- Messages
- 478
- Character Biography
- Link
Her eyes snapped open to the semi-darkness of predawn, the shadows deep and the places where the light touched so faint as to not be there. Sweat wreathed her form, making the thin linen shift she wore as night clothes stick uncomfortably to her skin and pull at her every time she tried to shift all the long night through.
She lay there, the wraiths of haunting dreams still playing out across the ceiling, indistinct and difficult to pin down. The sense of sorrow and loss weighed her soul down, as it always did in the mornings. The shriek of loss still echoed inside her skull.
It took a few minutes, but the young woman finally shifted with a groan, rolling over and kicking legs out from under the thin sheet, wiping her face on the covers to get the sweat free. The room was silent but for the sound of her thin matress creaking under her scant weight, that and the sounds of the city starting to stir itself from the sluggish torpor of the night. Without much thought, she stripped the sodden shift from her body with grunts of effort, and then tossed it onto the floor in a heap. Her eyes glowed faintly with an inner light as she blinked about the room, and then bent over the bedside table, breathing life into the lantern. The oil-slick feel of magic being used danced through the air for a moment before fading before the advancing light.
She turned from the lamp, and regarded the mirror above her beaten chest of drawers. The cheap thing, bubbled and only just good enough to cast her reflection, showed the young woman she had become. Lean, almost to the point of emaciation, with dark circles under her haunted eyes. Every square inch of flesh was perfect, though; pale and smooth, untouched by time. If she still did not look like a woman grown, well, there was a reason for that.
She stared at the bubbled glass at her own visage, and hated herself.
It was the morning routine.
----
Today was the day.
She exited the tenement that she lived in at the moment, closing the door behind her to join the average crowd moving through the streets. People, moving about in blissful ignorance of the dangers that lurked in the world. She knew it was childish to even think such, but she didn't really see most of the people scurrying along the streets as being proper, anyway. Commoners, of common lineage. That she had been cast into their midst did not change what she was, not what she really was within. These folk were simple, with simple desires in their lives. Easy to read, sometimes, even for a woman barely able to call herself such.
She stepped out into the flow. She was unremarkable, compared to the rest of the throng. A plain grey dress of linen and wool, lightly embroidered but not flattering of the frame she didn't have anyway. Her slender build suited her diminutive heigh quite well, and in a manner it was useful in that she was small enough to not grab the attention of most of the people scuttling about on their business. The ones that did, she marked mentally - possible cutpurses or other rogue and ne'er-do-wells. She had been on the streets for a few years, and had survived the lessons delivered by the harder side of the commoner's life.
How will this go? Her face was a mask of determination, unnoticed by herself. She was thinking to the meeting she had set up today. The unsavory elements of Alliria were elusive, and for good reason. She had some hope that she might be able to broker some kind of a deal with this particular worthy (or unworthy!), some exchange of information for a service rendered. She herself was no fighter, and she knew it, but she had managed to employ a couple of people who were fighters, and they could be of some use.
What is it you want? What, indeed. The question kept her awake at night, along with the haunting screams of people she had known and loved. In the same manner that, sometimes, she could feel the liquid heat, the life, pooling in her lap. Searing her flesh, her soul, and leaving her broken and weeping. Blessedly, the episode did not often occur in 'polite' company, and so she had seldom had to run off before the waterworks could breach the damn and make her look more of a childish fool than she already managed to do on her own.
What do you want? She turned down a street, eyes wary of those around her. Her escorts would meet her at the meetup point, although she was sure one of them would tail her to make sure nothing happened between her humble lodgings and there. I want revenge, she thought. Not for the hundredth or the millionth time, either. Flashing images, a night of fire and blood. She felt anger stir in her breast; it was an old companion, welcome and warming her soul even if sometimes she felt as though it was her soul that fed it. As if, one day, the flames of rage would consume it all, and she would be left a wailing banshee of rage without conscience or regard for another.
I want to bring those underhanded curs down, or to heel.
And what would she do to achieve that end? It was another thing that haunted her nights, filling her with nightmares that had nothing to do with the ones she had lost. How much of her soul would she feed to the flames to achieve that end? She was going to have dealing with a criminal, and she did not know what that said about her. Father would turn in his grave and Mother? Mother would disown her. Both would probably disown her for dealing with commoners, anyway, but she was alive and they weren't.
You had to do what you had to do, to survive. The taint of dealing with the common man was such a small detail when stacked against dealing with the criminal elements, or bringing about the death of members of her own family.
The quality of the city changed around her, subtly. The district she had been in had no formal name, but this one did. The Shallows were aptly named, the salt marshes and stagnant pools at the edge of the bays and inlets that Alliria straddled, the heart of its mercantile might. Here, the people were poorer, and more seedy. On the border with the Slums, it was a place rife with crime and debauchery. In other words, a place she had no business being. Blessedly, the place she was headed was not very far in; The Canted Stump held all the appearances of a seedy tavern and brothel rolled into one, but there was far more to this place than met the eyes. Many of the criminal gangs that ran throughout the city used such places as covert dens or bases of operations.
This was one such place.
Lyssia slowed her steps for a moment, regarding the place with an uneasy eye. The sound of raucous laughter drifted across the street and over the still water covered in pond scum, but she couldn't help noticing that several street toughs stood around the area, on the street or the corner. Watchers, and people to call upon should their be trouble of any kind.
