((Clarissa Mejeure))
Utter revulsion, twisting up from her stomach when he kissed her. That rising sickness, held only at bay and kept from spilling up into her mouth and into his by a frantic and struggling suppression of will. She could taste the smell of the sewers on his lips.
Taste it. And it was not simply the vileness of their environs which stirred that boiling cauldron of nausea in her guts.
Her intuition was screaming at her, begging her to finally
see! And in the sharpness of mind brought on by reaching her wit's end, the erosion of all things save base survival, she at last thought she had. The whole horrifying thing figured out.
My, my, how the spider becomes the fly.
Claire pushed away from Willis and shouted, "Don't touch me!" She lifted her hands defensively, eyes wide with hurt and terror, backing away from him as if he, too, were a
monster.
How she simply didn't allow herself to
see before! All the little slips and clues were right there! But it was the final note, ringing hollow and false in her ears, that ruined the song of deception that had captivated her so.
I love you, he had said. Willis kept saying that, ceaselessly, since Renaldus' house. But now--hmmm, hmmm!--now she heard it for what it
truly was, and wouldn't she be one to know? Why, she used those very same words herself in a cavalier and cynical effort to control her marks, to manipulate them into doing what she wanted.
It was all so clear now. Why, wasn't it just
convenient that Willis happened to be captured by the same cultist at near the same time as her, who just so happened to be a eunuch and thereby immune to her charms? And my, and how
easily all those lackeys were dispatched, Renaldus included, those unwitting pawns! Hmm, garnering trust, "saving" her like that, just as
she might with her marks, a tactic she in her own hubris never believed could work on her. And why oh why did she not
immediately cut ties with Willis when she saw that he served a xeno--a fucking xeno--at the
Monster Hunter Fortress! Everything was clear in hindsight, like how fiendishly coincidental it was that she and Kha were brazenly attacked at
The Broken Quill that very night! And the flourish to finish the swordswoman, oh yes, Willis and his xeno overlord's plot all along: how Omega violated her very mind and extracted the knowledge of the
Luminari from it! Ha! "You and I held them off", what reeking rubbish!
The Luminari was compromised. She knew it, she just knew it! And now? Now that Willis and his xeno grandmaster had gotten what they wanted from her? Well, what else? Time to dispose of her. Funny, oh so funny, how she and Willis just so happened to be running into a plethora of
monsters so suddenly, hmm? Almost as if this seasoned "Monster Hunter" was
leading her into them! Oh my, what an accident, dead little Claire, eaten by monsters and
surely not murdered, the Luminari's wrath left unprovoked and only tears to be shed in the "tragedy"! Why
else would he keep
insisting that she not run?
There were yet things that she didn't fully understand, like why the elephant monster wasn't allowed to kill her, but that didn't simply erase all the rest of this damning evidence, now did it? No! Because of course there would be another monster around the corner, and this one might well be the one whom Willis--in his nefarious and serpentine scheme--allowed to kill her, to eat her.
None of this would have happened if only she'd gone with Kha! But then, neither would she have uncovered this venomous scheme, unveiled Willis for what he was. Not only a sympathizer, but an outright traitor to Mankind. She was the heroine of her own story, and this was how her story was playing itself out. A devilish villain, whom she had erroneously trusted, come to imperil her and put her through tribulation after tribulation.
But not anymore! Oh no! Now she,
she had the upper hand! The spider come fly come spider once more!
Quick excuse. Play along. Wait for the next monster to come. Finish this.
"I'm sorry," Claire said, touching her cheek with a quivering hand and looking on the verge of tears. Womanly tears were always persuasive. "I just... I just want to get out of this wretched place. It's all too much for me, can't you see that? I'm not meant for this! Not like you are!"
A little quaking sigh. That's good. Easy when channeling real terror. Dry-rinsing her hands for added effect, finding that admirable piece of resolve to continue forward.
"I'll stay behind you and leave everything to you. You know best." Claire wiped at her eyes. "Don't tell Kha I... this all so embarrassing, please don't tell her anything about this."
She took a tentative step forward, making ready to follow after him, wherever he might be going. Said, "I hope that stupid gate is as close as you say."
Oh, but it didn't matter how close or how far they were from this supposed gate, now did it? The game was up. And Claire was ready to crown herself the winner at the first opportunity.