Private Tales Honour Is Dead

A private roleplay only for those invited by the first writer
Lachlan found it easy to smile hearing her say that. He grinned, widely at that, and it perhaps looked like it belonged on his handsome face. "Vel Odren is popular with nobles for a holiday or others looking for some time away from the mainland. But the locals know all the good spots. It's a good place to get away and not be surrounded by everyone else."

You could be truly secluded if you wish it. But he did not share that. He wanted her to have freedoms and know that he encouraged her to have them. If she were to be stuck to him for a future, then he was going to ensure she enjoyed a life. And perhaps, then when he had the courage to tell her of the girl he loved above all else, perhaps she would not mind their arrangement.
 
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She saw the way speaking of his home made his face light up in a way she'd never seen before. Odessa glanced away, back at the plants surrounding the pair. "I beg you, do not tell my sister or my cousins. And do not offer them a place to stay." She spoke, humor in her voice once more, as if their presence was some overbearing nuisance. Oraya, maybe, with how much she criticized Odessa, doting over her every time she returned home and attempting to fill her pockets and bags with food for the Academy.

Her concerns were more on the gossip they'd spread amongst themselves about their little Odessa's peculiar living arrangements with her husband.

"May I travel on my own?" Her eyes remained ahead, focused on something far off in the distance, if they were focused on anything at all. "Alone? I'd like a horse to ride, but I think I might enjoy traveling by sea to somewhere I'd never been."
 
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Lachlan laughed.

"Definitely not telling Leander. Might tell Proctor Perri, because I think my cousins would fancy her. As for the rest of your family, it is at your discretion who you allow to visit on the island."

This was good. They were talking somewhat normal now, for the first time since meeting, and he had only wished it had been like this from the start. But they were both Dreadlords now. Not Initiates. Things were different now despite his mistakes, all of which he now wished to atone for. He was doing it for Heidi, but Odessa deserved it too.

His face fell a little, but the joy shone through once again as she asked about riding.

"My Nana has a stable full of excellent horses. She'd love that you would like to ride. And if you wish to sail, then it is best I teach you how... but you are a Urahil." He would like nothing more than to give her all the freedoms, but there was the matter of fact of her birthright that needed to be accounted for. "If you are going to leave Vel Odren on a trip, myself or someone in the family will have to escort you."

To keep her safe. To keep this alliance safe.
 
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She could not stop her eyes from rolling. "Especially not Perrine. If you value your sanity, you will send your cousins to her. Though if you value your cousin's sanity...perhaps you keep them apart." Her laughter was short, but it seemed a miracle that she managed to make that sound at all. Genuinely, at least. She loved Perri dearly but, like Oraya, she too could be quite overbearing with the twins. Mother figures, she'd realized, to the youngest Urahils who'd only had their father and siblings.

Perhaps it was best that Odessa did not need their guidance for most of the awkward conversations they tried to hold with her for it seemed Odessa's body was not capable of some of those strangest of changes.

She seemed satisfied when he agreed to let her ride, but the other half reminded her of who she was. "I have coin, I don't need to learn to sail." She addressed the first of two problems. "And I am unsure of why I need an escort. I am a Dreadlord. Same as you. I can protect myself." Her face paled slightly at the sound of her lie. Perhaps it had been a truth years ago, but she had been making poor decisions for a while and was still suffering the consequences of them. One such consequence was the faint scar across her throat. The other was standing beside her. "If you still insist, please send your most introverted family member so that I may enjoy travel without unnecessary conversation."
 
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Lachlan raised a brow at her, walking ahead just to turn and face her as he walked slowly backwards. "Protect yourself? I never doubted you Odessa. If you are to be my wife it is my duty to ensure you are well. But what you don't know yet is what my family do for a living. The sea is treacherous, and if anyone that wishes to see the Irwins fail, they would harm those in my life." They did it not too long ago, but his feelings about his father kept his tongue from spilling the truths of it all.

His father's death was not one to rattle him, but if Odessa was to come to any harm he would have her family and his own breathing down his neck.


"If you want to sail, then I will accompany you."
His magic was potent when in the water.
 
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Odessa felt his eyes linger on her as he turned to face her. She did not meet his gaze with her eyes, looking icier than ever with her bloodshot sclera. "Then tell me what your family does for a living," she let him speak. "And I'll remind you that my family thrives on the Dreadlords they produce. And those that were not sent to the Academy, for whatever reason, are still very skilled mages. Healers, mostly. Runs in the family except for me...unless you'd consider whatever's wrong with me to be some messed up way to interpret 'healing'."

