Adriwolf
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The wolf smiled at her "I'd love that.... I'd love to meet up tomorrow.... maybe we can do something... fun tomorrow, or something.... I don't know." he gave her a nervous chuckle. Jaken wasn't the one that could see himself doing something.... 'fun'. 'Fun' wasn't something that was on Jaken's priority list, it was always work, and bounties, and payments. The life he came to know only consisted on that, so going off the grid might difficult for him. Getting out of his comfort zone to have.... fun.... what could be fun? Where would they go? What would they do? In that moment, something clicked on Jaken's mind... he didn't know how to have fun. He was always serious, always aware of his surroundings... ever since the bite... jesus.... 7 years without having fun. It made him forget what was like to have fun. He knew it was something.... good... but... good in what way? Would it be... 'heart-pumping-fun'? Or... just... 'enjoy-fun'? Hell, he couldn't even conclude what type of fun IS fun. Would it be something that Kiara had to teach him? Just like how she taught him to give second chances... if it wasn't for her, maybe his relation with Hellius would have kept being bitter. So.... could he teach him what is it like: have fun? "W-we could meet tomorrow.... maybe.... at the college? Ummm... I don't know at what time are you free..." he looked down and scratched his nape. The fact that he doesn't know how to have fun made this difficult for him.... but.... no.... this has nothiing to do about fun. It was different. He was asking her if they could meet up tomorrow and do things. Was he.... asking her out.... on a DATE? Was she going to be his first date? It felt.... weird.... asking her out, all of this is new territory for him. He didn't really socialized with anyone, and then... asking Kiara out on a date? This was new....Only if you want.
At his explanation of what happened before she froze in time, Jaken could feel lots of emotions, sadness, despair, loss, but most importantly, anger and guilt. He felt that because he let that happen, it was his fault Kiara got froze in time for the last 4 months. If he had not fallen asleep, he oculd have stayed alert for anything that could have happened. And his body wouldn't let him lie. He growled, displaying his sharp fangs, his hands opening, making his cclaws get ready in case he wanted to rip something apart. His fur bristle due to the anger, his ears flopped up and his claws on his back paws would sink in the ground, in case they neded to get ready to sprint and keep grip on the floor. However, when he reacted and sat on the ground, his body adopted a completely different posture: his fur was relaxed, his ears had flopped down, his back paw claws were relaxed and his claws were holding gently the crystal. Seconds ago, he was a werewolf in defense mode, ready to attack if anyone dared to opose him, but now... he was fragile, he was relaxed. Such a sudden change from him. It would take hiim some time to go from the first state to the second, some minutes, but... somehow, he did it in a matter of seconds. Was that right for him?
He did not had time to think on that, as he felt something grabbing him by the neck and pulling him close to a soft body. The werewolf's eyes opened wide and gasped for air, his snout kept opened, his arms in shock, not being able to move them. He felt something nuzzle on on his neck, it felt... good.... in any other situation he would've become defensive and subdue whatever it was snuggling on his neck, but this time... he knew that it was nothing dangerous. It felt comforting, so... was it Kiara? He then felt something resting on his shoulder. He looked at what it was, and yes, it was Kiara. She was hugging him. He wanted to ask her what she was doing, but then she talked.
"I-" the werewolf couldn't continue with the sentence, he was just reacting, he embraced her slowly, holding her tight but gently. He loved feeling her soft body on him... it felt... so familiar and so far away... he had felt her body before on him multiple times, but this time... it felt good. Holding her in his wolf form... did he even held her in his wolf form during the S.A.P. events? He could only remember hugging her in his human form, but never in his wolf form. What would she make of it? Would she like it? Would she feel him hugging her SUPER tight, at the point of not letting her breathe? Would she complain about how hot it was due to the fur? He closed his eyes and hugged her. He... had her forgiveness, but... he still felt a bit guilty. He knew he had to beg for Kiara's forgiveness and now that he had it, he still felt guilty, maybe not as guilty as before, but he still had that god damn feeling. Maybe... he needed to be forgiven by Hellius to make the guilt go away? He was Kiara's guardian and he let Jaken take Kiara away, in that moment, the male elf had given him responsibility over her and he (Jaken) screwed up. He needed to be forgiven by Hellius. He let him down and due to that, Kiara had to be trapped in that ice shard for 4 months. The bounty hunter felt the female elf tighten the hug, that made him feel safe... why? He didn't need to feel safe, it was HER who needed to be and feel safe.... right? He needed to protect her, but... if that was the case, why did he feel safe under Kiara's hug? Did he needed to be saved? Saved from what? But then, Kiara broke the hug, he let her goNothing of what happened was your fault, so don’t blame yourself. If only I had listened when you told me to stay away, nothing of that would have happened. I’m so sorry for making you go through all of that, for making you suffer. I’m sorry for leaving you alone when I promised that I wouldn’t.
