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An eeriness clouded the sky of Alliria. Rain padded the ground softly. Those who still wandered the streets were either foolish or drunk. Usually both. Autumn was the former. Autumn was at first infuriated at having been treated as a child. Second she realized that she was too anxious and embarrassed to admit she'd been a fool to leave in total darkness. Third and most recent, she was terrified. There weren't many out and about luckily and she didn't make a habit of assuming people were all cruel. The things that happened in shadow, though, were always more dangerous than under the glare of the sun.
She meandered. She knew if she really wanted to she could afford a room so her nerves and her pride would win this silly argument she'd had with Thorne. He'd of course panic if she did that and she didn't want that. Her was getting pretty damp from having been walking the streets with no hood or cover for her head. All of this was plain stupid.
You're an idiot. Stupid. Always have been. Always will be.
Her eyes met cobblestone as these thoughts bit into her mind. She didn't try and stave them. In this and in most instances, she believed them. It was a stupid decision to leave home at night time. It was stupid of her to fight with Thorne over something trivial. She was stupid for thinking he was trying to do anything but help her. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
When will you figure it out? You can't be on your own. You're not strong enough. You're pathetic.
More cruel thoughts. Like internal rapids, washing her brain clean of hope. She wanted so badly to just turn around and go home and apologize yet her feet kept moving her further and further away from the walls of her house. Her expression growing ever more disconsolate, she ran her hands through her wet hair. It had been a few days since she'd bathed. She didn't care. She couldn't care. Autumn thought only of how to apologize and when she'd muster the strength to just turn around and make it right. She was wrong.
You're always wrong. Quit thinking you can change anything. You're rotten. If it wasn't for you mom and dad would still be al-
"SHUT UP!" Her voice echoing against buildings and into sewers. She stood frozen when she realized how loud she'd just yelled at herself. As her eyes motioned around her she couldn't see anyone near and let out a sigh of relief.
She went to take a step forward when;
"Autumn? Autumn Whispergrove?" A familiar voice called to her. It wasn't someone she knew, she thought, more so someone she had known. There was too distinct a change in the harshness of their throat to be someone she knew currently. As she slowly turned she was face to face with a human man who'd chosen to stand a bit too close to her. She took a step back, and the man's face lit up when he gazed upon her own.
"It is! It is you! I can't believe it! I haven't seen you since you were a little one!" The man looked and sounded unnervingly ecstatic to see her. She did recognize him though. A memory of the past. Someone who'd been around when her old home wasn't ashes. His name was Donovan. He had been an attendant in her parents enormous home. He'd always been strange, and she could have sworn she'd heard him bad mouth her family more than once. She didn't like this encounter. It wasn't his fault, it just brought back too many memories.
You killed th-
She shook the thoughts away. She offered Donovan a quaint smile.
"It's nice to see you again, Donovan. It has been a long time, hasn't it? I hate to be rude but I do have to be going. Home is a wa-"
"What?! Don't you wanna catch up? Let's go to the tavern or something! Get a drink since ya can now! On me!" He waved her down to follow him.
"N-no thank you, Donovan." She replied, overly formal. "I don't partake myself. If we see each other at a more reasonable hour, perhaps." She turned to leave and Donovan grabbed her arm. Hard. She was frozen in fear and didn't look back when this happened. Her mind trying to not think of the worst possible outcome this could have.
"Now, hold on just a minute, missy..." His voice changed. The rasp remained, but he no longer sounded happy. More so angry. As she looked for escape routes she noticed more people pouring from the shadows. All their eyes on her.
"Your family had a lot of nerve hoarding the money that they did, now I'm gonna make sure you pay me back in kind, alright?" She couldn't reply. She still didn't accept that this was happening at all. "I know all about your little tricks, and I've been looking for you for about twelve years. Knew you were in Alliria somewhere. People will pay a high price for someone like you. Who knows, maybe you'll just get killed for sport, eh?" He laughed maniacally. This man was insane.
Her eyes wide and her expression numb. She couldn't even muster a cry for help. All that surrounded her were Donovan's allies.
No one would care. Remember, you deserve this. You. Killed. Them.
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