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Over the course of days, they traveled south at Alaric's lead.
During the nights Heike would sit or lay down. She was equipped with the unnatural ability to no longer require sleep, making her perfect for night watches...but there were understandable trust issues that Heike anticipated--whether real or imagined. Thus she decided that it was best to not offer. To sit or lay down and try to let sleep find her instead of standing up all night explicitly on watch. And some nights sleep did come to her, fully or partially. Some nights it did not.
Concerns weighed in on her mind during those nights where she was left awake to consider them. Of the most base concern was that of sustenance. She had not fed since departing Alliria, and while the days of steady travel were long they did not require immense physical exertions and thus large expenditures of blood. Yet what if a situation arose where she did need to burn blood for enhanced strength, enhanced speed? It would be a balancing act, surely. The bare minimum to get through the ordeal, and only if it was absolutely necessary. Heike figured that what blood she had in her now was all that she would have for the duration of this endeavor. She thought herself to be toying precariously with death by even entreating the Templar for a conversation, let alone asking them for blood of all things. No. Simply no. Heike was quite secure in what fortune had granted her thus far, and was loath to spoil it.
Then there was the matter of the Night Watchmen and their Sanctum and the Path of Purity itself. It did her no good to worry about things that she had no control over, but worry about them she did all the same. She honestly did not know what would be worse: if the Night Watchmen were all dead, or if there were still some of them alive and occupying the Sanctum. What if the Path of Purity did not do what Heike thought--what Heike desperately hoped--it would do? Or, even worse than that, what if it did do what Heike hoped, but she did not, or could not, survive the process? To come so close, to have one's very hope cradled in one's palms only to see it turn to poison, was a dreadful thing.
Worst of all...what if this was a mistake? Curing herself? It seemed a strange kind of sacrilege to even think such a thought, as if the quiet and cold voice of impassive logic in her mind was doing battle against the innumerable forces of her heart and indeed the rest of her mind as well. But it was there. She had had this thought before. There was virtue in restoring her mortal human self, in being rid of this abhorrent affliction, but it was a cold fact from that cold voice that in so doing she would become weaker. Simply a normal human woman again, whose only saving grace lay in the steel she would armor herself in and the longsword she would do battle with--mundane things for a mundane woman. This while preparing to fight Jürgen Kaiser--an ancient vampire with a powerful artifact fueling him--and his legion of monsters. What if achieving her dream of restoring her humanity led to an invisible death warrant being signed, the crumbling of the greater dream of reclaiming Reikhurst, and the ultimate victory for the traitor King Jürgen? This was the point that cold voice was making to her.
And she buried it. That cold voice and its quiet argument. It was the seductive call of power trying to maintain itself, trying to gather more power as was its wont, trying to corrupt her as it did so many others upon Arethil. There was honor in what Heike was doing, the aforementioned virtue, regardless of the outcome in the future. She owed it to herself and she owed it to Reikhurst. She was the proud daughter of Albrecht and Sieglinde Eisen, and she would either die human or die in the endeavor to regain her humanity again.
There was no other path forward.
The sky was half blue and half white with cloud cover. Despite the shadows cast by those clouds and the canopy of the forest above, Heike had her hood and her mask up. The foliage about them had grown dense now, and it seemed that most--if not all--signs of civilization had been left behind them somewhere in the north.
Alaric knew the signs as he had said, and they had all certainly gone off the beaten trail a while back. Here only the calls and songs of the birds perched unseen in the treetops were their company--no chance of happening across other travelers or adventurers or caravans going about the roads from one town to another.
They were getting close. If this wasn't deep in the Wood, Heike could scarcely say what was.
Perhaps today would be the day.
Lexi Quinzell Alaric
During the nights Heike would sit or lay down. She was equipped with the unnatural ability to no longer require sleep, making her perfect for night watches...but there were understandable trust issues that Heike anticipated--whether real or imagined. Thus she decided that it was best to not offer. To sit or lay down and try to let sleep find her instead of standing up all night explicitly on watch. And some nights sleep did come to her, fully or partially. Some nights it did not.
Concerns weighed in on her mind during those nights where she was left awake to consider them. Of the most base concern was that of sustenance. She had not fed since departing Alliria, and while the days of steady travel were long they did not require immense physical exertions and thus large expenditures of blood. Yet what if a situation arose where she did need to burn blood for enhanced strength, enhanced speed? It would be a balancing act, surely. The bare minimum to get through the ordeal, and only if it was absolutely necessary. Heike figured that what blood she had in her now was all that she would have for the duration of this endeavor. She thought herself to be toying precariously with death by even entreating the Templar for a conversation, let alone asking them for blood of all things. No. Simply no. Heike was quite secure in what fortune had granted her thus far, and was loath to spoil it.
Then there was the matter of the Night Watchmen and their Sanctum and the Path of Purity itself. It did her no good to worry about things that she had no control over, but worry about them she did all the same. She honestly did not know what would be worse: if the Night Watchmen were all dead, or if there were still some of them alive and occupying the Sanctum. What if the Path of Purity did not do what Heike thought--what Heike desperately hoped--it would do? Or, even worse than that, what if it did do what Heike hoped, but she did not, or could not, survive the process? To come so close, to have one's very hope cradled in one's palms only to see it turn to poison, was a dreadful thing.
Worst of all...what if this was a mistake? Curing herself? It seemed a strange kind of sacrilege to even think such a thought, as if the quiet and cold voice of impassive logic in her mind was doing battle against the innumerable forces of her heart and indeed the rest of her mind as well. But it was there. She had had this thought before. There was virtue in restoring her mortal human self, in being rid of this abhorrent affliction, but it was a cold fact from that cold voice that in so doing she would become weaker. Simply a normal human woman again, whose only saving grace lay in the steel she would armor herself in and the longsword she would do battle with--mundane things for a mundane woman. This while preparing to fight Jürgen Kaiser--an ancient vampire with a powerful artifact fueling him--and his legion of monsters. What if achieving her dream of restoring her humanity led to an invisible death warrant being signed, the crumbling of the greater dream of reclaiming Reikhurst, and the ultimate victory for the traitor King Jürgen? This was the point that cold voice was making to her.
And she buried it. That cold voice and its quiet argument. It was the seductive call of power trying to maintain itself, trying to gather more power as was its wont, trying to corrupt her as it did so many others upon Arethil. There was honor in what Heike was doing, the aforementioned virtue, regardless of the outcome in the future. She owed it to herself and she owed it to Reikhurst. She was the proud daughter of Albrecht and Sieglinde Eisen, and she would either die human or die in the endeavor to regain her humanity again.
There was no other path forward.
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The sky was half blue and half white with cloud cover. Despite the shadows cast by those clouds and the canopy of the forest above, Heike had her hood and her mask up. The foliage about them had grown dense now, and it seemed that most--if not all--signs of civilization had been left behind them somewhere in the north.
Alaric knew the signs as he had said, and they had all certainly gone off the beaten trail a while back. Here only the calls and songs of the birds perched unseen in the treetops were their company--no chance of happening across other travelers or adventurers or caravans going about the roads from one town to another.
They were getting close. If this wasn't deep in the Wood, Heike could scarcely say what was.
Perhaps today would be the day.
Lexi Quinzell Alaric