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Nemeska Elissal practiced smiling before her mirror everyday. Always did she begin while dressing herself, staring into the mirror as her hands, accustomed to their motions, went about their work near entirely of their own accord. The trick was to ensure that her smile reached her eyes. This was something no one needed to worry about other than when they wanted it to happen on command. A natural smile was easy. One fashioned for a purpose was difficult.
"A pleasure, Priest Madrissal."
She shook her head in dissatisfaction. Now that her doublet was on, her hands dutifully went to her hair; she never left home without it being arranged into a perfect bun.
"A pleasure, Priest Madrissal."
There. That gleam in her eyes. That lift of her cheeks, causing in their turn the slight rise of her lower eyelids. That was what she wanted. Yes, lovely, pristine. She needed only to be of two minds. One mind thinking of something which did please her and make her happy. The other mind muted, operating only as the pilot of the ship that was her body, going through motions, not thinking about how distasteful it was to show humility before the Priest.
She looked then to the top of her dresser which sat beside her mirror.
A sheathed knife was resting atop it. Nemeska reached for it. Touched it. Pondered for a moment. No. It was safer just to return home after the War College and before she went to see Priest Madrissal. She had time to return and retrieve it. Yes. Her father strongly advised patience and compliance, that soon conditions would at last be right. But Nemeska had been patient for years. And she was tired of waiting. Tired of her station remaining as it always had been since her eyes first became tainted gold with her magic. Tired of Priest Mehmet Madrissal being superior to her. No. She was superior to him. Today was her chance. Perhaps her next Priest would be more deferential to her, as was only right.
Nemeska covered her mouth with a gloved hand. Laughed into her fingers. Watched in the mirror as that gleam in her eyes turned vicious.
"My, my, Priest Madrissal, you shouldn't have done that. You shouldn't have done that at all."
"A pleasure, Priest Madrissal."
She shook her head in dissatisfaction. Now that her doublet was on, her hands dutifully went to her hair; she never left home without it being arranged into a perfect bun.
"A pleasure, Priest Madrissal."
There. That gleam in her eyes. That lift of her cheeks, causing in their turn the slight rise of her lower eyelids. That was what she wanted. Yes, lovely, pristine. She needed only to be of two minds. One mind thinking of something which did please her and make her happy. The other mind muted, operating only as the pilot of the ship that was her body, going through motions, not thinking about how distasteful it was to show humility before the Priest.
She looked then to the top of her dresser which sat beside her mirror.
A sheathed knife was resting atop it. Nemeska reached for it. Touched it. Pondered for a moment. No. It was safer just to return home after the War College and before she went to see Priest Madrissal. She had time to return and retrieve it. Yes. Her father strongly advised patience and compliance, that soon conditions would at last be right. But Nemeska had been patient for years. And she was tired of waiting. Tired of her station remaining as it always had been since her eyes first became tainted gold with her magic. Tired of Priest Mehmet Madrissal being superior to her. No. She was superior to him. Today was her chance. Perhaps her next Priest would be more deferential to her, as was only right.
Nemeska covered her mouth with a gloved hand. Laughed into her fingers. Watched in the mirror as that gleam in her eyes turned vicious.
"My, my, Priest Madrissal, you shouldn't have done that. You shouldn't have done that at all."