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O great Sunfather, I come to you with a weary heart. Everywhere I turn, I see your people's minds corrupt with greed, pride, vanity, and envy, rather than full of your light and love. I confess that I too have had my pride wounded in your service and that I envy your Priests and Priestess of the Solar Choir. I have lied, and pretended, convincing myself that I was doing it all in your name, when really I was doing it for myself. Do not let me fall as so many others have, instead lift me up with your blessings and help me to see your light in all things. I ask for your forgiveness not only for myself, but for all those who have failed you or strayed from your path. I pray that wrath does not consume me, and that I can be your heavenly example of light on earth.
Mother Francesa punished me for speaking out of turn. I had merely proclaimed Sister Cristina vain for taking great care in her outward appearance, rather than her inward appearance. "You self-righteous pig! Just because you were born with beauty does not give you any right to berate me on my sins," she had screamed.
"The Sunfather blesses as he wills, and he wills us not to focus on mortal matters such as outward physical beauty. It is the beauty of the soul that matters," I had replied, doing my very best to stay calm and not snap at her like she so easily sank to the temptation to snap at me.
Mother Francesca decided it best to punish both of us, and would not let us pray at the grand altar in the center of the abadía to call on your blessings. Since the incident I have made peace with it, and, Lord of Light, I ask you to bless Sister Cristina with your presence, so that she might be enlightened to your calling and her sould beautified.
I also must admit Sister Cristina's insult struck home. Was it out of my place to declare such things of her? I have no right to call her out for her sins, since I have sinned just as much if not more. It was on this that Mother Francesca delivered her sermon. She did not mention my name or Sister Cristina's, but those who had witnessed the incident gave us furtive glances.
I do feel that vanity is perhaps the most prominent sin among your people, alongside pride. We have grown to confident in our abilities and power has caused us to lose sight of what is truly important.
Blessed Lord of Light, I ask for your forgiveness for your people.
Mother Francesa punished me for speaking out of turn. I had merely proclaimed Sister Cristina vain for taking great care in her outward appearance, rather than her inward appearance. "You self-righteous pig! Just because you were born with beauty does not give you any right to berate me on my sins," she had screamed.
"The Sunfather blesses as he wills, and he wills us not to focus on mortal matters such as outward physical beauty. It is the beauty of the soul that matters," I had replied, doing my very best to stay calm and not snap at her like she so easily sank to the temptation to snap at me.
Mother Francesca decided it best to punish both of us, and would not let us pray at the grand altar in the center of the abadía to call on your blessings. Since the incident I have made peace with it, and, Lord of Light, I ask you to bless Sister Cristina with your presence, so that she might be enlightened to your calling and her sould beautified.
I also must admit Sister Cristina's insult struck home. Was it out of my place to declare such things of her? I have no right to call her out for her sins, since I have sinned just as much if not more. It was on this that Mother Francesca delivered her sermon. She did not mention my name or Sister Cristina's, but those who had witnessed the incident gave us furtive glances.
I do feel that vanity is perhaps the most prominent sin among your people, alongside pride. We have grown to confident in our abilities and power has caused us to lose sight of what is truly important.
Blessed Lord of Light, I ask for your forgiveness for your people.