"<<But.... I never thought on leaving Elbion.... because of you...>>" the werewolf stared at Kiara's eyes at her revelation, keeping his thought to himself. He then looked to the crystal. That artifact that kept him sane for a long time, that kept him hoping that she would be returning, that someday she would be back in his arms. And it delievered.... without it... he didn't know where could he be "It brought me joy... for some moments.... until I fell asleep. It rocked me to sleep. I would sleep besides you." he caressed her hands holding his claw, they felt soft and smooth, in contrast to his rough and big claws.This crystal was supposed to be a gift for when you leave Elbion, to remind you that you are never truly alone, to keep you company and also, you always said that you liked to hear me sing. It was supposed to bring you joy.
He heard that magic word, that word that made the shard sing to him in all those months that Kiara was not there for him. The singing echoed in the plain, only to be joined by Kiara's voice. As if it wasn't enough to be comforting, the fireflies shined, making it a visual spectacle for the wolf to see, but not Kiara as she was closing her eyes and singing along with the shard. Between the both, they made a wonderful duet that relaxed the werewolf. he could forget about what happened and focus on the present. He could focus on the present, on her singing, on her relaxing him with the lullaby. He closed his eyes and let his ears take him though the notes of the elf he loved. It sounded beautiful, angelical. The only reason why Jaken was not falling asleep right now is because Kiara didn't want it that way. He inhaled deeply, expanding his chest, then exhaling, letting his soul, mind and heart to rest for a while. he didn't want to get out of this moment, he would cherish it forever. He recorded everything on his mind, the sounds, the things he was seeing, Kiara, the crystal. EVERYTHING, burning into his memory this moment.
It stopped. And he was in peace with that. He opened his eyes and faced Kiara, smiling at him. The most lovely smile he could have seen in his life. He smiled back while one tear was falling down his cheek....
Should he do it? He... he really wanted to.... he was in peace with himself, he couldn't remember what happened 4 months earlier.... should he do it?
He leaned closer to her face, closing his eyes slowly and finally, connecting lips again.
The wolf kissed her again. In that kiss he gave away his feelings for her. His love, his desire to be with her, and his joy that she was back once again. Another tear ran down his cheek. He slowly took his claw to Kiara's left cheek, holding it gently and lightly as their lips still connected with one another.
-Elbion, 10 minutes later-
The citizens had come out to see what was the cause of all the noises that had woken up everyone in a 15 meter radius. And the found it. 2 men had died in a horrible way. One guard's skull was crushed alongside his helmet and the other man had his throat slashed and one arm was ripped. Many people were watching the horrific scene. Some were investigating the corpses, while others were crying. Men and some women would investigate the scene, while others kept their children from watching the gruesome scene.
"Whatever it was. it had enough force to bite through the helmet and into his skull. See the bite marks here?"
"But what could have done it?"
"Look at this man, his throat was slashed and the arm is next to the guard's body.... it was something savage."
Everyone kept silent for a while, before someone came to a conclusion.
"It was that werewolf!!"
"What?"
"It was that werewolf we saw some hours before. That werewolf grabbed that man's arm aggresively, it even left a bruise. Check the arm."
The adults obeyed, checking the other man's arm. Indeed, there was a bruise there.
"Yes, there is a bruise here."
"It was that werewolf, I'm telling you!! He hunted this man down because he tried to spoil his plans with that poor elf."
"And the guard?"
"A poor soul in the wrong place at the wrong time. These murders were done by that werewolf....."
-Flower plain, 10 minutes earlier-
The werewolf kept kissing the elf he loved, bringing her to the ground, her on top of him as he hugged her body, still kissing her.
If only they knew what would happen once they reach Elbion...