Sif was the first to stir awake the next morning. When she slowly opened her eyes, she realized that she was nestled against Braum's broad chest and Ivar was snuggled up behind her. The three of them were entangled and pressed together, chasing off any chill that might have thought to seize hold of them in the night. Her body ached, as it always did after she shapeshifted but also in far more pleasant manner as well.
As she took in the resting faces of Braum and Ivar, it occurred to her that she'd enjoy waking up with them like this again. It was the first time she'd felt like that about anyone she'd crossed paths with.
Lifting her head, she peered over Braum's shoulder towards the mouth of the cave. She sighed softly, a bit reluctant to wake the men. It was so warm tucked between them, comfortable even; so much so that she was tempted to lay back down and pretend for to sleep for a little while longer. Was it so wrong of her to enjoy a man's caress?
So many who touched her did so out of malice or with the intent of taking whatever they wanted from her. Braum and Ivar had proven to be something entirely unexpected -- different. Was this a glimpse at what life could be like away from the
Nordwiir?
She shook her head to clear the thoughts, reaching instead for the small leather pouch that was tucked away in her tattered clothing. Every effort was made not to wake her companions as she opened the pouch and tapped out two dark blue berries into her palm: Moonlocke berries, to be precise, a potent toxin when taken in high doses. But that was not their intended purpose this morning.
Sif popped the little berries into her mouth and quietly chewed them, leaning back against the wall with Braum's heavy cloak partially wrapped over her shoulders. The taste was sweeter than one might expect. A dangerous snack to keep the hands of fate at bay.
Her mismatched gaze lingered on Braum for a moment. The glowing strands of potential futures drifted around the trio, but she could see that hers and Braum's were far more entangled. Her brow furrowed slightly, reaching out to gently grasp one of the linked threads.
Warm. A golden sun shining, blinding. There was no snow where she stood.
Glints of light dazzle across the muddied landscape.
The stench of blood heavy in the air.
Crows cawing, circling overhead.
Panting. She's running from something; A wolf of fire and shadow., snapping at her heels.
A trial of wild lilies, pure white but splattered with red.
Water rushing, a river.
Braum turns to her and smiles.
Sif smiles in return.
Her hand is suddenly, forcibly, snatched back from the thread and the glowing strands dissipate into a mist of pale blue light. An angry growl snarled in her ear, dragging her out of the vision. She couldn't see him... but she sensed Fritjof. There was an ominous glower in the air, he was angry with her.
That is enough of that.
Sif felt an instinctual defiance grip her heart. Fritjof was hiding something from her, and there was no denying the jealousy she felt clinging to his presence, though it took her a moment to recognize the emotion. She'd never seen him like this before. Who was he to judge her? How many times had she been brutalized and beaten all for the sake of him? For "fate"? The moment she found an ounce of enjoyment he wanted to intervene?
Her wrist burned, drawing her attention. She grit her teeth when she saw the clear mark of a hand wrapped around her wrist, bright red against her pale flesh. Fritjof had burned her?
She gasped in pain and tensed up, pawing at the force that was holding her with her other hand.
Come to your senses, idiot girl. Time to come home. The Dark God hissed in her ear, barely restrained fury in his voice. His invisible grasp vanished as quickly as he'd appeared. She was left trembling and with an overbearing sense of foreboding.
A quiet whimper formed in her throat as she held the burned arm to her chest, bowing her head.