She looked down at her scabbed hands, opening and closing them to watch the blood flake off. I should take the ring off. She had told herself. Over and over since this engagement was announced. Even now, she could not or would not bring herself to remove it from the ring finger on her left hand.

"I cannot expect you to forgo your daily duties to accompany me any time I wish to travel, but I will allow it. Not that I have much of a choice." She looked up and offered a small smile. A smile she tried to cover her pain with. "Can I trouble you for separate rooms on a ship as well? I presume you'd like time alone for whatever hobbies you have." Take them with us, she failed to say aloud, so that I may enjoy being alone the entire time.
 
Kress, she was so up her own arse sometimes.

Lachlan sighed. "Gambling. My family run the best games in every casino. Forgive me for being vigilant. My father was capable a fighter, taught me when I was a boy, and still they slit his throat." He cut her a glance, humour all gone now. She couldn't take this seriously, thinking of only herself instead of the greater picture.

"Fine. Go alone. Prove me wrong if that's what you want." Irritable. He was giving up so much to make his Nana happy with this union, sacrificing his own future and love for this girl that seemed to think she was getting the worse end of this arrangement. "I'm going back inside."

And leave her here.

He stopped walking backwards and breezed past her, his tall frame not growing smaller until he was near the doors leading back inside. He caught sight of the short haired Urahil, throwing him an innocent smile that masked a glint of knowing.

Maybe he ought to talk to this Felix person and straighten things out than be tied down to a young, snooty woman.
 
"Oh..." Odessa wasn't sure how to respond to that news. Casinos. Felix really, truly must have hated her if he decided to marry her off to a family who endorsed irresponsibility. A family that preyed on the feeble-minded. The same people to resort to violence when there was nothing else left in their lives. Now she, too, would be a target for those people.

His tone shifted from their friendly conversation back into the Lachlan she'd known. Cold and angry. Part of her was glad he chose to leave. She did not want a repeat of the night they spent together. But the other part felt...something she couldn't place. It was not a good feeling. That much she knew. "Wait." She started after him, but he ignored her.

She followed far behind, but it was not Lachlan she aimed for in her return to the ball.

"You knew." She hissed, gripping Catherine by the shoulders. Her nails dug into her cousin's skin as she forced Cat to look into her eyes. "You all knew. Was marrying me off to a man who lied about sullying me not punishment enough? You knew his family would put my life in danger."
 
"Of course I knew, cousin." Catherine was unfazed by Odessa's nails digging into her flesh. The pain was enough to awaken something in the woman dressed in gold, reflected in her eyes as she kept a steady connection with her cousin. "You are resilient, sweet Dess. He may worry about burdening you with the work his family is involved with, but you are far stronger."

Her eyes glanced side to side and cleared her throat, hands moving to delicately extract the nails of her cousin from her flesh one by one.


"Everyone has a role to play when they marry into another family. Make your brother happy with your progress, and he may reward you later." Cat nodded in the direction where Lachlan went, his hulking frame not easy to miss as he was waylaid by a classmate from their graduating class. "Keep your claws to yourself, Dess."

A name she knew would only incite fury or mourning in her cousin.
 
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Of course I knew.

Odessa's eyes heated, threatening to spill the tears she had only recently been able to stop. During that semi-pleasant conversation with her fiancé.

She wasn't resilient. She wasn't stronger. Whatever her family thought they knew about her had been wrong from the moment she slipped the platinum band onto her finger. Knowing there was a life outside of her numb, cold existence was precious, but she would be giving that up to tolerate his moods, the danger, the misery that loomed over her.

Her nails dug into the pale flesh a little harder before her cousin picked each finger off of her.

"He may?" She was unable to stop the cold huff of laughter that escaped her lips. "He expects me to behave for the rest of my fucking life for a chance that he may reward me? With what? Death? That is the only acceptable reward for ruining my fucking life." She hissed at the woman who dared to speak so casually, to use her nickname while she was falling apart.

She shoved her cousin aside, slipping the ring from her burning fingers and into her dress' pocket. Her sclera seemed to brighten to abnormally white, given the amount of crying she had done. The wounds on her palms sealed shut, nothing but dried blood left which she clapped off of her hands before heading back in through the double doors. A smile was plastered on her numb face as she made her way back through the crowds. She greeted people. Friendly, she was being friendly as she made her way to the dance floor.

