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In The Beginning...
They say life is a story, that it has a beginning, a middle, and an end but life isn't an ordinary tale especially when romance, family secrets affairs, and deadly battle both physical and mental that loom around this sort of tale... It started with the wind, the wind which blew underneath a beautiful winter canary's wings. Such small birds but yet the smallest things can be the greatest. It fluttered and glided along with the winds until it found a small branch on which it would rest upon. It flutters once more before striking its perfect landing upon the natural bark of the winter frosted tree. It had not snowed quite yet but slippery frost ever so lightly glazed the forest floor in which a small farm had been settled.
The now small breezy wind would float its view away from the small winter canary and flow onto the well-made windows of a small but warm and cozy cottage. There a new scene would take place a scene that would give the very fine definition of what a beginning or rather new beginning was. "I... agh... CANT.... do... THIS... AGH..." came a restless exhausted voice from the small bed chambers of the cottage. The tired voice had come from a sweaty and tearful woman who seemed to be at the early stages of her labor as farmhands had rushed around her only to complete one goal and that was to get through this extraordinary labor. "my husband... where is Sigurd?" question the pain felt woman as her contractions weren't letting her take the slightest of breaks. "He should be here any moment ma'am, he would never miss this important day of your womanly labor." Said one of the house maidens as she rushed to the laboring mother's side and place a slightly cold rug upon her forehead. "If you stress yourself out during labor then it won't be a fruitful labor and you will surely die. focus on delivering, we've got the rest." reassured the maiden as she seemed to be the head of the cottage hands.
The mother nodded still worried but began to slip her undivided focus and energy to delivering her child. An hour had past and labor hadn't gotten any easier but the farm and house hands did the best they could. Wind slipped through the door as some enter and footsteps could be heard rushing to the small crowded bed chambers. "make way.... make way. Astrid my dearest wife I'm here like I promised. Not even the cold weather could separate me from this moment." Sigurd said as farm and house hands began working around him. Astrid placed her hand in his as her legs were spread just a bit wider than before. She gave a small smile and then let out another agonizing scream as she began to push...
It was unbelievable what happened that day, a great fresh beginning turned into one of the saddest days in Sigurd's life book. All he could stare at was his empty wife's eyes as her cold hands laid relaxed but very.... very dead in his. All Sigurd could do was stare... all anyone could do was stare until the cries of a newborn infant rang out into the cold of the night...
Dear Asgrid Freya Gaetrisson
You were always meant to be born into this world and I could not be more proud to be known as your father but for the cost of your birth... your mother travels the earth a free spirit until she finds eternal rest in a winter willow tree where she will final step in the final stage of a peaceful death. None of this is your fault but I can not pretend to be a great father knowing that I will fail at every opportunity to be who I should be without your mother by my side. I loved her dearly, and I love you, which is why your protection is of every importance to me. Some people in this world are greedy and want what others have in which they will do anything to get. Your special and there are people who want to take away what makes you special.
By the time you have read this, I will have walked the path of death to my final resting place and all I will be thinking about is every moment in which was stolen from me and your mother... the life we never had. I hope that you don't get attached to your new caretakers but I hope you find love... not just any love but love that makes you follow the trail of endless possibilities. There so much to say but so little time to write everything. If I could go back, I would change nothing except having you snatched from my arms so quickly.
Most importantly I wanted to say, I'm sorry. I thought I could be strong enough to protect my wife and yet she died moment after your beautiful face appeared into this world. She would have loved to see your baby Auburn hair and beautiful bright blue eyes but she was robbed of a chance to see or name you. Asgrid was the name she used to take her last breath and so it is with great honor that you carry that name. Asgird Freya Gaetrisson, my heir, where ever you go I will be there... watching over you... guiding you. You always will have me in your heart.
