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Mischa Ven'rohk
Mischa lay on the bed of her room at an inexpensive inn. The meager room big enough only to accommodate the length of the bed. Her armor and her shield in a pile beside the bed. The door left open. Unlocked. She did not care for privacy. Even now. The occasional footsteps of humans and others walking up and down the hall. She did not see, for her back was turned to the opening.
She lay curled on the bed, clutching the hilt of the Lightbringer and holding the sword close to her body.
"Please...send me a vision...speak to me, if you would...anything..."
The Great Holy One merely observed. Its presence in the back of her mind.
She had come to Elbion at the Great Holy One's prompting. And here it was that she first failed. It had sent her a vision, the guidance for the next step she must take in her journey, and she had failed. She did not gain the trust of the man the Great Holy One had shown her, and now she never would. She did not know if she had misinterpreted the vision or not, and the Great Holy One had been passive ever since.
Her voice a mere whisper. "I'm sorry."
The Great Holy One merely observed.
It would offer her strength. That which her frail body could never achieve on its own. Strength in exchange for service, for the deeds It desired her to do as relayed by the visions It sent. But what now? Now that she had failed and it had been days since without another vision? Now with no guidance on what It wanted of her?
"I am worthy...I can be worthy...please...I...I want to return home. I will do as you ask. Just...just show..."
And Mischa lay there on the bed and thought of her father and her tribe and wept until sleep finally found her.
She found menial work for a few days. The barmaid had fallen ill at a large yet dilapidated tavern called This Ain't Falwood. Yer Drunk. Mischa hated the name. The irreverent joy and stupor of the patrons grated on her tense nerves. And she hated the boisterous elven barkeep. But she needed the work because she needed the damnable coins because she needed meat to eat and a room to stay.
Mischa kept to herself. Took the orders of patrons dutifully and didn't respond to snide remarks about her being an orc and wearing full plate yet working at a tavern. She cleaned the bar counter and the stools and the tables and the chairs and the outhouse latrine and helped the barkeep bring in new shipments of barreled drinks. She quelled a few fights before they even began by simply intimidating the would-be brawlers. Not from her size or stature, no, she was always shorter than the humans in question.
The look on her face. In her eyes.
She had nothing to lose.
And she was ready to die fighting if need be.
As it happened, another orc had been watching her. Seen her do this twice. And he took interest.
Night was falling.
The hearthfire had been lit and the crowd within This Ain't Falwood. Yer Drunk was only getting bigger. The evening barmaid had arrived. It meant then that it was time for Mischa to go, her day of work finished. A routine. She collected the small payment for her work from the elven barkeep and gathered her shield and her sword from behind the bar and started across the tavern floor toward the exit.
When she felt a large hand placed on her shoulder from behind.
She turned around. Looked up. A big orc stood before her, his arms nearly as thick as her body. A certain pang of fear gripped Mischa's heart. That feeling of weakness, toxic to her being, to everything she needed to be if she were to have any hope of rejoining her tribe.
The din of conversation and drinking about them in the tavern. Yet the orc's voice and words were clear. He said, "Mischa. That is your name?"
"Yes." She did not dare show her fear.
"My name is Makgraw. And I know what ails you."
Those patrons around them. At tables and at the bar and drinking and talking and coming and going. All seemed distant. It seemed only that she was there with this orc named Makgraw. Separate from the world about them. "What ails me?"
A look of compassion. Firm, but compassion. "Elbion is not a place for orcs. This city perhaps above all others. We orcs have a need. Humans and dwarves and elves may also have this need, but none so strongly as an orc. Do you know what I'm talking about, Mischa?"
Makgraw didn't need to say it. Mischa knew. And she said, "Yes."
Makgraw smiled. "Good." He glanced around. "This work. This city work. This work of humans and mages and all else. It separates us from a natural calling. And it has taken a toll on you." He leaned in closer to her. Said, "You wish to engage in an honorable fight. Your orcish blood demands it."
Mischa closed her eyes and inhaled sharply through her nose and clenched her sword and the handle of her shield tighter. Thoughts of the near-brawls in the tavern. The honesty in wishing that the drunken humans did not back down from her. An exhaling and opening of her eyes.
"Yes. I want to fight."
Makgraw nodded. "There are others like you. Not just orcs, but humans and dwarves and elves, as I've said. We come together, each with their own reason, to fight with only our fists in private and to witness others and to be surrounded by those like-minded." And he pointed. "All you need to do is walk through that door and go down the stairs to the basement."
The big orc pointed to the door in the corner of the tavern, behind the bar counter. A door which Mischa had noticed many people entering and leaving but which the barkeep never asked her to go and clean, and so she never did. And as she looked upon the door--
A vision from the Great Holy One. The door. Opening. The stairs down. A ring of people. Watching. A Monolith. And pain. Pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, and yet more pain. A hand offered. Her own hand, bloodied, taking hold of it. And a sense of wondrous joy.
Mischa gasped quietly at the visceral feeling of the pain from the vision. But it was banished as quickly as a nightmare when the vision blinked away.