The current song was coming to an end and Odessa made to approach a young man, a few years older than her at most. She smiled softly and he extended a hand which she accepted before being swept up into a dance.

"Are you enjoying the evening?" He asked her, pulling her along to a dance she had known well.

She studied his face. His hair was dark auburn, eyes a reddish brown that played well with the freckles on his flushed cheeks. "I am," She lied, letting him spin her around once. "Lord Ambrose, it is a pleasure to have run into you again after so many years." She smiled, it didn't match her eyes, but the young lord did not seem to notice more than a beautiful girl in his arms.

"Indeed, Lady Odessa." The teeny gap in his front teeth when he smiled was charming, cute. "To what do I owe the pleasure?"

"Just dance with me," She ordered, another spin separating her words. "I'd like to be kept occupied. At least until my family's driver think's I've left with someone and they leave without me." There was a mischievous glint in her eye. "Perhaps it won't be a lie, but until someone asks then I would like to dance."
 
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"Should you not go see your future wife?"

He did not need to turn around to know that the owner of that voice was someone Urahil and that there only seemed to be two present thus far to this event. Lachlan turned only to pin point where Odessa had gone to, not bothering to look at the other Urahil, the cousin. After a moment, his eyes fell back to the vision of his fiancee dancing with another. A sharp exhalation of breath almost like a grunt left him, and he shrugged, before turning his back on her.

"I am not responsible for her yet. She is still one of you, so why don't you take care of it?"

Her beautiful face entered his periphery now, and he wished to loose another sigh as he noticed she was smiling up at him.

"Your family benefits from this match. They become a vassal house of the Greater House of Urahil, and that is a protection your family business needs on that small island of your's. Clean business, just as you have always wanted for the future... unless you truly wanted to test the law and murder..." Catherine let loose that sigh he was wishing for, and lifted a hand to gently squeeze his forearm. "My cousin Felix always gets what he wants and favours those that listen."
 
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Odessa twirled under the sparkling chandeliers, her gown swishing across the polished marble each time Lord Ambrose spun her around. Her smile seemed easy, not at all forced like it had seemed in her mind. Lord Ambrose's arms held her as they danced. He had quite liked the idea of leaving the ball with the blonde Dreadlord by his side, but he looked down at her as they danced and noticed how she tried to mask some emotion, bitterness.

"You seem distracted." A brow raised. The music came to an ending for only a few moments before it would start up again. His tone was light, absent of judgment, but there was curiosity in his eyes that Odessa noticed too easily. He had always been the most simple of the Iverson children, the one who had crushed on Odessa when she returned for weekend meals with Leander as children.

Her smile faltered and she shook her head. "Forgive me, I have had an awful night if I am being honest. Men can just be so..." She huffed loudly. "Presumptuous. Don't you think so?" She seemed to be venting and Lord Ambrose was willing to listen.

"Is that so?" He asked her, settling his hand back on her lower back when the music began again. "I wouldn't think anyone would be that way, especially in the presence of a charming Dreadlord lady." The flush in his cheeks crept back in. Odessa hoped her efforts to will the same warmth into her own face was working.

She caught sight of Lachlan and Catherine speaking quietly. Both seemed to look distressed to some degree, if that was what it was called. She leaned in slightly, her lips closer to Ambrose's ear. "You're an excellent dancer. I had almost forgotten how enjoyable a ball could be with an actual gentleman. Dreadlord balls are full of graceless oafs. I had a toe broken once from a man stepping on me during a waltz of all things!"

He had the laugh of a wealthy man, one that surrounded her whenever she left the Academy. "You truly flatter me. I must admit, for being raised with 'graceless oafs' you still seem to outshine all the other ladies here tonight."

He own laughter was foreign, a hollow sound that was too delicate for her soul. "You are far too kind." Her fingers slid over his shoulder, lingering longer than necessary. She looked up. The sparkle in his eyes, the reaction. Perfect.

"My lord," She let her hand fall back into place. Her voice had dropped to a sultry whisper. "Have you wondered what it might be like to defy our parents?" He cocked his head to the side, confused. "What it might like to try something scandalous? For just one night?"

His brow furrowed before realization struck. His lips curled into a smile. "You surprise me, Lady Odessa. I never pegged you to be one for reckless decisions." She almost cursed herself for choosing the brother that was also the most...gentlemanly, but he slid his hand to the nape of her neck and pulled close to his lips. "But perhaps the perfect Urahil daughter does have a scandalous streak in her after all. I wonder if anyone would even notice if I were to kiss you. Right here on the dance floor. No one would even see, unless they were watching of course."