She clenched her hands into fists involuntarily, and started forward. It felt like stepping off the ledge, waiting to either come in contact with the ground before the rope around her neck drew tight...
...or strangle herself, finally, through her own bad decisions.
She lay there, the wraiths of haunting dreams still playing out across the ceiling, indistinct and difficult to pin down. The sense of sorrow and loss weighed her soul down, as it always did in the mornings. The shriek of loss still echoed inside her skull.
It took a few minutes, but the young woman finally shifted with a groan, rolling over and kicking legs out from under the thin sheet, wiping her face on the covers to get the sweat free. The room was silent but for the sound of her thin matress creaking under her scant weight, that and the sounds of the city starting to stir itself from the sluggish torpor of the night. Without much thought, she stripped the sodden shift from her body with grunts of effort, and then tossed it onto the floor in a heap. Her eyes glowed faintly with an inner light as she blinked about the room, and then bent over the bedside table, breathing life into the lantern. The oil-slick feel of magic being used danced through the air for a moment before fading before the advancing light.
She turned from the lamp, and regarded the mirror above her beaten chest of drawers. The cheap thing, bubbled and only just good enough to cast her reflection, showed the young woman she had become. Lean, almost to the point of emaciation, with dark circles under her haunted eyes. Every square inch of flesh was perfect, though; pale and smooth, untouched by time. If she still did not look like a woman grown, well, there was a reason for that.
She stared at the bubbled glass at her own visage, and hated herself.
It was the morning routine.
----
Today was the day.
She exited the tenement that she lived in at the moment, closing the door behind her to join the average crowd moving through the streets. People, moving about in blissful ignorance of the dangers that lurked in the world. She knew it was childish to even think such, but she didn't really see most of the people scurrying along the streets as being proper, anyway. Commoners, of common lineage. That she had been cast into their midst did not change what she was, not what she really was within. These folk were simple, with simple desires in their lives. Easy to read, sometimes, even for a woman barely able to call herself such.
She stepped out into the flow. She was unremarkable, compared to the rest of the throng. A plain grey dress of linen and wool, lightly embroidered but not flattering of the frame she didn't have anyway. Her slender build suited her diminutive heigh quite well, and in a manner it was useful in that she was small enough to not grab the attention of most of the people scuttling about on their business. The ones that did, she marked mentally - possible cutpurses or other rogue and ne'er-do-wells. She had been on the streets for a few years, and had survived the lessons delivered by the harder side of the commoner's life.
How will this go? Her face was a mask of determination, unnoticed by herself. She was thinking to the meeting she had set up today. The unsavory elements of Alliria were elusive, and for good reason. She had some hope that she might be able to broker some kind of a deal with this particular worthy (or unworthy!), some exchange of information for a service rendered. She herself was no fighter, and she knew it, but she had managed to employ a couple of people who were fighters, and they could be of some use.
What is it you want? What, indeed. The question kept her awake at night, along with the haunting screams of people she had known and loved. In the same manner that, sometimes, she could feel the liquid heat, the life, pooling in her lap. Searing her flesh, her soul, and leaving her broken and weeping. Blessedly, the episode did not often occur in 'polite' company, and so she had seldom had to run off before the waterworks could breach the damn and make her look more of a childish fool than she already managed to do on her own.
What do you want? She turned down a street, eyes wary of those around her. Her escorts would meet her at the meetup point, although she was sure one of them would tail her to make sure nothing happened between her humble lodgings and there. I want revenge, she thought. Not for the hundredth or the millionth time, either. Flashing images, a night of fire and blood. She felt anger stir in her breast; it was an old companion, welcome and warming her soul even if sometimes she felt as though it was her soul that fed it. As if, one day, the flames of rage would consume it all, and she would be left a wailing banshee of rage without conscience or regard for another.
I want to bring those underhanded curs down, or to heel.
And what would she do to achieve that end? It was another thing that haunted her nights, filling her with nightmares that had nothing to do with the ones she had lost. How much of her soul would she feed to the flames to achieve that end? She was going to have dealing with a criminal, and she did not know what that said about her. Father would turn in his grave and Mother? Mother would disown her. Both would probably disown her for dealing with commoners, anyway, but she was alive and they weren't.
You had to do what you had to do, to survive. The taint of dealing with the common man was such a small detail when stacked against dealing with the criminal elements, or bringing about the death of members of her own family.
The quality of the city changed around her, subtly. The district she had been in had no formal name, but this one did. The Shallows were aptly named, the salt marshes and stagnant pools at the edge of the bays and inlets that Alliria straddled, the heart of its mercantile might. Here, the people were poorer, and more seedy. On the border with the Slums, it was a place rife with crime and debauchery. In other words, a place she had no business being. Blessedly, the place she was headed was not very far in; The Canted Stump held all the appearances of a seedy tavern and brothel rolled into one, but there was far more to this place than met the eyes. Many of the criminal gangs that ran throughout the city used such places as covert dens or bases of operations.
This was one such place.
Lyssia slowed her steps for a moment, regarding the place with an uneasy eye. The sound of raucous laughter drifted across the street and over the still water covered in pond scum, but she couldn't help noticing that several street toughs stood around the area, on the street or the corner. Watchers, and people to call upon should their be trouble of any kind.
She clenched her hands into fists involuntarily, and started forward. It felt like stepping off the ledge, waiting to either come in contact with the ground before the rope around her neck drew tight...
...or strangle herself, finally, through her own bad decisions.
Last edited: