"I see...." She said quietly. "Gwen, have you got any living family? I don't mean us. I mean like blood relatives."
It seemed like this question hurt her. A deeply rooted pain came into her eyes as she seemed to remember. “No..My bloodline died out long ago..” She said with a sadness in her ton that spoke of this being a very sore issue. “One does not try to fill voids in life where something occupies it.” She said plainly.
"By Gilgamesh you mean that Gilgamesh, right?" She looked to Charity and back towards Gwen. "I never imagined it was Gilgamesh. I didn't realize he was as old as you!" Her laughter broke through her unusually gloomy mood as she stuffed some of the now cold foods in her mouth. "He never looked like he had any elf in him, so I just assumed he was some sort of human! Who's this Amadeus, though? Is he Gilgamesh's boss?"
Gwen paled slightly seeming to realize she had said something she should not have. “Yes..” She said slowly. “Amadeus may be the only person I have ever seen Charity’s father obey without question.” She finished. Which was in all honesty the truth. At the comment about her age however Gwen seemed a bit insulted.
“I’m quiet young by my peoples standards. And I’m barely in my “early thirties.” By human standards..” She said somewhat defensively. She had a blush grace her porcelain cheeks at the thought of her daughters thinking of her as an old maid. “I have many lovers that would want my hand even as OLD as I am I’ll have you know..” She sniffed with a slight frown.
"But...he loves me. I know he does!"
“That remains to be seen..” Gwen grumbled. Obviously still unsatisfied.
“I..Ah.” Her train of thought was derailed for a moment as Elirias pressed her hand to her side. The initial pain causing the information broker to give a slight squeak of surprise. Her hand flying to the wound on instinct only to end up on top of her daughters own.
The pain would resist her healing for a moment.
Like a cat sinking it’s claws into whatever it could to not be dragged from its bed. It seemed to hurt Gwen more the closer it came to being removed. She held her pain well simply breathing as she held Elirias’s hand. Finally it relinquished her she let go with a grunt as relief filled her aching body. “Thank you child..” She gasped feeling much better.
"You've been a very good mother to me but I can't ask you to protect me anymore. That wouldn't be fair of me, would it? It's not your responsibility." Gwendolyn's final comment bothered
Eilerias, but she continued her job.
"I don't understand why you'd call him a perverted bastard. It was my choice, too you know...well maybe not the first time, but after that it was my choice."
“Child.” She said taking the woman’s face in her hands gently. “You will be mine to protect and aid as long as you draw breath until I rest in my grave.” She would rub her left cheek with her thumb. “That is not something you ask of me. It is simply how things are. Wether you want it or not.” She said kissing her forehead in thanks for the healing.
She raised her eyebrow at the last comment but she was so relieved to finally have her daughters talking to her once more and her wound finally not ailing her..
It wasn’t worth prying..
For now..
“I understand child. But this is not an argument between you and I.
Isak and I will need to have our own discussion.” She said sternly. A motherly way of saying that the time for discussing such things was now over.
"Mother? What happened between you and Daddy? He said that you two were very close at one time. It sounded like you loved each other deeply, so what drove you apart? I asked him about it but he said it wasn't his place to tell me."
“Your father...” She said slowly.
“Was the most cunning, handsome, and most powerful man I ever knew. And I protected and served him as the mother of his children. Eventually “mother.” Became more than just a title. I fell head over heels in love with him. I dedicated my life to his safety and happiness.” She almost left it there. But she beckoned for both of her daughters to come to her. She needed a little support for this. If they did approach she would lightly place a hand on one shoulder each.
This would be one of the first times Gwen had ever genuinely asked for a little support from her daughters. “He rewarded my service by stabbing me in the back and dropping me from a cliff face.” She finished. Unable to remember more. It was too painful.