Odessa's breath hitched. She had not expected this, a public display of such behavior. Up close, she could smell that he had been drinking. Likely just as much as she had. But she didn't pull away yet. Instead, she stared over to her cousin and her...fiancé. But she arced her neck to the side, letting her blonde hair fall. An invitation Ambrose was eager to accept. His lips brushed the side of her neck. Featherlight, as if he were unsure.
 
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"Perhaps you would like to murder him." Catherine all but purred. A glint was in her pale eyes, turning her attention to that of the young Iverson now pressing his lips to the craned neck of her cousin. She clicked her tongue, giving Lachlan another look before parting with her next words. "She mocks you and your status here by coupling with the man that had sired two illegitimate children."

"Fuck off." He said, not caring he had garnered the attentions of others gathered around them. Finishing his drink, he set it on the table and stalked towards Odessa.

Lachlan disrupted many dancing couples, some stumbling to keep themselves from crashing into the hulking male, but there was no amusement of emotion in his face. His jaw was set, breathing steady as he came to the side of the nobleman. "Glad to see my future wife being sociable."
 
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“Lord Ambrose,” Odessa started, startled by the lips pressing against her neck. She withdrew her eyes from her cousin and her fiancé, now aimed at the floor. She realized now, that this was not exactly what she had in mind when she had made her suggestion. She only wanted to leave the ball with someone who was not Lachlan. Nothing more. She did not wish for another man’s lips on her flesh- just enough suggestion to irritate the shit out of Lachlan. It was a bonus if it made her brother reconsider that marrying her off at all might be an insult to both families.

Lord Ambrose heard the commotion from the large man pushing his way across the dance floor, but did not immediately pull himself from Odessa. “Did you say something?” He asked, breathing into her neck and grazing his teeth against her flesh. She did not react except to stiffen as she heard his voice.

Ambrose’s grip on her waist tightened and he pulled her to his side, glancing at the Dreadlord. “Future wife?” He looked the man up and down, scoffing lightly. He was unfamiliar with Lachlan, seemingly regarding him as no more than the help. “And you might be?”

Odessa didn’t fight his grip, nor did she make any attempt to alleviate the confrontation. She stared at the ground as if it were much more interesting than either man.
 
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His eyes never left where his lips had tainted the soft and clear flesh of Odessa's neck.

"A Dreadlord." He replied, lifting dangerous eyes to those of the arse making a scene.

The gentleman laughed in Lachie's face. "Is that all?"

He wished Heidi was here. She was the only one he could never act up around, and she kept him stable and kind. Being surrounded by these sorts of people had darkened him, had made him a version he could never recognise as the new era of himself.

Lachlan could have said something else to further ask for his wife to be returned standing, and not dangling in the arse's arms with the clean line of her neck and decolletage in view.

Before anyone could do anything, his hand was on the hand gripping his bride above her waist, his thumb had been rubbing at her ribs and moving to folllow it's shape. Putting an end to it, Lachlan let out a lick of his own power.

And the effects were immediate.

The shitfaced nobleman roared, throwing Odessa away from him and into another dancer, but Lachlan was there to help straighten her and guiding her off the floor. The man was screeching in pain, the poisons in his stinging touch would die down after a few hours of unending discomfort and pain, but Lachlan didn't want to stay here too long to listen.

"We're leaving." He said simply to his betrothed as he pulled her towards the front of the property.
 
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Odessa did not pull herself from the iron grip around her waist as the man who held her openly mocked the most hot-headed man she had known. A man who knew no boundaries when it came to what he wanted and what he believed was his.

She remained there, stiff as a corpse, being dangled in front of her unwanted fiancé like a toy. Like a prize he thought he had won.

As she was thrown, tumbling forward with all the grace of a dancer with two left feet, Odessa was grateful for putting that ring back on. Something told her that she, too, would be writing on the ground, screeching like a wild animal from whatever went through that man’s body. Whatever went through him and into her unfeeling, unreactive body.

When he grabbed her by the arm, pulling her back up, she loosened and allowed him to do so although she never took her eyes off of the man on the floor. She didn’t speak a word until he had dragged her almost to the doors. “He was a nice boy.” Her voice was barely a whisper as she stared with wide eyes straight ahead. “Where are we going?
 
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Lachlan did not bother answering her straight away.