The lively tavern around them, her and Makgraw.
And the big orc said to her, "Come. It will be good for you."
She lay curled on the bed, clutching the hilt of the Lightbringer and holding the sword close to her body.
"Please...send me a vision...speak to me, if you would...anything..."
The Great Holy One merely observed. Its presence in the back of her mind.
She had come to Elbion at the Great Holy One's prompting. And here it was that she first failed. It had sent her a vision, the guidance for the next step she must take in her journey, and she had failed. She did not gain the trust of the man the Great Holy One had shown her, and now she never would. She did not know if she had misinterpreted the vision or not, and the Great Holy One had been passive ever since.
Her voice a mere whisper. "I'm sorry."
The Great Holy One merely observed.
It would offer her strength. That which her frail body could never achieve on its own. Strength in exchange for service, for the deeds It desired her to do as relayed by the visions It sent. But what now? Now that she had failed and it had been days since without another vision? Now with no guidance on what It wanted of her?
"I am worthy...I can be worthy...please...I...I want to return home. I will do as you ask. Just...just show..."
And Mischa lay there on the bed and thought of her father and her tribe and wept until sleep finally found her.
* * * * *
She found menial work for a few days. The barmaid had fallen ill at a large yet dilapidated tavern called This Ain't Falwood. Yer Drunk. Mischa hated the name. The irreverent joy and stupor of the patrons grated on her tense nerves. And she hated the boisterous elven barkeep. But she needed the work because she needed the damnable coins because she needed meat to eat and a room to stay.
Mischa kept to herself. Took the orders of patrons dutifully and didn't respond to snide remarks about her being an orc and wearing full plate yet working at a tavern. She cleaned the bar counter and the stools and the tables and the chairs and the outhouse latrine and helped the barkeep bring in new shipments of barreled drinks. She quelled a few fights before they even began by simply intimidating the would-be brawlers. Not from her size or stature, no, she was always shorter than the humans in question.
The look on her face. In her eyes.
She had nothing to lose.
And she was ready to die fighting if need be.
As it happened, another orc had been watching her. Seen her do this twice. And he took interest.
* * * * *
Night was falling.
The hearthfire had been lit and the crowd within This Ain't Falwood. Yer Drunk was only getting bigger. The evening barmaid had arrived. It meant then that it was time for Mischa to go, her day of work finished. A routine. She collected the small payment for her work from the elven barkeep and gathered her shield and her sword from behind the bar and started across the tavern floor toward the exit.
When she felt a large hand placed on her shoulder from behind.
She turned around. Looked up. A big orc stood before her, his arms nearly as thick as her body. A certain pang of fear gripped Mischa's heart. That feeling of weakness, toxic to her being, to everything she needed to be if she were to have any hope of rejoining her tribe.
The din of conversation and drinking about them in the tavern. Yet the orc's voice and words were clear. He said, "Mischa. That is your name?"
"Yes." She did not dare show her fear.
"My name is Makgraw. And I know what ails you."
Those patrons around them. At tables and at the bar and drinking and talking and coming and going. All seemed distant. It seemed only that she was there with this orc named Makgraw. Separate from the world about them. "What ails me?"
A look of compassion. Firm, but compassion. "Elbion is not a place for orcs. This city perhaps above all others. We orcs have a need. Humans and dwarves and elves may also have this need, but none so strongly as an orc. Do you know what I'm talking about, Mischa?"
Makgraw didn't need to say it. Mischa knew. And she said, "Yes."
Makgraw smiled. "Good." He glanced around. "This work. This city work. This work of humans and mages and all else. It separates us from a natural calling. And it has taken a toll on you." He leaned in closer to her. Said, "You wish to engage in an honorable fight. Your orcish blood demands it."
Mischa closed her eyes and inhaled sharply through her nose and clenched her sword and the handle of her shield tighter. Thoughts of the near-brawls in the tavern. The honesty in wishing that the drunken humans did not back down from her. An exhaling and opening of her eyes.
"Yes. I want to fight."
Makgraw nodded. "There are others like you. Not just orcs, but humans and dwarves and elves, as I've said. We come together, each with their own reason, to fight with only our fists in private and to witness others and to be surrounded by those like-minded." And he pointed. "All you need to do is walk through that door and go down the stairs to the basement."
The big orc pointed to the door in the corner of the tavern, behind the bar counter. A door which Mischa had noticed many people entering and leaving but which the barkeep never asked her to go and clean, and so she never did. And as she looked upon the door--
A vision from the Great Holy One. The door. Opening. The stairs down. A ring of people. Watching. A Monolith. And pain. Pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, and yet more pain. A hand offered. Her own hand, bloodied, taking hold of it. And a sense of wondrous joy.
Mischa gasped quietly at the visceral feeling of the pain from the vision. But it was banished as quickly as a nightmare when the vision blinked away.
The lively tavern around them, her and Makgraw.
And the big orc said to her, "Come. It will be good for you."