Let the sunshine on your face and let the snow fall upon your hair. Don't look to the past and don't rush the future, live for the present. Don't let others defined or underestimate you, instead raise and proclaim your rightful authority in the light within your heart. Evil will tempt you because it is scared of your light... don't let your light fade.
your father, Sigurd Gaetrisson
It had to have been one of the most stormish nights as snow flurried about the cloaked traveler's skin. The traveler drove an open carriage while multitasking keeping a baby warm and safe from the dangers of the cold. With great determination, the traveler picked up speed upon seeing the solid fortress of a large estate belonging to royalty but also a place where the baby the traveler held in their arms would be safe. The royal fortress was much more and had a deeper connection to the traveler's past but the past didn't matter now, what matter was the future which laid in their arms.
It would have seemed the traveler would arrive at the front gate of the fortress but instead they took a smooth turn and head somewhere near the royal estate. Once arriving at the place, a small cozy cottage, the traveler halted his carriage and quickly made their way to the door carrying a little letter with a blue stamp and canary seal on it. three thuds at the door came from the traveler and after a little moment waits, the door open reveals a very beautiful mid-age woman who seemed to be a servant of the castle in which was seen before. "Ingrid... you have to help me. I have no others to turn to but you. I hope you got my message of urgency and now I'm here at your doorstep ready to do what needs to be done. Before I let go of the rest of my world, I want you to know that my child should never read this letter until the nineteenth winter has passed. with you being a maid of the great Pilsner himself, I ask that you keep my daughter away from as much royal life as possible so that she may learn the real ways of life and know that the world works because of hard bearing labor. lastly, I ask that you love my daughter like a mother bear would love her cub and teach all the world has to offer." said Sigurd as his voice broke not ready to give up his little heir just yet.
"If the king catches me with a child that's not mine then I will surely have a lot of questions to answer. I dare not speak of you as the father for the king will be displeased with your distrust of his ability to take care of your child. you have served in his army and fought well at that but it is the distrust that will make or break your daughter's future. I will take care of your child but I can not stop the king if he wants claim into the child's life. I will teach her and teach her well, and I will try my hardest to be the best mother I can be. My infertility has been the only reason why I couldn't purpose the difficult role of motherhood but here is my chance." Said, Ingrid giving some reassurance to Sigurd as he looked down at his child and then handed her over to Ingrid. "Her name is Asgrid Freya Gaetirsson..." with nothing more to say, Sigurd kissed his daughter's forehead and traveled off into the storm.
"Asgrid what have I told you about running around or about playing before work? We are in the castle and not at home which means we need to have a little bit more respect and formality upon us. Remember your action reflects upon me." an older maturer, early 40s, Ingrid said as she fixed little Asgrids appearance. "Now I have to go see Pilsner, I want you to come with me this time but remember when we speak only when spoken to and we bow in greet once and the bow twice in dismissal. If he asks you a question, answer and then end your answer with sire or one of the other formalities I have taught you. This how court life works when you are a maiden, everything has to be precise. Also, I will not tell you again, stop running around with the prince. It unbecoming and unsafe for you to run around with the king's heir even if you are just playing a game of seek. Do you understand me?" Lectured Ingrid.
Asgird however looked to the ground at the lecture as she knew her mother only wanted what was best but knew how to take the fun out of every situation. "Asgird Freya..." but before Ingrid could scold further.
"yes, mother," Asgrid said hating that she was agreeing to her mother's terms but knew there was no arguing with her mother or any parent in general.
Ingrid smiled slightly as Asgird reminder her of the days she used to run around with Pilsner when they were younger but that was a past that Ingrid wanted to keep buried as it would only cause a huge scandal between her and the king. They were from two different worlds and yet Ingrid still had feelings for him, how would he react when he saw a child, not even hers, following her... clutching to the lower parts of her skirt? Without another moment to waste, Ingrid hugged Asgrid and then grabbed a sliver-made tray that held a bowl of stew in which she made for the king. As on cue, little Asgrid clutched her mother's dress and they were off to the king's affair chambers in which he probably was working on alliance formalities and what not.
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