He called for his carriage to take them away, and the valets scrambled to make the arrangements. Even as they waited the two minutes, he did not release Odessa. They certainly made to look an odd couple, but the male was calming himself down. That cousin's words began to get to him, and he knew she did so intentionally. He was to be part of this society now, and as he always ended up doing, he acted before he thought.


"Do you think they will ban us from returning to this event next season or should I have given him more venom?"
 
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Odessa let him hold onto her, making no attempt to free herself from his grasp.

Do you think they will ban us…

But she looked over at him as he spoke and, for the first time in what felt like an eternity, Odessa laughed. She laughed hard, tears flowing freely from her eyes while they waited for his carriage. Like his question was the most amusing thing she had heard- ever.

Oh she hoped so. Deeply and truly. These events could be enjoyable, but for the most part they were held for pompous pricks and eligible, desperate people. She could not care any less if she was not allowed back. Though, she was sure Felix would have a field day punishing her for this. It was okay, though. The ring would stay hidden and she would enjoy the few days in darkness after such an emotional night.

By the time the carriage pulled up, she was still laughing- crying, sniffling, giggling. Her makeup ran down her cheeks in dark black lines and Odessa did not care. “More venom,” she managed between gasps for air before repeating her question. “Where are we going?”
 
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Lachlan released her after her laughter carried out. In fact, it brought a small smile to his face as his eyes lit up seeing the elegant ebony wood carriage pull up before them. He opened the door for her to get in, and took his time getting comfortable. It was a carriage made to accommodate his height, not quite like the one they both had been stuck with during that mission once.

"I... don't suppose you would like to return with me to the lodgings I acquired here in the city? You can take the bed, but I thought..." He sighed, daring to glance at her warily.


"Start again. Fresh... and just... I ask you to be patient with me. My anger takes over a lot of the time and I simply need some time to cool off... that is me being conscious I am about to do something I would regret and I just need understanding and time to come round to calming down... So I apologise for my behaviour in the gardens earlier..."
 
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Odessa did not bother cleaning up the makeup running down her face. By the time she took a seat in the carriage, she was taking heavy breaths to calm herself after that fucking fiasco. She hated him, yes she definitely hated the man who followed her inside, but she had to admit that it was rather enjoyable to be able to sit and not be shoved into a corner because of his size.

Her giggling and breathing ceased when Lachlan began to speak, offering his lodging and…apologizing to her for what he did. A brief thought flitted through her mind wondering if he felt as guilty about their night together in the manor as he did about knocking Ambrose on his ass in front of a bunch of nobles. Probably not, but it was nice, in a way, to know that he did have some sort of conscience.

She was quiet for a minute, thinking before responding for once. “I understand.” She nodded, folding her hands in her lap. Her silence continued for a while longer and then finally it broke.

I struggle with people.” She said, as if it wasn’t something painfully obvious. “Emotions especially. I don’t…understand the visceral feelings people associate with emotion very well.” She pulled the ring from her pocket and held it between her hands, like it was the most precious thing that existed. “I never have been able to tell when I am pushing people too far or when I have said something that hurts someone else because, until recently, I have never known what it feels like to be hurt. Or to feel anything at all, I suppose.

The stone on the ring sparkles in the dim lighting. “I think that desire is why I push people. I need to see how they are feeling on their faces. Like reading a book, I suppose. It makes it easier for me to understand when I don’t have to guess the unknown.” She slipped the ring on her left hand, ring finger. “Rhidian did this.” She gestured to the ring. “Few months ago. We went to a little jewelry shop during a mission my cousin sent me on- hoping I would…I don’t know…irritate him until he blew up and killed the both of us I guess. He had the jeweler etch some runes on it and it is like…magic.

Finally, Odessa wiped at one teary eye. “I can feel. For the first time. I feel things that aren’t just dull pressure. I feel pain when my fingertips bleed and when I scrape my knees. I feel hungry when I refuse to eat. And I feel my stomach knot up and my eyes, they get so hot, when I am angry. I finally get it. It’s fucking shit to feel some things.” She wanted to go on, wanted to tell him how much she hated him because she would never get to feel things with Rhidian ever again. Would never have her lifetime full of new experiences with the man she loved.

Instead, she slipped it back off of her finger and closed her hand around it. “I am sorry that I make you angry.” It was not a great apology. That much, she knew, but she wished she had never started rambling so she followed it up with, “You can take the bed. Not being able to feel has its benefits when it comes to who has to sleep on the floor.