Tears formed around her eyes as she remembered falling once more. Her eyes darkened. Her power began to expand. Darkness began to pool underneath her before..She gave both of their shoulders a light squeeze. Reminding her she wasn’t facing the pain alone anymore. The darkness dissipated both from around her and from her eyes in a blink.
“I’m..I’m sure that only lends its self to more questions but in all honesty even I am blind to his reasoning. I survived. Barely..I drug myself to shore and patched up my wound as best I could. Then.. I started my own business. A spymaster for hire so to speak. Soon my influence and knowledge grew. I returned to the archives and took over the family business of knowledge. But with my new clientele...I ran things a bit differently than my ancestors would like I’m sure...but I had hard lessons growing up on my own..With no one by my side anymore I had to learn difficult lessons..”
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“Should have known better knife ear.”
The armed men had Gwen tied up. Her information scroll she had been hired to put together for this gang sat on a crate they were using as a table in their hide out. “You really expect us to pay 40 gold for paper? With information that we don’t even know is good? And when we refuse...” He smirked.
“You..threatened us?” He laughed undoing his pants. “Good thing we’re in such good moods. So we’ll let you leave. But in exchange we’re keeping the scroll and your body. Lucky for you an old bitch like you is still pretty.” He laugh maliciously as more of the men began to disrobe.
“Spin her around and get those clothes off her.” He crowed walking up to her. Thrusting. She cried out. This continued for about 5 seconds. Gwen simply taking what was given her mouth simply opening and closing silently. Her eyes dead to anything. The gangster continued to thrust as his eyes saw her mouth. He halted for a second. “What are you doing? Praying? No god is going to save you bitch!” He spat as he almost began to thrust again he heard what she was muttering. “4, 3, 2,” “Huh...Aaaaaaahhh!!” A confused grunt followed by a scream.
A barrier of light had suddenly appeared blocking Gwen from the man. Severing his manhood In the process. The man paused as Gwen kicked him backwards screaming towards the crate. The scroll exploded in a fire ball. Gwens barrier protecting her as flames swirled around her rendering everyone ash.
The walls of the hideout crumbled as the building collapsed in on itself. Gwen left. A massive coin purse bouncing in her hand. “Should have paid up scumbag..” She would whisper taking the long walk back to the archives.... Where he was waiting..
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She blinked away the memory. Those had been hard days..It was days like that she had wanted to protect her children from. She had failed it seemed.
"Really?" Charity squeaked excitedly. "Will I get to meet them? I really want to! Well the ones who aren't totally evil like Angelica at least!" she said looking at Gwen with sparkling eyes. "Do I have any brothers? Or just sisters?"
“Farlyn, Faust, Rose, Virtue, and Heticate are still around I believe. Trinity, Dream, and Greta are helping their father in the blight lands.” Gwen thought for a moment.
“Faust is the youngest she might be able to stop by some time when the..Inn..I helped her set up isn’t busy. She enjoys people.”
Gwen said taking another sip of her tea and selected a few of the foods that had steadily grown colder. She took a bite and chewed thoughtfully. Nodding at the flavors. It was quite good.
"Because of who I WILL be!? What do you mean?" Charity demanded with a scowl.
"I don't want to be anything Mother. Not now and not in the future. All I want to do is goof off with Urchin and have fun. That's all I've ever wanted to be! Somebody who enjoys life!" Per usual, Gwendolyn knew more than she was telling Charity, which greatly annoyed the young woman.
“I understand..” Gwen said with a nod. “When I was young I wanted to run my own..” A blush played across her pale cheeks once more as she stopped herself, but looking between her two daughters she sighed relenting..”To..To run a flower shop..” She finally admitted.
“That doesn’t leave this table. Understood?” She said in a deadly serious tone before continuing. “But there were other things that my birth right placed on my shoulders.” She stopped for a moment.
“Perhaps Angelica thought you would become something you wish not to..” Gwen left it at that. There was more..But not much. In all reality much of angelicas thought process was a mystery to the old archive keeper..