and arms, and for the life of her she could not recall where they had come from. She looked on a moment longer, disturbed and confused at what she saw, before stepping away with more questions than she had before. She struggled for a moment with a certain amount of frustration, unable to understand how she had come to be where she was.
The door to the room opening caught her attention, right ear twitching involuntarily to the sound as she turned to face the visitor. Her head spun sickeningly for a moment as the figure smiled, raising a hand to someone in the hallway and making some unseen gesture. "Ah, its good to see you up and about," the woman said as she stepped clear of the door, and closed it behind her.
Luna felt that she should know this woman, but was at a loss. She was tall and handsome, body running towards plump with a motherly look about her. She wore a dress with a wide white apron, dark hair shot through with silver done up i na tight bun. "I was worried you might not awaken, of course," she drawled in a thick back-country accent. "How d'ya feel, my dear?"
Luna shook her head slowly. "About how I look," she replied tiredly. She wavered a bit on her feet, then made her way back to the bed, bare feet thumping the floor heavily. "What....how did I...where?"
The older woman laughed softly, but her face took on a more serious cast as she began her reply. "Don't rightly know, but you're in Mill Creek. Been out cold for a three days. You're Kerra's aren't you?" The woman hardly waited for Luna's nod before continuing. "Thought so. I don't get up this way often, though I suppose its just as well I was here. The Katids' youngest took sick with a fever, and they sent for me a few days gone."
It suddenly clicked in place. This woman was Aldra, the local healer. She tended the regions' sick and injured, and had for longer than Luna herself had been alive. She had been at the farm when... Her mind backed away from that memory, unwilling to explore that detail. "I've been sick, then?" she said, though it was more of a statement than it was a question.
"As to that...I am not really sure, girl." The older woman folded her arms beneath her breasts and shook her head. "You were in a bad way, though. The people here said you stumbled into the green, trailing blood behind you, looking like you'd been in a fire or fallen off a mountain." She paused. "Still look like someone took a switch to you and beat every inch of you with it. How do you feel?"
The girl shrugged. "Wretched, I guess," she replied. Aldra nodded sympathetically, as the door opened wide enough to admit a hand clutching a dress. Aldra crossed the room in a couple of quick, light steps and snathced it. "You get out o' here, Gavin. Your pa will want you in the common by now, I reckon," she said to a young man i nthe hallway who was trying to look around Aldra's imposing figure. She closed the door on his muttered assent, and turned to Luna with the dress in her hands. She tossed it on the bed beside the young woman, took a sniff of the air and wrinkled her nose.
"I'll have someone draw you a bath so you can get cleaned up. You can borrow the dress until you get back home." Aldra eyed her sideways a moment, an unreadable expression on her face before she took a deep breath, turned, and approached the girl on the bed. "Suppose I'd best look you over, thought, before we do that."
-
To say that she felt like a new woman was an incomplete picture. Stale sweat sluiced away by warm water, and the lingering scent of something she couldn't identify. The feel of a clean shift against her skin was welcome, as was the plain dress she wore stepping from the bath house. Especially the dress; winter might be gone, but its memory still lingered in the air in those places away from a hearth.
Her arm still ached abominably where that woman had taken away the bandages to replace them with fresh. The wound was deep and vicious, but clean on its edges as though caused by a knife. She couldn't recall getting it, but then, she could recall little of the last several days. If it had only been the arm, it wouldn't have been so bad, but her head ached just as terribly, as though some giant hand were squeezing her temples together.
She walked down the hallway carefully, stepping out into a common room. This was the local in for the village, a small affair tailored to the few merchants who happened by every year or so. Mill Creek was by no means along any trade route, far flung into the wilds of the Spine as it was. The locals probably belonged to one monarch or ruler or another, but so seldom was anyone seen, here, that none except perhaps the mayor would even know to whom they were to pay fealty to. Smoke hung in the air in thin streamers as local farmers sat at tables, drinking the dark, heady ale they themelves made. It was late enough in the afternoon that there were five or six of them present, carts and cart horses outside in the street while their children or hired hands, those that could afford such, loaded or unloaded whatever it was that had brought them into town in the first place.
