Dagny the Unbound
"Was it so odd, then? To discover that Dagny was someone more enamored with the freedom found in flight rather than obeisance to the tired old ways; to their tired old gods? Who offered naught else but an eternity of curses and trials to those who served without complaint, finding such things their due for simply having existed?
What manner of society or god must they be, to ask that fealty be earned through the burden of a life not worth living, in return for nothing of worth or value?
To those who groveled low, let them be blessed.
To those who flew with the kaldurhafen, let the world open before them."
What manner of society or god must they be, to ask that fealty be earned through the burden of a life not worth living, in return for nothing of worth or value?
To those who groveled low, let them be blessed.
To those who flew with the kaldurhafen, let the world open before them."
Appearance
By the accounts of all, Dagny was all that one might assume - and more besides - from a Wiir living in the far southern reaches of Eyjarnar, for she was blessed with all the things one had come to expect from her ancestry; the most prominent example someone might point to was the existence of her golden tresses, almost a platinum in coloring. Typically braided and held in a loosely knotted ponytail.
They were a pleasing contrast in the framing of those intense blue eyes, signifying her as unmistakably Wiir to those who held portents within such little details.
What was unmistakable to all, prophetic grandmothers or otherwise, was how she most certainly stood at a height that marked her as a woman entirely unlikely to have been born upon the continental mainland.
Nobody amongst her kin scoffed at the fact that she stood proudly at six feet and four inches, nor did anybody think it passing strange, for it was normal enough for even the women of the lost isles to aspire to such lofty expectations.
And tower as she might over the multitude of their sad, sparse crops that grew like mushrooms in the warmer months, it was still a height that lent little credit towards physical intimidation. The gaunt, harsh planes of her face and unassuming features gave little indication of an unyielding warrior.
This fact was more surprising to others of her kind by far.
For she was never destined to walk the simple path of embracing her martial birthright; to claim it through overt violence and effortless belligerence like so many of her peers, who had in turn mocked her where she lacked, and held little esteem for this inherent failure that she played no hand in the causing of.
No matter what, there was also little to be done about the way her hands and skin always seemed to shine an unbroken porcelain. More unfortunate still was how it made her appear perpetually fragile in a world that abhorred weakness, devoid of callouses found in hard work in a world where few men or women had the luxury of not knowing what those marks left upon one's body meant.
What it had taken to earn them. The kind of life spent laboring over unyielding ground and fending off the nearly ubiquitous permafrost from their pitiful crops, something that so often left a permanent testament upon the old and young alike.
Proof of hardship lived each day for every day of their short lives.
Where her people found a degree of morbid satisfaction in these scars upon their skin, a testament to their pride in suffering as their people so oft suffered, she only saw further proof that her people should find ways to thrive without the steep price the harshness of their cold, barren lands demanded.
Not that she voiced such petulant thoughts aloud, not when her kin and others of their village saw things otherwise. Most especially not when they made every excuse for what she lacked; the girl was a southerner, was she not? And didn't all Wiir already know how soft their brethren of the coasts were? How worldly and naïve in the ways of customs and tradition?
Yes, she was; and yes, they did. They had never been as blessed as the Wiir of the mainland, nor had they ever been granted the same favour by the dark gods of the isles. Their blessings were weak, for their faith was weak.
So they believed. And for these reasons did the people of Sund decide to ignore her odd features and her idiosyncrasies, and told themselves that this Dagny was simply of an alien nature. Yet another example of a Wiir disconnected from their roots, and would live or die by the grace of her kin regardless.
This was how her people made an allowance for weakness and frailty, better than to cast a pair of capable hands into exile as some of their neighbors were inclined to do. Perhaps had she sought the path of a prestsfrú, and found purpose in the cradle of faith, all these things might have been overlooked with far more tolerance.
However, it was never to be. For she seemed to be as ambivalent about the gods as she was vain about her own handsome looks.
Perhaps she once had faith in a childhood where everything seemed so very simple, but that childhood was a very distant memory now - and one estranged from her heart by the cruelty of living in a world where dark and old gods expressed their favour and disdain alike in fickle, capricious ways.
Skills and Abilities
Dagny's Gjöf As with many children of the Wiir, Dagny also possesses a blessing, a boon known as her Gjöf and an indication of her favour with the Dark Gods of the isles. This was something that was supposedly granted to the young girl as she set out upon her own trial to prove herself worthy of adulthood in a society so intent on their old, outmoded ways. This was referred to as the Frábærveiði; the great hunt.
This came in the form of being almost supernaturally talented at tracking; most notably when it came to feeling the faintest tremor underneath her bare fingers upon laying them onto the ice and snow and little rushing rivers of her home.