She prayed this lodging had a tavern connected. Then neither had to worry about who got the bed, because she would likely find herself passed out at the bar.
 
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So they both had things to work through.

Lachlan gave her a small, sad smile. "You wish it was Vaughn and not me here right now, don't you?" She would want to be Odessa Vaughn and not Irwin. She would want the Dreadlord that could decimate an entire army, be strong, and abide by those Guard values he had grown up with.

What did he have to offer Odessa besides his volatile emotions and dangerous family business?

Then he felt pity for her. That he cousin was to be married off to another Great House, and here she was given away to a family of crooks from Vel Odren.


"Take the bed, Urahil... it's not like I have slept in it yet. That probably require me to actually sleep." For he had not done so since the announcement was made to him of his upcoming nuptials.

Heidi. He had to figure out a way not to break her heart about this...
 
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Odessa returned the expression, mimicking the sad smile. He was not incorrect, Rhidian was what she wanted. Who she wanted to spend her life with. But Odessa could see that her answer would make him feel worse than he already appeared to be feeling.

“It would have been nice to have more time with him,” A crease appeared between her brows as she spoke, her voice soft. “He was the first…the only person to ever show interest in me and as a gift, he helped me feel. Everything that I ever wanted to understand, he gave me the gift of being able to. There was still so much we never got to do- things I will never be able to experience.” She cursed her eyes, her vision blurring slightly from the tears that formed against her will. “What a waste of kindness on a girl who never deserved it.”

She shook her head at his insistence, “No, no. Take the bed Lachlan. I promise I will be fine on the floor as long as you can promise that I’ll have a bed when we are…married.” She chuckled and looked away, out the window of the carriage. “And please, just call me Odessa. I am not on good terms with anyone sharing my surname at the moment.”
 
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He grimaced. "Odessa." The correction was foreign but if he had to admit it, it was a name that suited her just well.

"Nana says you are to move to Vel Odren before the wedding. Unfortunately, we only have one home suitable for a... family but it is large enough that it will feel as if you have separate lodgings... You will have your own suite, gardens, sitting room... You'll see." Lachie gave her a half smile. There was something else on his tongue, something that made him nervous and began to fidget with his hands upon his lap.

"I must tell you..." He sighed, long and weary. "I too have someone else I care about dearly. Made her promises and have been making amends to her during my absence... she doesn't know about this arrangement." His head feel back to lean on the cushioning behind him. The carriage bumped and jostled around, but he did not mind it as he exhaled deeply. "I hurt her so bad, I thought I would never be forgiven. But... she is a sweet girl. I just don't know how to... navigate this."
 
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"Before the wedding?" Odessa knew how her heart would feel had she kept the ring on her finger. It was a sinking feeling, nauseating and consuming, that she had been drowning in these past few weeks in her family home. "For what reason would I have to go before the wedding? How soon is this happening?" She questioned him.

She had been pushing her own family as far as she could from herself. She hadn't spoken to Felix, Oraya, or Leander except for a few angry words when she was once dragged from her room for a meal. Felix seemed to find her anger amusing, but did not invite her back for dinner after that night. Had Catherine known this detail? Probably, Odessa realized. She knew more about Felix than he knew of his own wife.

When Lachlan continued, Odessa stared at him for half a moment before turning her attention to her lap. The carriage suddenly became suffocating, pressing in on all sides.

"Oh..." She studied the lines on her palms carefully, then the dirt and blood still stained beneath her nails from when she was dragged from Rhidian's lodgings by her brother's guards. "That...is quite a predicament..." She couldn't look at him. "But I won't stand...in your way...One of us might as well have a happy life, right?" Her head tilted forward, hair falling to mask her face.
 
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Lachlan grimaced. He didn't like that he was the one informing her of their wedding details. In fact, he thought being a Urahil and all would have her well equipped with more knowledge than he had at this point.

"Six months. Apparently we are to wait once Proc--- your cousin Perrine marries her Pirian betrothed." It was going to be a grand affair whereas Lachlan was happy that the plans as they stand now was a smaller and quainter affair.

"Six months gives me time to... figure things out." Make it work with Heidi, make her see that he would still fight for her. "I think they're really stalling this because Nana is giving your brother Felix a hard time on a marriage contract. But in all honesty, Odessa... I think you will like Vel Odren. Nobles holiday there in the summer months but it is an island of great beauty. And you can visit Vel Redynne. It's a historical city that often ferries people between the island and there..."

Because if they couldn't escape this decision, he'd make sure she was comfortable...
 
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