An altogether different vision was plaguing Rovan.
Instead of the venerable and graceful trees of
Falwood, he found himself surrounded by the butchered woodwork and drab, rickety, mould-eaten timbers of
Grayshore; carpets of mud rolling out for him. A sizeable crowd of commoners and craftsmen blocked his access to the ship that awaited him, where a distinctive ray of sunshine defiantly speared through the bruised sky, lighting up the prow of the ship and its bold white sails -- the only impressive structure in the harbour, and one that was soon about to leave.
The people that crowded him and blocked access to the ship he all knew. There was Khernon the butcher with his three glum sons. There was Mayos the Miller, proudly carrying his one scrap of importance, a sheathed longsword in his belt. And there was Kit Cackler, the chief gossipmonger and wise-woman of the harbourside; and
Lucy Liar, Fletcher Nod, Bell the Basket, Do-niddle Two, and all the others besides.
"You're a fool to go. You have no trade. You'll wind up in the streets or dead," Lucy declared, crossing her large arms.
"You think you can hope for greater things? You belong here. Among dirt and gutters."
"Next he'll think he can turn into some lord, just like that!"
Laughters erupted among them like sqwuaking ducks having a row on a dirty lake. Rovan watched them all carefully, guarded with his tongue. For while he saw through this illusion, he had to grant it some credit. It used a splinter from his memory and manipulated it with great finesse and skill, performing a careful balancing act between reality and exaggeration that would have made any bard jealous.
He expected that anything he might say would simply feed into this devious machination.
But despite the misgivings of his mind, his heart throbbed all over again, with all the doubt, dread, sense of betrayal and loneliness it had before . . . but chief among these feelings: the sense of smallness before the accumulated judgement of so-called friends and neighbors. Inferior. That was how they had made him feel, before he had embarked on his journey to
Alliria, in service of Lord Briarwall.
He had vowed never to feel like that again.
Defying those re-summoned feelings, Rovan opted to pull their legs, in turn. At least until he could find a way out. He had been little more than a child the last time. Now, he could retort at them as an adult, spewing out all the insults he had wished he could tell them back then.
In fact, this might be a golden opportunity.
"A lord I may not be, but at least I won't be vomiting my excess bile around wells like you, Kit. Oh yes, I imagine you will poison quite a few metaphorical wells, Kit Cackler, what with your pathetic gossip. Of course, you wouldn't poison any actual wells -- you lack the wit for it."
The rabble started hurtling insults back at him, their voices drowning his out. But he carried on as if he didn't hear them, turning for Mayos, crying out to hear his own words:
"I hope you are proud of your glorified toothpick, Master Mayos. I expect I could buy a handful at this point."
He would have liked to indulge in more slander, telling them all to piss off. But a shriek rippled through the illusion and mirrors shattered. The faces, the voices, the ship and the grey, overcast sky gave way for hard, blank ice; a crack spiderwebbing through the mirrors before him.
He was remiss to see this go; it had all been strangely cathartic. Wiping an unshed tear from his eye, Rovan briskly went about navigating corridors of sheer ice, seeking the owner of the voice. That screech had sounded too raw and natural to be fabricated by magic.
At last, he found her. Sunk into an armoured heap among reflective, glass-like ice that had shaped out new contours, surrounding her like blank, unformed faces, splitting her reflection into a hundred different fragments.
"Lady Blackbriar," he mumbled, tentatively placing a hand on her black pauldron. The soft fur mitt couldn't give much of a squeeze through her carapace, but he hoped the sentiment was there.
"'Tis me."
Lilette Blackbriar