When Petrus turned his back, the cutthroat within Alicia screamed.
Now! Do it now! Slit his throat and whisk away!
Her hand, though coiled as if remembering the touch of a hilt, stayed. For there was another part within her that wished to speak. The opportunist, the survivor - the one she were before the mantle of a thief had been draped over her shoulders, like a heavy cloak belonging to some other owner.
None had been able to wipe away her disease. None but Velin had the power to curb it. But here . . . it seemed this one actually
could affect it. Perhaps only symptomatically, but still, it was more progress than she'd ever made in a decade.
The sting of humilitation still burned. Horse-shit soiled her cloak, and the phantom feel of his boot on her head still pounded against her skull. Resentment roiled in her heart like a disturbed ocean.
But resentment had kept her alive this far. It was an uncomfortable feeling - but it was, at the very least, familiar. It had taught her that nothing ever came for free, and that everyone desired to demonstrate their dominance over others. The fact that this nobleman lived up to this lesson made his offer more likely to be true. He wasn't extending a hand from the goodness of his heart - no, he certainly had ulterior motives.
It was bizarre to walk through the house like a guest. As she followed him through the manor-house, suppressing her own instinct to stay low and hidden, she came to a realisation. Suddenly, the strange alembics, the unnatural vegetation, the overgrown skull - it all clicked into place. He was a student of magic and alchemy. As a noble, he could have all the leisure and resources needed to pursue such an arcane path. If she hadn't seen his private quarters with her own eyes, she would have doubted his knowledge. But clearly, he possessed such secrets. One of which she still carried in her pack - the frosted flowers in their beautiful case.
Alicia could work with this. So long as she played her cards right. Besides, none but the two of them knew of this hidden exchange. Once this was all said and done, perhaps she could forget this whole episode, like some unwelcome nightmare. And perhaps . . . perhaps a cure . . .
No. She didn't dare believe it. Even nursing the tiniest hope could be dangerous.
Hope was for the weak.
Only once they were inside would he turn, scrutinize Alicia for a brief moment, before motioning to a small armoire and coat rack beside the door.
"Now that you an official guest..."
There was a languid, but pointed, tone behind the words 'official guest' as he eyed Alicia.
".... armor, head coverings, weapons, you may leave them there. They will not be disturbed and you may recover them when you leave."
A brief pause.
Alicia didn't move in that pause. She stared at the armoire like it was a pit of vipers. Doffing her trusted equipment? She might as well start walking the streets naked. Her calle and pang ensured her protection, her barrier between the dangers of the night and her fragility.
"
And despite your disfigurement your unmarred self is attractive enough. It would behoove you to attempt to leverage it as we negotiate, even if it proves unsuccessful."
A thin, near-amused smile played at his hard features.
"
Even the Empress-Regent of Amol-Kalit found such an approach difficult but it never hurts to try."
A grimace slashed through her features - unbidden, and the near opposite to what he probably had in mind.
Attractive - a word only spoken to her in mockery. The idea of leveraging her looks seemed about as likely to her as sprouting wings and taking to the air. After a life-time of being called
leper child, break-face and
plague-born, she had long since abandoned notions of beauty, however symmetrical her face might have been. Owning a mirror and checking for herself was a luxury she could ill afford.
She frowned when he mentioned the Empress-Regent, peering at him.
Now she was starting to doubt the truth of his words. Then she glanced back down the way they had come from. No guards in sight . . . Could she make a dash for it?
No. He was being far too blase about all this. She had no chance of escape. No doubt guards awaited her at every unseen corner. Guards - or some other magical trap. Even a fool had to realise by now that he had taken steps to prepare for her arrival. The spider web of his house might quiver and shake at her attempts at resistance, but never break.
Better to face the spider, then, than to tease his fangs as fleeing prey.
She looked back at the lord, wreathed in a slash of shadows and tenuous illumination. The corners of her mouth twisted downwards with equal parts disgruntlement and preparation. Then, her hand went up to her quiver, and unclasped the buckle that held it against her shoulder. She lowered the case of coloured bolts and placed it within the armoire, as the first of her items.
"What makes you think I'll fare any better than her, then?"
Though true to her thoughts, the question was designed to distract rather than to gain any useful information. She would rather not know the inner workings of this depraved nobleman - not yet, at least. What she
did prioritise, however, was hiding her saw-toothed knife that rested in her boot, its hilt visible above the lace.
She turned sideways to him, unhooking her enhanced crossbow and closing its retractable limbs against its foregrip, then slinging off her dark and soiled cloak, placing both in a neat bundle in the armoire. All the while, she had kept the hilt of her knife facing away from him, counting on his eyes to be distracted by her other items or the tight-fitting leather and straps of her exposed thief garbs. She knelt down, taking off such a strap filled with vials of a gold-flecked liquid secured against her thigh and removed a smooth, black smokestick from a strap on her ankle, then re-tied the laces of her boots. Her voice took on an airy tone, alien to her regular rasp, musing to the floor:
"Her beauty rivals the sun, after all. You can't ask the lesser moon Pneria to match Issat, now can you?"
When she rose, her fingertips smoothly fished out the knife by its pommel. She kept standing with her side towards him, using her slim frame to hide the knife she had previously attempted to extricate for the vines, arms by her side. If he turned his back again, she might be able to stuff it behind her belts on her back. As a little insurance for what was to come.
Her words, though scholarly in tone, were stolen from more educated mouths. With as little propriety as she relinquished other trinkets, she had summoned a few overheard conversations to her memory, of people pontificating about the moons, the beauty of foreign regents and other such nonsense. To her, it was nothing but air-headed musings - but right now, such words could serve her like a borrowed tool.
Petrus Ritus Iskandar