Tatyana

Tatyana

Biographical information
Coast of the Akea'oma'o Sea. 19 The Rakkin Wayfarers
Physical description
Human Female 5'5" 133 lbs Black Amber Tawny brown
Political information
Wanderer
Out-of-character information
Feryke 5/22/2022 https://www.deviantart.com/pheberoni

Someone once said that acting upon a society's morals was like nailing oneself to their own cross.

What a silly thing to do, she had thought.

Appearance

There were few things that a wayfarer cared less about than appearances, and why should they? Those without home or without a hearth or without even the faintest memories of how their mother must've looked were reviled wherever they went. Tatyana knew of the things they were called; knew how to armor her heart to it at a younger age than most, since those upon the path of the nomad were rarely permitted to forget what they were.

How could they forget when both kings and commoners alike scorned those vagrants which trickle into villages and towns, with little else but what could be carried upon their backs? All of this and more was simply a fact of life for the wayfarers she traveled with, for they long became accustomed to the looks and rumors.

Nobody in their right mind would have trusted these migrants with so little to lose, nobody would have lent faith to their promises, yet everybody always assigned quick blame upon these rootless people when calamity struck.

All of this made the choice to care so very little an easy one for Tatyana, allowing her to embrace a lifestyle of dressing with little more thought than what she was able to fit into. To the Rakkin band, this was enough. When they sailed in their patched and leaking sloop or slept underneath the stars in some meadow with no name, was there cause to sleep in silks and velvet?

She would not have been overly embarrassed with admitting that some of them dressed in... skin, and little else. There was no privacy as a wanderer; nowhere else but the deck of a sloop to deliver a crying child or to dance freely in the rain without thought of sin or propriety.

There was a... comforting simplicity to this life that removed all the common barriers of polite society.

Nakedness ill befits the occasional trip to city or market, however, something which she consented to with plain and torn shirts, belted trousers, and the occasional pair of shoes and sandals when fortune permitted. Any concession to style usually came in the form of necklaces of colored beads, pearls, and other such things easily scrounged from an ocean's bottom.

Distressingly fitting for a grubby urchin girl with a tangled bird's nest atop her head, otherwise colloquially known as hair.

Skills and Abilities

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Personality

Had you asked her if she would've willingly chosen this life, the reply would be a vehemently uppercased 'No.'

As for why she hadn't yet left these people she considered family? Those who raised her, demonstrated to her all the principles of a carefree life, permitted her to see what was beyond every horizon there was? It was an easy question with an equally easy answer.

Tatyana is a member of the Rakkins with all that a child's heart permits - no matter how stunted the rest of her personal growth or education may be, this was one thing that she was certain about in her mind. This freedom of certainty meant that she could subscribe wholeheartedly to the Rakkin way of life, their stories which were told in the dark of the night.

How they came to be, why a person would cast away all the fixtures and all those obligations of a settled life; how they ran away from these things until the sweat ran and, suddenly, they were alone in the world. What once was is no more and home was a stone toss in any direction.

All of this was a rather romanticized view she soon came to find, but the idea was still as solid as the ground beneath her feet. They traveled where they liked, sometimes alone, and sometimes settling in cities and towns for months or years at a time. Tatyana was no different than the others - which she went to great lengths to prove with the desperate, terrifying need to belong to something, no matter how little substance it had in reality.

This need to belong dropped her into a life not at all fit for a child, and surviving it meant employing her youth and agility as a pickpocket when she wasn't too busy begging. There are certainly few things one wouldn't do to eat; much like how a nomadic life tore down some barriers, starvation ripped the rest to shreds and then proceeded to stomp on them, a lot.

It all meant that, despite this romanticization of true freedom, she also learned the benefits of deception and the hollowness of words, sometimes even the benefits of shortsightedness that was equal parts fearlessness and foolishness.

As an adult it translated to the willingness to do just about anything for the sake of survival or promises of the next meal. Tatyana is a soul who has built a bulwark around herself in the company of just about anyone aside from family. Someone who was quick to deceive, quick to lose patience, quick to laugh at the absurdity of a great many things.

You could dig deep enough to discover a sense of loyalty as well, however convoluted it might be to obtain.

She could just as easily laugh with (at) you while robbing you blind.

Biography & Lore

Tatyana is someone who thinks they have no story to tell.

There were no eventful moments of childhood or dire prophecies seen in her birth. No parents to tell her if that wasn't even the case. Her mother was a blur in forgotten dreams, while her father may as well have been a blur for how small his love impacted this story being told.

Had she found herself at swordpoint to account for her earliest memories? She might speak of the waves and rolling of a deck beneath her as saltwater stung her lungs - the roiling waves mesmerizing an impressionable child with what a sunken god's wrath must have looked like.

An easier tale instead might have been of the sand beneath her feet and the harping of small fishing people leading small lives, of how the corals and all the wonderful colors beneath the sea must've looked to a younger Tatyana bereft of the necessary words to convey the beauty found in the tranquility beneath the waves.

How it was no small wonder when people saw the murky greens, bluest blues, and the depths of oily shadows and thought for a moment that they were in a completely different world disconnected from reality; unrecognizable in its complete and jarring alienness.

Perhaps what papaya tasted like the very first time? How unripe papaya was not very palatable? Certainly more palatable than the occasional poisonous berry or low hanging fruit, it must have seemed like a rare treat to an unsupervised child with an unusually strong stomach - and a stronger will to live, thankfully.

Any incidents of self-inflicted poisoning is a thing from this list she hesitates to recollect with any enthusiasm.

The rest of her life was both uneventful (in her opinion), and wildly eventful in the court of public opinion. Unsurprisingly, Tatyana is a fine example of repetition dulling even the most dramatic moments of one's short life, as with repetition do things become... not easier, but definitely less of a conversation hook for someone so utterly inundated with the kind of dangers that most city-born people blanch at.

Few souls would be less concerned over Cortosi pirates than Obanese census officials; the logic behind this being that she has found pirates aren't half as ardent in what they do when compared to censors and punishing vagrancy.

Having spent equal parts of her life traveling with her people with the sun on one's back, shared hardships, and a sense of belonging as opposed to surviving by the skin of her proverbial teeth in the cities has, evidently, managed to skew her perspective a little bit. Pirates were terribly simple in what they wanted when compared to the customs and laws of civilization.

All rather simple logic, really.

Today is much like yesterday, or the day before yesterday - all of it an adventure whose pages have eventually all blended together into an illegible mess where the only coherent part of this story was the now.

An utter lack of responsibilities has led Tatyana to wherever her feet take her with less than a passing thought as to what came before. What comes around the corner isn't something she thinks about, that's a little too philosophical for her tastes.

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