Taketan Teahouse, nestled between the fringe of the Taagi Baara Steppes and the River Sayve ...
I've never been one for long conversations, self-reflection or thinking things through. Instead, I've always been what they call a "doer", at least that was the phrased used in my motherland. Don't think, just do. Get up early, start doing and don't stop doing until the sun goes down and the light leaves the world again. If you give your mind the chance, pesky thoughts will slip in and your mind will always turn to darkness ... that's a creed that I always lived by. It's always best to stay busy. But as I sat in this smoky "teahouse", on cushions in accordance the barbaric local customs, with my back fuckin' sore and an uncomfortability that alternated between whichever arse cheek was carrying the most weight, I was wondering if I should start thinking things through anymore.
"This is dumb, mate." That was my new mate Greaves accosting my thoughts with his broad drawl. Greavesy was a tough one to pin down. He was older than me (which wasn't hard), bigger than me, a better fighter than me, faster, more vicious, stronger, angrier ... he was also overly sensitive, a serial pessimist, and spent most of his time desperately trying to convince me and the rest of the fellas that he was a great guy. Would give you the shirt off his back though. "I'm going to tell Wat that we shouldn't be doing this."
"Yeah." I said, absently agreeing to avoid a pointless argument. The truth was, the time to raise any concerns was weeks ago, when Wat had accepted this contract. I hadn't been doing mercenary work long by that point, but I knew that we were desperate and Wat had accepted this deal so we could eat and feed the horses another two weeks. I also knew that it was a fuckin' dumb contract and that the plan fuckin' sucked.
"What?" said Greaves, "it is dumb!"
"I know mate," I said. "We're about to go after a tribe of centaurs to retrieve some princess or lady or whatever for her short, fat dad in the middle of the steppes which provides no cover or concealment, and they can move faster than we can. And there are more of them than there are of us, way more. And we're not gettin' paid enough. I know."
Greaves sighed, satisfied that his reasoning was correct. "I'm tellin' Wat."
"Okay mate," I said, and turned back to my small bowl of alcoholic milk that tasted like someone had turned yoghurt into cat piss. I played absently with the wooden hilt of my old iron sword, a few things playing on my mind. I watched old (he was in his thirties), stocky Wat, the only one of us who had earned enough to afford a chain mail shirt, moving around the teahouse and trying to convince an assortment of local riverlanders, steppe horse masters and random adventurers to join us and wondered if anyone would be dumb enough. But I was more concerned about the further future. Would I survive this? After all, I was only nineteen, and I felt like I really hadn't started living yet.
I've never been one for long conversations, self-reflection or thinking things through. Instead, I've always been what they call a "doer", at least that was the phrased used in my motherland. Don't think, just do. Get up early, start doing and don't stop doing until the sun goes down and the light leaves the world again. If you give your mind the chance, pesky thoughts will slip in and your mind will always turn to darkness ... that's a creed that I always lived by. It's always best to stay busy. But as I sat in this smoky "teahouse", on cushions in accordance the barbaric local customs, with my back fuckin' sore and an uncomfortability that alternated between whichever arse cheek was carrying the most weight, I was wondering if I should start thinking things through anymore.
"This is dumb, mate." That was my new mate Greaves accosting my thoughts with his broad drawl. Greavesy was a tough one to pin down. He was older than me (which wasn't hard), bigger than me, a better fighter than me, faster, more vicious, stronger, angrier ... he was also overly sensitive, a serial pessimist, and spent most of his time desperately trying to convince me and the rest of the fellas that he was a great guy. Would give you the shirt off his back though. "I'm going to tell Wat that we shouldn't be doing this."
"Yeah." I said, absently agreeing to avoid a pointless argument. The truth was, the time to raise any concerns was weeks ago, when Wat had accepted this contract. I hadn't been doing mercenary work long by that point, but I knew that we were desperate and Wat had accepted this deal so we could eat and feed the horses another two weeks. I also knew that it was a fuckin' dumb contract and that the plan fuckin' sucked.
"What?" said Greaves, "it is dumb!"
"I know mate," I said. "We're about to go after a tribe of centaurs to retrieve some princess or lady or whatever for her short, fat dad in the middle of the steppes which provides no cover or concealment, and they can move faster than we can. And there are more of them than there are of us, way more. And we're not gettin' paid enough. I know."
Greaves sighed, satisfied that his reasoning was correct. "I'm tellin' Wat."
"Okay mate," I said, and turned back to my small bowl of alcoholic milk that tasted like someone had turned yoghurt into cat piss. I played absently with the wooden hilt of my old iron sword, a few things playing on my mind. I watched old (he was in his thirties), stocky Wat, the only one of us who had earned enough to afford a chain mail shirt, moving around the teahouse and trying to convince an assortment of local riverlanders, steppe horse masters and random adventurers to join us and wondered if anyone would be dumb enough. But I was more concerned about the further future. Would I survive this? After all, I was only nineteen, and I felt like I really hadn't started living yet.
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