She could feel the ice melting from an impossibly distant campfire in the same way she could feel the pawing of the snow by countless little feet finding their burrows made in the earth.
Personality
Was it any wonder why Dagny possessed a soul that was destined to be torn between the reality of her culture and the potential she saw in her people? And from root to stem she remained conflicted about a great many things, at times she even felt at odds with herself; so often did she play two roles instead of one. Wherever they converged, disaster had always lain quietly in wait.
The same way the kaldurhafen of the skies circled dying prey, waiting for their fill.
Those who knew her well could see where the facets of this dualistic existence diverged; the part that spoke of lofty ideals and motivations and a destiny not yet defined by the simple, orthodoxic lives of their forefathers was the one she wore almost exclusively in private, only showing itself in the company of friends and those whose confidence she held dearly. This was a side of her that gave way to the earnest, yearning optimism of a woman who truly believed the words she spoke, regardless of whether or not she was greeted with easy ridicule.
There was a passion behind those blue eyes of hers in those quiet moments; she believed, truly believed, that if others could see with the same clarity as she did, then they would come to the same conclusions. That they could see as she did how the circumstances of their birth and faith in fickle gods did not mean they could not strive for more, that they could break free from the stagnancy of this way of life they so stubbornly clung to like children, ignorant and so very afraid of a future not defined by tradition and repetition.
To seek more meant looking past the familiarity of their world; of their gods.
But honesty was often unwelcome, and dreams were a brittle thing in a reality so easily determined by casual violence and superstitious devotion. It was more than that; it was dangerous. Dagny knew better than to speak openly about her atheistic beliefs in a community that dreamt little and questioned even less. Any degree of admission to the kinds of heretical thoughts she possessed carried an explicit threat of exile, or worse yet. The prestsfrú of their isles punished with the same zealotry as the dark gods they served, and they were always watching.
It was why she concealed this side of herself so meticulously; the part that her community and people would have shunned without a moment's hesitation. What they saw of Dagny in public was the disguise she so often wore, hidden beneath layers of responsibility and obligation to her community as well as her people.
What did it matter so long as they prospered?
She came to this conclusion eventually, but not without a great deal of personal turmoil over the years. Only with age and lived experience did she learn a more subtle kind of pragmatism. The rationalizations that allowed her to accept that their people's change might have to come from within; for the revolution she sought could not possibly hope to survive against the willingness of her kin to confront all of their life's problems with bullheaded ignorance.
Yet, no matter what she initially thought of their outmoded, brutal culture, nobody could deny how effortlessly she adapted to the Wiir tenets and to the way of life she once scoffed at. The failed expedition that saw Dagny cast adrift for nearly three years only served to cement the metamorphosis.
She boasted when she had to, walked with a swaggering arrogance in the way that most warriors did, and no longer fell victim to the frowning and lamenting and brooding she was once so relentlessly teased over. What few scars she possessed, she now wore shamelessly upon pale skin. She learned to hide her doubts well, for the years in becalmed waters had left scars of their own; the kind of marks that did not have to join the ones displayed upon her flesh to leave behind permanent damage.
They often said that the merciless sea was the finest anvil for an untempered youth, and that the waves and the wind was the hammer wielded by Uratash.
Dagny knew it better than most, the odyssey had sharpened her resolve into something edgy, deadly.
She was once a mystery; her survival in a society that loathed nonconformity was a puzzle begging to be solved. After she returned, that mystery became an enigma that few could reliably guess at. Few trusted her. Those initially under the delusion that she was somehow more tractable in the wake of her apparent submission to tradition were promptly disabused of the notion.
Even when she could confidently boast with the best of the warriors of her village Æðri, or command the loyalty of her own small crew, or be entrusted with important tasks; the keeping of the peace; the delivery of correspondence; the presiding over impromptu court judgements and property disputes, it still wasn't enough.
Not for those who whispered with suspicion and envy.
What reason was there for anyone to trust such an intensely private and contradictory woman? Their cynicism, fueled by their own biases, was nonetheless a sensible stance to take. She hated them as much as they hated her, and those who eventually fell victim to their own carelessness were exposed and branded as fools, one by one.
Only when they learned that her newfound arrogance also harbored an ambitious sort of opportunism, as well as a calculating mind that waited patiently to repay old slights, did they finally grant this strange woman a reluctant measure of respect.
The acknowledgment, however late, had helped her stand a little taller, and she proceeded to ruthlessly take advantage of this concession to lift what the saga of her lost odyssey had started into greater heights still.
How odd of a fate for a woman known as 'The Unbound' to aspire towards the title of Æðri in a land that was not her home, with people that were not her kin. But she clearly had a goal, despite it being known by few, if any.
Like an innocent game of Jhakr to be played with friends, they all waited on her next move.