"Have a seat, Luna. I expect you're hungry?" She turned as she strode into the room, and saw the overweight keeper of the inn behind his counter. Luna nodded her agreement, and he grinned at her. It seemed forced, though. "Figured as much," he drawled, turning to go back into the kitchen. "Sit where you like, I'll be just a moment."
Stazn, that was his name. Luna picked the first table and settled into the hard wooden chair with a sigh. People at other tables glanced at her with unreadable expressions or forced smiles, before going uncomfortably back to their conversations. She didn't particularly feel like greeting anyone right then, anyway, but something in their demeanor left her unsettled. What was wrong? There didn't seem to be anything wrong here in the village, but clearly something was.
The clink of a heavy crockery plate and equally heavily made mug filled with water announced food being set before her. She looked at the meal - sliced beef drowned in gravy, potatoes and a hunk of crusty bread, and then looked to Gavin, questioningly. "Master Stazn, I...don't have any money for this with me," she said to him.
"No worries, lass," he replied, shrugging his shoulders. "You can pay me later." There was something in his eyes though. As he turned to walk away, she caught the sleeve of his shirt. He paused, awaiting the inevitable question.
"What is wrong, Master Stazn?" she queried uneasily. "All of you look at me as if..."
"Just eat, lass. Time enough to discuss things once you've eaten something. Can't keep your strength up on an empty stomach, right?" He averted his eyes and pulled free of her grasp, walking with an affected air of unconcern back into the back of the inn. Luna watched him go, maelstrom of emotion - dread, confusion, despair, anger - swirling in her mind. The meal before her didn't appear anywhere near as appetizing as it had before, which was an achievement in and of itself, and she ate it mechanically, tasting nothing as she did. She was surprised, therefore, to find that she had eaten every last bite, and scraped the plate clean with the bread to leave not a crumb.
She sat there, then, and stared at the table before her, mind whirling. The light of the sun dipped lower, although it couldn't be much past three or four in the afternoon. The few people who had been here had drifted away like ghosts, as if they didn't wish to be present for what was to come. It left her feeling listless, aimless, and lost.
She made to rise, then, lost in her own thoughts, when she felt a hand fall on her shoulder. "You should sit, lass." She looked up, clouded eyes clearing and finally seeing wjhat was before her. Aldra and Stazn were there, as well as Gavin, the keeper's youngest son. The knot of ice in her gut grew, got colder, stabbing icicles into her spin.
"What is wrong?" She looked from one of them to the next, noting eyes full of concern and sympathy, and her own dread increased a hundred fold. "Please tell me," she pleaded.
"What do you want us to say, girl?" Aldra replied, shaking her head slowly. "We scarcely know ourselves. You arrived her half dead, bleeding, fevered, and alone? A day or more's travel from your home? Surely you know what is wrong."
As Luna shook her head, the keeper added his own voice to the matronly village medicine woman. "Surely you remember something, Luna? What happened out there, and why are you here, alone?"
"I...," she began, and then clutched at her head as though it pained her. What had happened? She struggled to recall, but all she could remember was milking the cows early in the morning, and without a frame of reference she couldn't even be sure what day that was. That....and then nightmares without form, as likely to be false as true. "I don't remember," she whispered. The others looked at one another, and then to her.
"We sent some people up to your farm to check on them. We haven't heard from them, or from Nathan or Kerra or Dalen, and its been three days since they all left." Stazn said, pulling up a chair and and leaning on the back of it. "They should have been there and back by now, unless something waylaid them on the way. Those boys we sent are excellent woodsmen, so I doubt anything natural would get the drop on them. You have to tell us, Luna."
She shook her head, rewarding herself with a pounding pain behind the eyes. "I know not," she said in a hoarse whisper. "I don't even remember how I got here. I was milking Da's cows, and then....and then I was here, in bed." Haunting echoes in her mind betrayed her, though, snippets of darkness, fire, pain, sorrow. There was something there, but was it nothing but a fever dream, or was it real? A nightmare or truth? She couldn't answer, she could scarcely pull the pieces together let alone make them make sense. "I've...got to go home," she said suddenly, rising. "They'll be wondering where I am," she added as she started toward the door outside.
"Wait, girl! Don't be a fool!" This, from Aldra, was just as easily ignored as she threaded her way - rather unsteadily - towards the door. Towards home.