Private Tales On A Road We Don't Belong

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"I don't know that I'll ever grow used to it."

Villam spoke partly to himself, leaning against the window looking out into the city, the cold winter air rushing through in frigid bursts to nip and bite at his flesh. Once more his narrowed gaze scanned the horizon, expecting to see that tower of such prominence reaching high up into the clouded sky and vanishing into the mist. He would not find it. That place was the landmark of his home, Valenntenia. A city he'd left behind, with no intention to ever return to the Tower, his Father, or his duty as a Guardian.

But he was not the only one who'd left.

Turning his head to look back to the bed he'd just risen from, those sharp eyes softened he regarded the form of his lover, Vazia, still draped in the white sheet they'd shared the night prior. "I look out every morning expecting to see the Tower, the somners filing in for morning court, the sound of the Vanguard training across the way... I'd have called you crazy if you'd told me I'd miss the place but..." Truthfully, she probably had raised the possibility to him once or twice. Ferreira was good about taking every possibility into account. Sometimes to an infuriating degree.

Regis hadn't just been a citizen of Valenntenia, or a Guardian, but he'd been the son of the city's leader. He'd gotten so damned sick of it all; The drama surrounding the political players vying for power, the pressure of acting as the Absalon's only offspring, and then the rapid vanishings of Guardians across the roster. Dominoes were falling, and Villam intended not to be the next victim.

"I keep wondering if we've made a mistake, Vazia." Villam stepped away from the window, sighing as he sat beside her, reaching to the floor for his clothes. They would be moving on today; This inn was worth but a night of their coin, and they couldn't afford to stay any longer. Not for lack of funds, but because of the two objects wrapped in a small sack at the foot of the bed, lightly pushed underneath the bedframe so as to remain partially hidden. "There's little I want more than to escape what we were. To start over. Together."

Ever since the night they'd first danced, Villam had been totally infatuated with Vazia. Things had moved quicky, admittedly. A dance turned into a kiss, which turned into a night shared in his bed. Still, this bond they'd found was an undeniable one.

"But the Stones... I know we should leave them, somewhere they can be found by what's left of the Guardians. I just..." He looked to Ferreira, concern wrinkling his brow. Vazia was known to be somewhat dependent on her stone. While her dependency had decreased drastically since they'd began their relationship as a couple... "I'm worried about you, Vazia."

Vazia Ferreira
 
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If Vazia was being honest (and she was 99% of the time), Valenntenia with the other guardians had never felt like home. More like a temporary stop along the way- she had by no means expected to spend the rest of her life in Valenntenia. She was realizing that more so now that she had abandoned it all to run away with Villam. He was her home now. There was no one else back in Valenntenia that she was connected to or that she needed to survive. The only thing still tying her to that city was the void stone. She could feel its presence at the bottom of the bed, but she was able to ignore it because Villam was there.

He returned to the bed and sat down on the side of it, his back to her. She sat up and withdrew her legs from the sheets to scoot to the edge of the bed beside him, her bare arm brushing his.

"I've heard its a gradual sort of healing process," she began, "And if we don't ever start it, how can we expect to finish it?" She was certainly simplifying matters, but in essence she was right.

She ran a hand up and down his back a couple of times before standing and putting on her clothes. "Maybe we leave the stones somewhere, and stay nearby for a couple of days. Put more distance between us and the stones."

Vazia was nervous about increasing the distance between her and her stone, but to put it simply, she had an unhealthy, toxic relationship with it. It was preventing her from healing her pain and grief and moving on. And she needed to heal and move on, not only for her sake, but for Villam's too.

She had gotten better since their relationship began, but she was also worried about her dependency shifting from entirely on the stone to entirely on Villam. The only nights she managed to sleep with no nightmares was after sleeping with Villam. What if something happened, and she lost not only the stone but Villam too? Her gradual adjustment period would be dumped on her all at once, and she did not think she would make it out the other side of it all.

Villam Regis
 
Villam's eyes rose to watch Vazia as she dressed herself, before he dropped his gaze back to the floor. That incorrigibly grouchy expression that he'd become rather known for back home once more twisted his bearded face, frustration aching at his temples at the sordid lack of options they'd been left with.

By their own design, he supposed.

"It's risky, either way." He grumbled, "I don't give a damn about the Guardians, but I don't want any ordinary schmuck to come across the stones and upset the balance of power." Whether he'd admit it or not, what little sense of duty he had left bemoaned the idea of being so careless with the powerful artifacts. "On the other hand, it's just as dangerous to stick around until Valenntenia finds them. They'll have Guardians, and we run the risk of being found."

Villam wasn't going back. Not when he'd only just found his own personal freedom. Regis felt his fingers tighten around the fabric of his pants at the mere thought, his eyes leaving the shoddy wooden floor as he rose to his feet. "I have an idea... I think."

He closed that distance between them, wrapping his arms around her from behind as she finished making herself decent, his lips finding the back of her neck, and then the side of her ear with light kisses. This affection was more to soothe himself, than her.

"Do you trust me, Aislynn?"

Vazia Ferreira